It's that 'time again. Just past one of the worst parts of the year when I'm alone and I'm, again, waiting for my scores on the exames. Lucky me, the're only 2 but ,aaargh, the waiting is more stressfull then the exames themselfs.

I'm starting to think that the 'waiting'thing is really not for me, bwah.

I just checked out of habit a few minutes ago and FictionMania was up and working. I did not verify that all the searches were working. There were 28 stories posted

Portia

As I think about my own SRS and the attendant frustrations, I wonder if Penile inversion is the best route to take? Perhaps it would be best to do an intestinal resection because, what I am hearing, is that lubrication is better and dilation much less frequent after the initial healing period.

Owing to my own lack of diligence perhaps, dilation continues to be about as much fun as scrubbing the toilet. So far, there is absolutely nothing fun about it. All this is simply a question, and a little whining on my part.

Thank you everyone who has helped. It is so wonderful and you are so wonderful.

Sorry....

Just read this on the BBC website:

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/7817496.stm

Anyone for blue and is all that pink really harmful?

Hugs
Sue

In response to this:

In pain, tired, hurt, depressed, and very sad

Oi.

So... things are changing again. A lot. But in a good direction for me, I think.

I have bad news and good news.

I got an email from a friend I spent 3 weeks with in Thailand, urging me to download IE 8 Beta. Well, I trust her not to send me something bad, at least not willingly. There seemed to be a healthy financial incentive to do it too.

Well, I downloaded it about 2 hours ago and am now back on Firefox, feeling quite cross about my experience. I am emotionally laying on the floor kicking my feet and throwing a tantrum. :( Severely bummed

We're deep enough into BC's history that four years ago will include enough stories often enough to make it worthwhile to put up a new Jewel Box in the header links. Enjoy. :)

I finally started writing last night. I haven't made a serious attempt at it in so long that I know I'm going to need some major editing advice later, but I don't mind. I wouldn't be here if I didn't enjoy it ;)

Well for all of you who know, Sephrena, and me have been dating kind of on again off again for quite a while now. We've been at each others throats like cats and dogs for quite a while mew, but we always seeemed to come back, some force seemed to hold us together, on november 13th, near my birthday, I realized that force was love mew. So we started our relationship again, and this time, it became something more. Then while Sephrena was in Thailand, I got a call from her, and she proposed to me, and I said YES! WERE GETTING MARRIED MEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I see the quote "Life is hard. It's harder when you're stupid." being atributed to a Sir Charles Panther, who seems to use it as a tagline in several book reviews on Amazon dot com, digging a little further back it was used by John Wayne in "Sands of Iwo Jima"

Christine
Semper Foo Foo

I registered with BC a month ago after being one of the guests for a very long time and it is through reading many of the stories and the blogs here that it has given me the courage to stand up and leave My Closet. I first came to believe I was different when I was eight years old and at twelve knew what was wrong, but then believed there was nothing I could do about it.

My son sent this to me, and I don't know how to respond, except that I disagree with it. I am sending him the link to this blog so that he can see what you all think.

Gwen

Sunday, April 24, 2005 -
Surgical Sex by Dr. Paul McHugh
Paul McHugh is University Distinguished Service Professor of Psychiatry at Johns Hopkins University.
Copyright (c) 2004 First Things 147 (November 2004): 34-38.

Let's all try to comment more on the stories.

OMG!

The 2008 Terry Awards - Rules

Unapologeticically, I have to admit that I sometimes like to read steamy, fantasy about slave girls. I have written those sorts of stories.

Hi to all friends and readers out there. I have a new story to launch. However before I do I would like to know if some of you can remember a story with a boy called Alex and his future wife called Christine. I can not remember the Author however my initial story is based on that. There also is an apperance of Drew Bond. The parts with Drew/Gaby in have already been seen here and on Maddybell.com. Look forward to your replies. I wish you all a very happy New Year.

May the power be with you Sharp.

I have had a ball this year as I have read the many wonderful stories and have made many new friends. I hope and pray that y'all enjoy a prosperous new year in your lives.

Good news everyone...

Okay mew, one of the things I've noticed on transgendered fiction sites ((not necessarily this one mind you, however I feel this needs to be said)) is that sometimes the author is blamed for the content of the story and that's just wrong. I haven't yet experienced this on this site so far, or at least none that I currently remember mew, but still I wish to give a message to those who may not understand the nature of the muse. We cant help it, or at least in my case I cant help it mew. My muse is pure evil, and delights in torturing others, boy and girl alike.

Who'd've thought Bangladesh'd be blazing such a trail?

Hey everyone ~

I am writing a story that includes the first born son of an earl:

Ballet for me has never been about the clothes for me. I love being graceful, trying to create something beautiful....

This is going to be long and about as dry as day old toast, but I felt like rambling to complete strangers on the internet for awhile :)

Well, the first part of "The Incognito Parallel" is done. Drew is dressed as a girl and on the run with his Mom.

Sarah Bayen wrote several stories of various types. In my mind, the best were two sequential stories about a school beauty contest and the consequences it had on the boys participating in it.

Neither Bonz nor I can believe you've allowed us to continue this tale for so long. In fact, you've stopped me from finishing it once or twice. So here we are at episode 500, with loads of plot lines to follow, assuming that is the general wish of the readership - all three of you - that Bonzi and I continue boring the pants off you and contributing towards the respite of severe insomnia in some readers.

So we'll keep going a bit longer if required. Until then, from the Bonz and his mum - A Very Merry Christmas to you all.

Angharad & Bonzi.

I'm having a lot of asthma brought on by the URI I've got. No air.

I've got my meds and I hope to be okay in a day or so.

Hugs,
Erin

I am reading the story in Crystal's Story Site "Anything For A Moped", by Dawn De Winter, and I find it very confusing. First of all, Kyle makes a deal with his mother that he can buy guy looking clothes in the girl's department, and nobody would know the difference. Then his mother adds to the deal, that Kyle wear a sports bra, and panties, but that he should watch his movemets or the bra would ride up. Then he gets to playing hoops with his friend Jason, who immediately says he is playing like a girl, and yet, Kyle is watching his movements so he is not discovered.

Well, the ninja muse struck again. Just to get this installment of the Sissy story out, it is a double sized episode. And there is more coming since I leave it hanging at a critical point.

The Pope has urged the Catholic Church to stop the slide into blurring of sex roles and to stop the destruction of mankind through homosexuality and transsexuality. He rubbishes gender theory which is an artificial concept.

He doesn't however rubbish the myths and fairy tales his whole empire is built on. How much longer have we got to stand by while these out of touch imbeciles pronounce on issues they neither understand nor have any right to speak about?

I received another call from my brother. My mom is now spending every night in the hospital. He will not be coming out for Christmas. He has a good chance for a turn around, but he needs to walk around to get his body moving. This is needed to get bodily functions moving normally. There is fluid build up in the lungs. Pneumonia has not set in yet. They are going to try to find the next blockage.

If you have been reading the revised version of Kelly's journey, you know that I have split each chapter and expanded each chapter half.

This story by Dawn De Winter, posted on Crystal's Story Site is one of the funniest around. I first read it years ago, it was posted in 2001 and I've been re-reading it recently.

Cross posted from Crystal's cyberboard at Erin's request.

I'm -not- complaining. But I have some comments about usability and appearance that I've been withholding for way too long.

I would like to say that I have been transgendered all my life, but when I was growing up, it was something that wasnt even talked about. There was no internet; web; or anything that we know now. There was only the print, and you were looked down on if anyone but your MOTHER caught you with a Penthouse Forum. I think that the magazines were the first that any of us had in finding out that there were others like us.

I just got another reminder today that girls can be crazed and aggressive. You've got to watch out for 'em! :)

Bob and I are experimenting with a mirror for TopShelf on one of Bob's servers.

well this christmas i get to spend it sleeping on the floor at my sister with all my stuff in storage. also i have to spend my birthday on christmas eve all dressed as a guy since i have to share the basement with my siblings and it will be my golden birthday this year as i will be 24 on the 24th. so yeah no dressing as my self instead i have to wear all guy clothes and i hate that. so yeah im kinda homeless till january so i have to crash at my sisters house till some time mid january.

Well I just received a call from my brother this afternoon (Friday, the 19th). Right now it is wait and see mode. My dad will be let out this Tuesday in time for Christmas. They want to make sure he is regaining his strength before he is released. They will do the biopsy on the liver before he is released.

They have to analyze it to determine what type it is first. We won't know that answer for a week. So, I will be down there from Christmas to New Years. I won't have access to a computer during that time. My parents refused to get involved in that.

Hello to all of my friends at Top Shelf!! --___--

While I was out early in the evening, it snowed where I live. Hardly enough to count most places, maybe four inches of wet but fluffy snow lying all over the deserty landscape.

Bob and I with a bit of help from my brother are going to be able to save BigCloset Classic and the 600 or so stories posted there