Jem...Chapter 38

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Jem…Chapter 38

Chapter 38

I get into the house and hold the door open to the guys as they came with us and they are acting as roadies for us and ferrying all the stuff in from the vehicles and I tell them where to set the stuff.

Rayne actually comes out of the kitchen having been one of the first people in the house and she made coffee even this late and she has some of the cookies that I made out on a plate for them.

She’s got a nice smile on too doing this which is nice to see. I smile myself getting maybe a glance at the pre-gothy, pre-Summer girl she used to be.

She comes over and gives me a light kiss. “Coffee?”

“It’s kind of late but sure.”

“I made decaff.”

“I’d love some then.”

She makes me a coffee and sometimes I’ll do cream and sugar but mostly I take mine white or blonde as most people call just having milk or cream in it. I watch her and start setting up our stuff again.

“It’s been awhile since you’ve done the whole coffee and stuff for people huh?”

She smiles. “Home I’d help Mom but this is really different because it’s our place and our company not my parent’s company and it feels different. Well that and I’ve never actually done this at all outside the girls.”

“Good? Bad? You kinda look into it.”

“Different but good different I mean I’m not you hon.”

“What’s that mean?”

“It means that you have a serious Molly Homemaker streak there and I don’t know if it’s naturally in you or if it’s like you are doing it as part of being Angel?”

“Yeah, me too? I mean I’ve done some of these things as a whole living with Dad and without Mom thing before but not as much or as intensely. I don’t know if this is just something that I’ve been good at and never did or it’s me being Angel and rocking out as a domestic goddess.”

She grins at me. “I think I like the idea of the domestic goddess bit, sounds all…Yay and stuff. Besides I can brag that My GF’s hot and she bakes cookies.”

I smile and laugh a little bit and take my coffee from her and kiss with her some. Well I kiss with her until Dad comes over with Mitch and gives me a hug.

“That was a great show honey and it was nice going out too, we’ll have to do that again.”

“Tomorrow night? After the show.”

“Alright we’ll be there.”

“Good we need the support honestly Dad and the security too.”

“I know, I’ll see you tomorrow night Angel.”

He hugs me again and gives me that Daddy only kiss on the forehead. I honestly really am starting to like this part about being Angel over everything else. Dad and I are connecting on a whole different level. It’s like the pre-programmed social stuff between guys is gone out of the way because I’m Angel.

And we’re sort of starting to get closer and closer and filling that void that Mom had left. More to think about in the transition equation but I’m not going there for awhile. I’m just going to enjoy my life right now.

Uncle Mitch hugs me and he slips me something?

“What’s this?”

“My friend that was up here? He’s the guy we had doing your papers up.”

“A Cop?”

“Yeah, technically you’re our C.I.”

“C.I.?”

“Confidential informant.”

“Oh? And you can do the I.D. thing?”

“Oh Yeah a few other papers but we take the Confidential thing seriously, and sometimes that’s a new set of I.D.”

“Cool so…that means?”

“It means yes we’re going on with the Marshal case, and that some of the information that Mike gets will be coming through you as Angel.”

“But doesn’t that fix the system or stack the deck?”

“No, it’s cutting close to the wire but Mike’s not a C.I. but he’s your anonymous source.”

“Oh, so he tells me and I tell you.”

“No, you tell Bobby over in Red Pines he’s your handler. He’ll pool his information with me.”

“This could be really cutting things fine legally Uncle Mitch.”

“Angel there are so many cases that get solved by things being really fine than anyone really knows. The crooks know the laws as much as we do and they have no problems dealing with this. The Marshals don’t even think about stopping because of the laws, and the CP is very interested in this case that we have her blessing on this.”

“Really?”

“That family has been playing at being the Ewings for far too damned long without any consequences. We’re keeping this really close to the vest internally.”

“Yeah but Mike riled up the locals thinking that there’s going to be an investigation. So don’t they know that we’re coming after them?”

“Officially I’m on vacation if people ask but I’m actually undercover from direct order from the Ontario CP. Her office is the only one that’s involved with this not even the main office for the RCMP.”

“Why not?”

“There’s a few officers that could be swayed by what the Marshals might do or be able to do to make their families lives hell. She doesn’t really have that issue. One of the things why she got her job.”

“Oh, is that common? The whole blackmail thing?”

“Yeah the guy who had her job got caught between a rock and a hard place back when we had the serious biker troubles. They’re the bad guys so if they can they will.”

“But Mike?”

“Mike got involved in this without me first knowing about it in one of his schools with a steroid ring with the athletic kids. He did it to help me out with the drugs that were going on in the area. He went ahead and he took the evidence to the local CP and that brought me in with a good chewing out at first and then since we hand this information we couldn’t act on it. Then we came up with him being the CI of my partner at the time.”

“Still wasn’t that a conflict of interest?”

“It would’ve been but he wasn’t my CI and we tend to keep the C in the whole CI quiet even from our partners because it’s still to easy to overhear things.”

“But I heard…”

“What a lot of people heard the Mike was undercover well sort of he was he was a CI but not mine. And I was in on the raid just because of the numbers so people put two and two together and came out with that story.”

“So Mike doesn’t report to you at all?”

“No, never has but sometimes it’s useful to have people think that.”

“Why?”

“Well unless they know it’s a conflict of interest with him reporting to me then they thing he might be doing what he did before but who knows and how could you tell?”

“But won’t Mike be watched all the time?”

“Yes, but as Mike says. When they’re too busy watching me they’re not watching me.”

“Huh?”

“I don’t know Angel, honestly I don’t know and I don’t want to know and as long as the information he gets us turns out to be true there isn’t any issues of us needing a warrant to have gotten the same stuff. Honestly he’s a better cop than I am half the time.”

“So he gives me the evidence and I get it to Bobby you guys can act on it like getting a tip.”

“Like a tip and as evidence both and there’s enough evidence experts out there that’ll hold up in court.”

“And If I have to go to court?”

“We can fight it as you’re a CI and even if we have to put you on the stand You’re Angel and Mike’s a contact of yours and you don’t legally have to reveal who he is.”

Okay I’m getting this but we are treading a pretty fine line in my opinion here and everything and it makes me nervous but this isn’t a game, this is really serious stuff.

? I’m looking through the stuff and I have a valid drivers license and I have a check to in my name from the Toronto Dominion bank for two hundred dollars.

“Mitch?” I hold it up.

“We have to pay you as a CI and this is a lot easier for you to sign and take care of than the old way.”

“So how often do I get one of these?”

“Every two weeks.”

“Cool.”

“No…Angel this is dangerous, seriously, Adam is just the tip of the iceberg with these people. They destroy lives, a lot of them and they are good at it. We’re still looking for some people that didn’t take this seriously.”

“Mitch, I’m as serious as a heart attack with these people. I’ve been first hand…their victim over and over again for a long time with them. And not just Adam…I have had troubles with school and clubs and so much shit that it wasn’t just him or fear of him it had to be them making me an example of what happens when you don’t bow down and kiss their asses.”

“As long as you’re sure.”

“Mitch…if the girls never found me and helped me you’d still be here but looking for my body. They would have killed me that night…accident or not I have that feeling in my gut that’s how it would have happened.”

He looks at me and I look at him and then we hug. “Dammit Angel you remind me so much of your dad.”

“My Dad?”

“Yeah…Before I graduated the RCMP I got into something bad. I wouldn’t be a cop if it wasn’t for your Dad. You doing this, being such a stand up person…you’re just like him.”

I watch him slip out and I’m standing there watching the door. I’m like Dad? But he called me Angel…so did he mean Angel or Jason?

Rayne comes over and hugs me from behind. “Both….Angel or Jason or whoever you’re still the amazing person that you are. I can see it too, and more. I can see your Mom there too and the rest…the rest is you Angel and that’s just…”

She looks at me and there’s this sweet caring sort of light there in her eyes and she pulls me into a kiss and she steps back taking me into the quiet of the kitchen, turns the lights off leaving us illuminated by the little light over the stove. She holds me close and we start dancing with music with me and she starts to sing to me.

Wow…melty…gooey…Yayness.

My gothy girl’s singing country to me… *Amazed* By Lonestar….

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone,
Or anything
I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams

[Chorus]
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life,
with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin,
The taste of your kiss,
The way you whisper in the dark.
Your hair all around me,
Baby you surround me
Touch every place in my heart
And it feels like the first time
Every time.
I want to spend the whole night
In your eyes

[Chorus:Repeat x2]

Her voice is soft and it’s mellow and sweet…there’s this depth to it too though that you get from singers like Rayne that reminds me of Adele, Jann Arden, Luba…but still her own sweet sounds.

And just for me?

And then she leans down and she kisses me. And she’s pressed up against me and I feel her body almost pulsing through my skin and she slips her tongue into my mouth and she starts kissing me with that little swirls around and the tip of her tongue flicking against the underside of mine and it feels so good, so erotic and my mind goes to this drifty dreamy place where she’s licking and doing this to part of me that I don’t really have but I’m dreaming of the act anyway and her fingers touch and slip over my legs and up and up and she cups my bum and curls her fingers in over and over in this sort of feel.

Oh god I and so the “Girl” in this relationship and I don’t care, I don’t care if she’s being the top or anything because this…

Rayne’s my first…and that…the way we were together might not have been the way a guy’s first is supposed to have but it was the most amazing thing in the world to me and I got to give myself to her.

And now this and Rayne touching me and it’s…oh I swear I’m boiling over inside. There’s this breathy whine of “Raaaayne…” coming out of me as I’m right on the edge of her taking me to the point of no return.

“Angel, you’re just amazing, okay. G’nite.”

Rayne slips passed me in that sultry slid across me and heads out the kitchen doors leaving me panting and weak kneed. I pull myself together enough to slip of after her.

“Night…..aren’t we going to talk about the videos?”

“Let’s hash it out in the morning right now all I want is to get into a shower and get really cleaned up so I can sleep on it.”

“Okay…”

“Night beautiful.”

“Night…”

Rayne slips upstairs and I take the downstairs bathroom and use the shower there. I can’t get undressed fast enough and under the hot water before taking matters in my own hands and I’m leaning into the tiles face first and using the noise of the water and the shower fan to cover my moaning and calling out her name and that whole moaning and that intense physical pleasure feeling just was making me pant in relief and with that there’s this sort of hyper awareness of my tongue in my mouth and then the whole remember fantasy of Rayne kissing me again and making me feel so sublime, sweet, sexy and wanted…wanted…god that takes me over the edge and my very unlady like actions come out in another breathy femme whine of pleasure.

I’ve done this before; I’ve done this a lot before since I had figured out how to and in all of the times I have done that…twice this close together hasn’t ever happen.

It took three or four minutes hanging onto the showerhead/neck to get myself together and finish showering and then I really scrubbed that bathroom. I just can’t leave it, I can’t let the girls even have the chance of uhm discovering my uhm stuff anywhere.

But still.

Even after cleaning up and still….

I get dressed in just an aerobics sweatshirt and yoga pants and make a hot chocolate and sit in front of the computer and start to put up the stuff from tonight’s show and actually stay up for a few hours and talk to the fans on all of the sites and answer the questions and just kind of go through e-mails and PM’s and put up some videos.

We’re getting some e-mailed letters even and not just the short stuff but like some fan mail stuff and some artwork and stuff that’s pretty good too and some I’m really thinking about us maybe using for stuff.

We just broke a thousand followers on Twitter, and Face book its twelve hundred and the other’s don’t see a lot of traffic except our You Tube channel.

And our online accounts hooked to Pay Pal and stuff… “Whoa….”

There’s nearly five hundred dollars in there now. That’s nearly another months rent.

I say my goodbyes and I head off to bed it’s late but that’s sort of always been my schedule only I can go back to sleep when before it was usually off to school.

I dream…

I dream of Rayne and her and me and they are very intense, very vivid and I’m woken from them with a kiss on my lips and I smell coffee.

“Rayne?”

“Morning Angel.”

“What time is it?”

“A bit past seven, I’m headed off to work. I’ll see you later okay.”

“Uhm…” she kisses me in that long, sweet deep kissing with all of the extra sensual French parts in it and that’s so waking me up but waking me up into sort of the way my dreams had been started. It’s even better because she’s running her fingers and her nails through my hair. Runs a finger down my ear….She breaks the kiss and I can taste her lipstick and I swear I’m vibrating.

“I made you your coffee.” She says still close and smiling.

She moves backwards smiling and she’s dressed for work at Hell mart and still she looks just so damned beautiful and she still sways somehow even walking backwards. She looks at me and does this big smile and bites her lower lip in a good way thing and closes my door.

I just lie there in bed and I’m just not able to not be happy and have her in my head and pumping through my heart and I heard the house door, then the van door and then the engine turn over then she’s gone…I roll over grabbing pillows and hug them to me and just…I don’t know, I’m doing that girl hugging anything thing she can thing when her emotions are running on hot and sweet overload.

Hanging on to life because I’m so happy it’s scary.

I get through that after a bit and I sit up and take the coffee and I take my blanket with me and I head downstairs and microwave my coffee hot again, make some toast with just a skimming of marmalade on it and then a lot of strawberry jam ontop of that. That’s wholly a me thing, not from Mom or Dad.

I sit on the front steps and wrap the blanket around me because I’m in my bra and panties only which is just good for some strange reason, not even a naughty one but just I don’t know but it’s good and there’s the toast and the sun’s up and things are just doing the things they do every morning and I just sort of relax and drink the coffee Rayne made me and let my heart greet the day.

I can feel it like the sun soaking into me.

It’s going to be a good, good day.

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I sometimes get so caught up

Jemima Tychonaut's picture

I sometimes get so caught up in the music and romance that I forget just how serious things were in chapter 1. Angel was going to die that day, or at least be very seriously injured, and the Marshall's wouldn't have viewed it as anything more than a squashed bug on windscreen. To that end it's good to see Angel getting put on the books officially for if something were to happen to her it would not just be as Angel the person but Angel the CI. Hopefully nothing will but I doubt even as stupidly arrogant as Adam is that he's going easily.

Only one song, the enjoyable Amazed which is a wonderful romantic song and very suitable for the moment. There's just somethingabout some rock or country songs sung unplugged. :-)



"Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it."

Yeah Jemima:) That's a really good tune and so romantic that

Rayne sang it to Angel with just them dancing together. I also love that exact take on how the Marshals feel about just about everyone around them...bugs on a windshield.
*Great Big Hugs*
Bailey.

Bailey Summers

ha ha

so now it was Rayne's turn to get Angel all hot and bothered then say good night.
well turn about is fair.
great chapter, thanks

Uh-huh, and Se loved doing that too.

Angel's making her feel beautiful and sensual for the first time in a long time...consistantly.
*Hugs and Howls*
Bailey.

Bailey Summers

Luba

Luba? Now there's a blast from the past. She'll probably be unfamiliar to the non-Canadians. I saw her live when she opened for Chris de Burgh at the Halifax Metro in the early 80s, but have heard almost nothing of her, since.

And, as always, Yay! More Jem! :)

I remember that show:) Luba's a really nice lady.

I was lucky to meet her that year she actually was really good about signing stuff. Chris de Burgh was okay, but that was before he went all nutters on us. I saw Haywire in Amherst that year and Gowan in Moncton. The island's the better place for concerts now. Moncton has all the bigger shows but the place is a friggin zoo where they hold them now. Springstein's supposed to play Moncton this summer.

Huh, No wonder I'm writing a rock story.
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Bailey.

Bailey Summers

I never saw a show in

I never saw a show in Moncton. I was living in the Annapolis Valley then, so Halifax was our trip to the big city. :) Amherst must have been a small venue show? My impression is there's very little there, there. It's only prominent in my mind for being the first town in Nova Scotia that one hits driving in on the Trans-Canada Highway.

Yep that's about it:)

I'm a Nova Scotia native myself, but never really moved back. I loved the Valley though when I was living and working there.

Bailey Summers

We may well have bumped

We may well have bumped elbows 30 years ago. I ended up below the border, myself, and while I sometimes find myself pining for the fjords mudflats, I only get back out there to visit friends occasionally.

"Every little thing that you do."

After reading these, I have to take a shower too! That song has always been one of my favorites. However, with each story I figuratively have my hands over my eyes knowing the darkness is coming. Adam and his family is getting ready to strike and I'm worried about it. Damn, Bailey, but haven't you really made us care about these people!
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Grover

Sweet, Hot and still enough leading towards things.

I'm really glad that you like this story so much! God Kimmie would just love you to bits if she didn't drive you crazy with Sesame street stuff:)
*Big Hugs*
Bailey.

Bailey Summers

"Hanging on to life because I’m so happy it’s scary."

Wonderful moments all the way around. I like the fact that Angel is sort of officially on the books, that means there is less of a chance of a blow up if someone finds out who she is.

But as much yayness as there was in this chapter, I think Adam or Summer or both are going to try and wreck things again before too long ...

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Cue forboding music...You're being psychic aren't you?

You and Grover some others have definitely got you timing down. I really liked this too especially the porch scene. I highly recommend it if you can ever find the time.
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Bailey...A Proud Big Brother.

Bailey Summers

Just so nice Bailey!

Jonelle's a lucky girl.

Great chapter thanks, appears to be some movement at the station regarding cleaning out Adam and Co.

We will need some action music and appropriate food when this happens.

'Star' Wars sounds like it may fit and how about Gallactic Jelly on Flash Angel Kebabs washed down with a good Cab Sav from the Hunter Valley NSW, Barossa Valley SA or Margaret River WA; in OZ of course!

Hugs

Age is an issue of mind over matter.
If you don't mind, it doesn't matter!
(Mark Twain)

LoL
Rita

I'm the Lucky one really Rita.

Like the others have said as well as you. There will be things starting in the near future.
*Great Big Hugs*
Oh Ps tell the dwarves to stop buying just sis pack it always leave someone unhappy/
Bailey.

Bailey Summers

Great story as always, good

Great story as always, good to get some idea of whats happening in the background and also see that Mitch has it all worked out.

Angel's making great progress with who she is becoming, looking forward to more

Big hugs

Lizzie :-)

Yule

Bailey's Angel
The Godmother :p

Thanks Lizzie:)

I'm glad that you liked where things are going. It was a good idea to get a feel of Mitch as a character too.
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Bailey.
The Godfather;)

Bailey Summers

I also picked out the "so happy it's scary" line

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With all the past crud that has been weighing her down, Angel must be rocketing up the emotional bungee right now. I hope she's come too far for anyone to drag her and "new" family back.

Teri Ann
"Reach for the sun."

There'a a lot of emotional times in the story.

Angel will still end up with things getting emotional stuff even now there's a bunch of stuff that she will end up facing from her past.

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Bailey Summers