I'm not depressed, exactly, but I feel like ... I dont know. All my life I was stuck in boy world, with my face pressed against the glass looking in at girl world, so envious I was salivating like a starving person watching people enjoying a five star meal. Now, I at last found an entrance into that land, but I wonder if I will ever be seen as anything but an immigrant. Will I ever .... just fit in?

This isn't so much a problem as an annoyance. I have noticed recently that I say 'sorry'even when I don't need to, eg. yesterday a guy said we shoud meet at 12 to study. I got there on time and he wasn't there. I waited for him in the library for 30 min. and then went to do something else with an advisor.
I saw him later and he told me he had arrived at 1, but he seemed to be upset so I said 'sorry' even though I'd done nothing wrong. I am writing this more for myself so I can be aware not to apologise when I don't need to. Essentially I'm just venting. lol.

The complete Assassin series is now up on Kindle. This is my first ever posting and am excited. It's posted under my name, Richard R Carlson, thanks Arecee

I'm Sorry to bother anyone taking the time to read this, who has also been reading my 'You Have it All Wrong four' But i've noticed a sudden drop in the number of people looking at it, and I'm begining to wonder if people have gone off it, or I've just pushed the story line as far as I can?
I would like to get some feed back as to whether or not I should just give up on it, and focus on other stuff instead. I also don't want to keep posting it and taking up space that better writers could use.

Well, first of all, if you want to see what came before look below:

Part 1
Part 2

I know I haven't written in a bit and I appologize. I have company at the new house and don't have access to my office. But, I wanted to give some good news life update.

I came out to my friend Tiffany about being fem and she is so supportive. This is the first person I've informed outside of family and tg websites. It gives me hope.

Finding out how many people read my story, that is, rather than simply clicking on it, giving it a cursory examination, and then going onto something else. When I last posted a blog on this, I was surprised how many responded with a closed answer that, "It was impossible."

The movie Jack and Jill has gotten the Razzie Award for worst film of 2011.

In the article I linked to, it's described as a "crossdressing film" -- which it's not -- but I think we need a negative-sounding word for when a man dresses as a woman because he's trying to be funny.

Real life gets in the way again. I'm starting a new job in another city and will be moving. As a result, I won't be posting any new stories for the time being. I may have a little time to write, but for now, I'm one gone girl.

See ya in a couple of months!

Cindi

I was on line earlier today and found a site that had a report of a Trangendered person harassed by the VA Police because she used the womens bathroom she was ejected from the hospital and given a TRO. She currently has an attorney and is seeking damages.
One of the commenters on the article talked about Veterans Health Administration Directive 2011-024.

AS an intersexed individual or fro any veteran who is using the VA Healthcare system tthis directive tells the VA Health care system how to treat transgendered patients.