Dysphoria

(With apologies to Rhianna)

What’s wrong with me?

Why do I feel like this?

I’m going crazy now ...

Want to give up the mask

(don’t how to get started)

Not sure I’m up to the task

(how how to talk about it)

Always hiding in my head

(tired of thinking about it)

Feels like I’m going insane ...yeah

It’s a pain in the night and it grabs me

Creeps up inside and consumes me

A hole in my heart and it breaks me

Where can I find comfort?

Time to break out

Or sit back and wonder

Can I pay the price

Or will I just go under ?

Always think twice

And start to flounder

So though I might falter

It’s time ...

My mind is in dysphoria

It’s like nothing feels right

Dysphoria

I’m scaring me tonight

My mind is in dysphoria

Not as brave as I’d like

Dysphoria

(bum bum be-dum bum de dum bum) (x4)

Pictures of me when I was small

Feels like they’re mocking me

Disconnected from my soul

Forgotten how to sing

I gotta get out, or figure this stuff out

I could use some comfort - oh

It’s a pain in the night and it grabs me

Creeps up inside and consumes me

A hole in my heart and it breaks me

I feel like a monster

Time to break out

Or sit back and wonder

Can I pay the price

Or will I just go under ?

No time to think twice

My course is set I can’t falter

Cause if i stop now, I will die

My mind is in dysphoria

It’s like nothing feels right

Dysphoria

I’m scaring me tonight

Dysphoria

My mind is in dysphoria

Not as brave as I’d like

Dysphoria

Can I get out of this mess I’m in

Trying my best but strugglin’

But its time for me to go-o-o

I think I’m gonna

Time to break out

Or sit back and wonder

Can I pay the price

Or will I just go under ?

No time to think twice

Or I might start to falter

So even if I stumble, it’s time ...

No more dysphoria

Time to step into the light

Dysphoria

Even though I’m scared I’m gonna try

Cant take the dysphoria

So no matter what you like

Dysphoria

Time is now, here I go ...

End