Jem…Chapter 64

Chapter 64

Her hands…even though it’s just through the bra and the silicone touch me and hold my “breasts” and there’s this sensation that is just…and the way she looks and oh my god her eyes are just so amazing.

So “Shine on you crazy diamond.”

I fall into them and she has her lashes done and they are so dark and thick and long they just make me feel all melty inside…and the scent of her…the Real scent of her mingling with the smells of her soap and perfume and her make-up are curling into my brain like if the scent of her as a woman was hitting my like some kind of opium.

And when we kiss it’s slower, a lot slower and more deliberate and my lipstick is sliding on hers and I’m aching inside, all over and yes down below…I’m…I’m only human…

I gasp in Yayness as her hands are firm but gentle and come back down my sides sliding over my corseted waist and move slowly up and down…

Thump…

My Heart goes Thump!

I get the good shivers as her hands slide over my butt and her touch is so…

Fingers through nylon and lace.

Resting and warm…touching and cupping my cheeks and this firm but gentle squeeze…then those hands slide down past my butt and caress the underside of my legs and my thighs….

Oh god, oh god why hasn’t anyone ever told me that the undersides of my thighs…and just inside of them were so sensitive.

“ray…ne…” I whine breathlessly…

“Oh Angel…I…I’ve wanted this for so long…”

“Me too…but I didn’t want too push…” She shuts me up with a kiss and our lips seal together almost perfectly and they’re so soft and sweet and silky and satiny then her tongue in there and it’s not all icky and weird like I always though French kissing was but it’s like…

It’s like they’re extensions of our entire bodies and instead of saliva we’re naked and we’re making love while we’re salsa dancing…

My brain comes up with an even dirtier analogy as my lips…rub and slide over her lips and my little morsel of pink flesh rubs and dances against her morsel of pink flesh and it makes my boy bit go ow…and my body sigh as I breathe and another intake or twelve of air as she runs her hands over my legs again back and forth trailing her fingernails…over the delicate oh so sensitive skin and over my butt through my panties in this whole rush of incredible sensuality sweeping through me and she’s still kissing me and I build into a whine and…

I pop my cork in my panties…I could not, absolutely could not take any more of her touching me so erotically. I break the kiss and pant breathing hard and we’re forehead to forehead.

“Oh Rayne…oh my god…that was amazing…don’t stop please…please baby make me your girl tonight.”

I mean it too…guys popping off like that would be something that they’d be freaked out and super embarrassed about…..me…All I can think of is My Rayne is that hot, that beautiful and that in tune with me that she can make me cum like that…

Such a good thing.

“I will, I will baby you are so my girl.”

It actually feels good to hear her say that, better than I thought actually like getting this sort of validation.

She’s kissing me again and she’s playing with my “chest” making me squirm a little.

“What did you do? This is different?”

“I sort if tried a way to make them feel like their more mine?” I blush and say sheepishly.

“Oh Angel you…you did this for me?”

“Yeah, but I wanted to feel it too.”

“You don’t need that.”

“I don’t?”

“No…” she smiles and she undoes my bra and pulls it off and I blush self consciously even it they’re fakes because this is still the first time she’s seen my “boobs” then with as much sexy care, no sensual care she slowly peels off my breast forms and uses a tissue to wipe the stuff off and I’m turning redder and really kind of shy because it’s really kind of showing that I’m a boy and with her and me and the whole lesbian thing this is scary ground…

Oh…

Rayne reaches up and she cups the flesh under my nipples…I am skinny but it’s not like I work out or that my skin is like taut or some thing and sort of like those models from the Ru-Paul show where they tape their skin into curves she gently pushes it up and together with her hand and she smiles… “There they are…you have really cute little start boobs Angel…nice nipples…”

She takes one into her lips and it’s.

Okay I know guys can feel things in their nipples, you give us a purple nipple and we’ll yell. And in my case you have your girlfriend softly and gently take your nipple into her lips and touch it, taste it and kiss it they get hard…you feel things and while I’m sure it’s nowhere near what a real female breast would feel it makes me gasp… “Rayne…”

It makes me toss my head back… “Oh god Rayne…”

And when she does this little shupp inhale of air and sucks my nipple into her hot…hot, oh hot wet mouth with this sweet suction going on and her amazing tongue frenching not just my areola but the nipple too then strums’ it like it’s a guitar string my response is…

“Ghnnuh…” and my fingers slip into her hair and pull her closer deeper and harder onto my breast.

Oh my god I think I love being a lesbian.

Rayne rolls us over further onto her bed taking top and she’s literally ravishing me…pushing my tiny little boy boobs up to heaven and making me writhe and swoon, run my fingers through er hair and push my chest up to me face.

I’m getting, I’ve gotten hard again and she’s rubbing into me again as she’s straddling me which feels so good and then there’s the whole fact that her hair is falling silkily over my skin and that sensation is taking me even higher or maybe even deeper into the whole female lovemaking mind set.

And when her breasts graze mine as she comes up to kiss me…wow.

I hold them bra and all and thumb gently in circles around her nipples and try to put herself in her shoes…trying to have that want and needs the same way as she would and to do the things that a girl would love and want done to her breasts.

She sit’s up and I sit up and she starts to unfasten her bra… “Please…let me, this is my first time getting a girl out of her bra.”

She smiles, bites her bottom lip sexily and shy on the edge of excited too…god she looks so incredible like that all sexy and sultry with the lashes and the make up and I ache but I’m starting to love that ache…is that longing teasing ow my heart thump, thump, thump a thing that girls feel or just me?

I undo her bra and it opens in the front, and free her big beautiful breasts and I reach out and touch them reverently. She’s like fine art…I guess it’s the same way that I sort of touch her the soft just enough pressure there for me to experience the feeling and texture of her skin like exploring a statue but more…because she’s flesh and blood and breathing and warm and they change too at my touch, the swell and firming feeling as the nerves send signals for more blood to come here to her breasts, the hardening and enlarging of her nipples…I swear I go into time lapse vision watching that happen like watching a flower blowing on the nature channel.

I need to taste them, to share back the amazing feelings she gave me. She brought me not just to all those heights of pleasure but she brought me closer to me being the real me. I cup and hold them as I shupp a nipple into my mouth between my lips and I taste, touch, explore…salsa dance my tongue over the nipples until her teeth clench and her chest twitches as she hits that sensory achy wall of…. “Oh…oh…oh my fuck Angel…don’t stop…don’t stop…mmmmnn…Jem, Jem, Jem, Jem…”

I don’t stop but I switch…I stop the driving her close to an orgasm maybe? And I just suckle her awhile then I switch but replace my mouth with my hand and the bra that she’s still wearing feeling her breast and foundling gently and teasing her with the texture changes from satin to the lace to the padding and the warm skin of my hand.

She arches her back and shoves her chest deeper at me just like I did with her…just like…god or maybe goddess? This is perfect…

“Oh…fff…Angel! Please, please baby…please?!”

I roll her over and kiss my way down her body. “As you wish…”

We both sort of smile and giggle at that and I make my way down to her sexy panties and she’s definitely aroused and wet and I nose her mound, kiss it through the satin and run my lingering fingers over her legs…and under her thighs and trace my thumb up her inner thighs making her squirm and thump the bed with her hands and grip the sheets.

I slowly slip my fingers under the banding of her panties and inch them down kissing and tasting as I go until she’s open to me and I sink into her…tasting and touching and using the pads of my thumbs to gently and slowly run them up and down the sensitive edges on her folds…

Her fingers are in my hair…

Rayne moves, bucks a little, gyrates, dances and once I find her sweet little bud I French it and do all the things that she’s been teaching me from our last time I did this and from all of our kisses.

I feel her legs over my shoulders…hear loud cries muffled from where I’m at but they drive me and they push me on and I’m rewarded by that intense slightly musky in a good way slightly tart yet sweet in this amazing way…

I think god or the goddess invented oral sex because honestly Rayne’s taste her flavor is dancing and playing all over all over my taste buds and making me want more…but the way that it feels that I’m making her feel this good without my guy stuff just as a girl would that’s in love with another girl makes my heart beat faster and this beaming warm feeling well up inside of me and I want to give her more…I want to suckle and drain away all the bad of her last lover from her like I’m cleaning out poison from the wound in her soul.

I’m a girl that’s on a mission of mercy here.

Rayne I’m sure cums a few times…I’m still new at this but three times? I think from the cries and the moves and the spasms…I’m smiling because that last one she lifted off the bed and her toes cracked.

She pushes me to sitting up and we kiss…oh the taste of her, her tasting her…the erotic nature of it is right off the charts for a poor inexperienced girl like me. She rolls us over and she takes top…she’s so glorious naked…gothy make up all smudged but so sexy like…her jet black hair loose and wild, damp with her perspiration and doing that slightly crinkly wave like just from the shower. She takes a condom from a box in the sheets and she inches down my panties…I’m panting excited and scared…this is a really major moment…

It shakes as her hands touch me, I shiver all over and try hard not to cum…Bit my lower lip… “Rayne…Rayne you don’t have to do…oh…oh…this…”

“I want too…I’ve…I’ve used…toys…and with a condom…latex is latex right…?”

I nod still unsure but totally at her mercy… “You’re bigger than I thought Angel…”

I stress laugh… “Gee thanks, just what every girl wants to hear you’ve got a bigger cock than I thought.”

Rayne stress laughs too. She slides up my body straddling me… “Too heavy?”

“No! shut up about that…I love you, I love you’re body, I love you’re curves dammit!”

She blushes and I reach up and guide her down to me by her head slipping her fingers into her hair and sit up/crunch up to her as much as my corset will let me and kiss her deeply with this big deep passionate two handed kiss.

Her eyes flutter, get a little wide and her nostrils flare and she sinks down onto me….I…hot…oh goddess…hot, wet…even through the condom I feel the slickness of her sweet sex. Then the play of her muscles all over me…

I know my eyes widened…I know that I just kept inhaling…and then she rolls her hips…I break the kiss and fall back and thump my head into the bed… “Aaaahh…R..Ray…ne….”

“Oh God…Oh holy…Angel! It’s so hot!…I…I never though it was going to be like this…so warm…” She tosses her head back…inhales…breathes so sexily…get’s into this back and forth movement more than and up and down.

I…

I can’t help but just watch her…watch her as she moves with this sexy, smooth amazing fluid grace and everything…she’s just so damned beautiful it hurts and I’m starting to tear up because we’re making love…and…

“Angel…”

(Happy-Yay-smiley sniffle.) “Yeah…”

“What’s wrong….?”

“Nothing…nothings wrong Rayne…”

“But you’re crying?”

“I happy…”

I am I’m crying and I must look a mess even more but I can’t smile any less than I am right now…it hurts so good to smile like this…even my heart is just huge inside of me and feels like it’s shining through my chest.

“Happy?”

I nod a little bobble headedly… “We’re…we’re making love…and…god…I sorry Rayne but this…being with you…you wrapping me up inside you…we’re…I feel like we’re…”

“One?”

I nod…too choked up for words right now…

Rayne leans down and kisses me…no…it becomes so something else…

She leans down and her breasts press into mine…(They still feel so real now.) and she rests her elbows on the bed snug to my shoulders and she runs her fingers though my hair and holds my head cradling me in her hands and she kisses me…and she keeps kissing me pausing only for us to breathe…inhale…sexy gasps but besides the kissing we’re so close, so face to face and looking, staring into each others eyes that it’s…

I swear to everything in the universe that I will tear up a cry every time I remember or think about these moments….that moment when you know it’s the forever and always moment.

When I finally orgasm…it was so powerful…so unexpected and I cry out…as it feels…
Feels…

And Rayne’s still holding and cradling my head and she’s…I feel her spasming in almost time with me and we keep staring and just seeing each other as the tears are streaming down our faces…and….like on stage…we just know our timing…know our rhythm….we even cry out together…

Then she’s panting and leaning on me and I’m breathing so hard I’m dizzy and I can feel my juices and hers running down…I’m shaking, hell we’re both shaking or vibrating.

Rayne kisses me softly and wipes her tears away smiling and thumbs mine away smiling down at me and she blinks a few times.

“Angel?” Her voice is soft, so soft and sweet.

“Yes?”

“Don’t change…”

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