Well I am back after fighting for benefits from the feds for over a year....I won and now all is much better
(if you need to know I got a bit of nerve damage growing in both legs, been going on for over a decade and stopped most of my work in the last few years)

But I am back and will try to write a bit more, it helps to write and have something to do that is not CSR work on a home computer!

conclusion to the week!

Lindsey goes shopping with Jeremy's on Fifth Avenue!

In this new manifestation I have a half dozen stories in the rough draft stage. The largest, "Forced 3" keeps changing like a snake with its head cut off.

I do not know what will eventually happen. Is it Dementia? Who knows.

Gwen Brown

Hi any Information about it please leave a comment or pm me thanks in ADV.

well Maddy this week!

Short time back after Trump was elected, I was contacted requesting a DNA sample supposedly to track the generic makeup in the military. The premise behind the request was it would make the medical response more capable of saving lives of wounded soldiers. Not only no but Hell No as I am one of the many openly trans veterans with medical records going back..., um... to the building of the Ark. My non response didn't please and over time I received four more requests. Eventually the message got through, I'm not active and they can't make me.

So last night I dreamed I was back and school, and even though I was doing okay in class, I felt like there was a barrier between me and the other students, one I could see through, but could never cross. I would never truly connect with them, nor they with me.

That's pretty much how I felt in real life too - and I still struggle with feeling like that today.

I don't know about you but it takes me a few days to settle after a trip away and this week has been no different!

I just ran out of time. I was out dormousing much of the day and I fell asleep and didn't wake in time to finish writing. I'm trying to continue my latest serial and also working on a new short story. I may do some more tomorrow but no promises, I am quite tired and have a busy week in prospect.

So I looked at my account this morning, and realized I had actually missed my 16th anniversary of being a member of Big Closet.

Boy, its been a busy 16 years!

but besides the changes I have undergone since, one thing remains - this place is a big part of my life, and I continue to be grateful to Erin and her elves who keep this place running.

I don't know where it came from. I suppose I could have ordered it from Amazon... I wanted to make this quick, humorous note before I go out for some chips, burger and root beer float.

Here is a very interesting comparison between Europe and USA regarding employee protection, and whether big corporations are engaging in modern day slavery and/or worker exploitation. I have previously seen some individual reporting regarding these corporations, and how they are running afoul of European legislation.

So, I've been offline for a while, and I acknowledge that. To answer the two most obvious questions: yes, I'm still writing, and no, I've not been 100% okay.

My entry to the “ High School Romance Contest”
I just found out about this contest…so it looks like I have some work to do.

Has anyone heard from daring Diane on when the next cheerleader book will be out
Charlize

Today I glanced at my profile and realized something that stopped me cold: it’s been over fourteen years since I first joined this site. Fourteen years — and change — of writing fiction, most of it revolving around one central, complicated thing: gender.

Man, I feel old.
(And I know, I know — to some of y'all here, I'm still just a spring chicken.)

Read and COMMENT please.

To Kevin Jennings, president of Lambda Legal: Happy Birthday and thanks for your work in support of the trans community.

for the next week!

So my brother was taken to the hospital today because his heart issues are getting worse.

All hugs and prayers accepted.

This just posted by English Folk Dance and Song Society. (https://www.efdss.org/)

STATEMENT FROM ENGLISH FOLK DANCE AND SONG SOCIETY

Everyone is welcome at Cecil Sharp House and to participate in the activities of the English Folk Dance and Song Society.

Before I start, I have to note that my mom is a huge support for me now, but not when I was young. I honestly doubt I would be alive today if it weren't for my mom supporting me as my true self in my 20s.

May the fourth be with you!

Chapter 15 should be completed this week.

Hi everyone. I am back on here. I wanted you to know that I finally wrote the last chapter of a life of Riley. I apologize for taking so long but I have been going through some stuff I cannot mention here. If there is one thing I learned while writing this story is that when writing a multi chapter story make sure that all the parts are done and edited before you publish any parts.

"The life of Riley" and its prequel "The beginning" were not planned as a multi chapter story. It just happened this way as I was writing it and I was making my first steps on here.

Just saw on CNN that Robert De Niro's Son has come out as MTF Trans. "I don't know what the big deal is?" He said. Don't we all wish for that kind of support.

Gwen Brown

Former judge Dr Victoria McCloud is planning to challenge the UK Supreme Court ruling at the European Court of Human Rights because she like many of us feel it impinges on her freedom and human rights. I support her and wish her well. It annoys me that the government could pass an act and then completely renege on it after twenty years of it sort of working, so they have very seriously affected my human rights and yet still take taxes off me. I would not pee on this government if it caught fire.

See attached link to BBC.

I just wanted to reassure people that I haven't completely given up on "I accepted magic to fight evil and it turned me into a girl, but I don’t think I really mind?", but I've been suffering writer's block. I do have an outline, but I've been having trouble fleshing it out. I made lots of progress when it was a hyperfixation and my ADHD was newly medicated, but now I can't seem to focus on it. I'm going to try to build up a buffer of a few chapters before I start posting again, but that could take quite some time. I guess what I'm saying is, don't wait up, but it will happen eventually.

I read in the online Guardian that a fashion designer called Connor Ives concluded a February runway show with a tee shirt with the message 'Protect the Dolls' on it. The article says that 'dolls' is an affection term for trans women used by the LGBTIQ community. Perhaps I've been on another planet but I've never heard of it - has anyone else? Apparently the tee shirts are selling like the proverbial hot cakes which I guess can't do any harm.

Bronwen

Two men were arguing loudly on the Street Car and I'd had enough. I turned to the one sitting by me, who was the loudest and said to him, "Take it back a notch will you". He turned to me and got right IN my face and said "Why don't you hit me?" So I gave him an elbow in the face and he started squawking like a little girl. The driver said for us to get off the train and I did. The one who caused the problem was fighting with the driver when I left.

You never know...

True story.

Gwen Brown

Several weeks ago, I added a quote to my signature line here; a quote which I remembered from my youth. A few people have inquired as to the origin of the quote, so I felt the need to explain it.

I was raised as a Lutheran - the church of my mother’s family, something for which I give thanks regularly. My father’s family were Baptists, and I give thanks that I was NOT raised in that church! It has been my experience that all churches have their share of hypocrites, but the percentage amongst the Baptists seems to be considerably higher, as does the number of assholes.

This author is Zing Tsjeng writing an opinion piece in the i paper, she points out the victory claimed by feminist activists is pyrrhic and doesn't see the greater picture. Activists on both sides do more damage than good and the bigger picture should show cis gender and trans women joining together to halt the danger to women of all types, shapes and sizes from male predators. Trans women aren't a risk to other women but macho men may be. Let's get rid of institutional misogyny and protect all women and girls, trans variety too.

If you feel unsafe or threatened by the current political climate, or if you wish to avoid controversial or disturbing subjects for your own personal mental health, then please do NOT read this post.

All those CAUTION tags are there for a reason.

And first, I would like to wish everyone a Happy Easter. It is a beautiful day here, and we will be having dinner with all of children and their spouses. I hope that those who read this are having as good of an Easter as I am.

Due to the activity that I can no longer escape from here with the expressing of negative opinions on an hourly basis, for my sanity, I am leaving.
It is no longer safe for me to view the blogs and comments being exposed to me. I have to leave BCTS.

With what is already going on in the states, now the uk Supreme Court Nazi ruling and complains against trans close to home I’m terrified.

It seems like our rights and freedoms are being made illegal at an alarming rate.

No one chooses to be transgendered they are just born that way.

How long before we are hunted and killed just for trying to live a normal life?

How many of our brothers and sisters have already decided they were given a death sentence and have opted for other ways out?