The Struggle 2 - Another struggle

The Struggle 2- another struggle

Author's note: This is not a sequel to my story “The struggle. But it is along the same theme ...

She was doing it again!

Every time she noticed Don, and especially whenever he nodded or smiled at her, she felt the heat in her face, and was sure she glowed enough to read by.

What was wrong with her, she didnt like guys that way?

Did she?

She wasnt even supposed to be a girl, she was supposed to be a boy, not be sitting here watching one from across the room, hoping he’d look up again, and scared to death that he might notice her noticing him ....

What was happening to her?

It seemed like it had creeped up on her, until now, where she could no longer even pretend it wasnt happening anymore.

First there had been snatches of images from her sleep, and then a few weeks ago she had done a double take at a muscular man in a tight shirt, and had been so upset at herself she had to find a quiet corner to take some deep breaths until she calmed down.

That was bad, but now, with Don, it was a thousand times worse.

She had been part of a nice conversation with him the other day, and since then, he’d crossed her mind again, and again, and now she couldnt even look at him without setting off butterflies in her stomach.

He’d been so sweet, and she found herself wishing she could give him a kiss on the cheek, just to say thank you ....

Now kisses crossed her mind, but in her imagination they werent on the cheek ....

“This cant be happening!”

She took another peek at him sitting a few tables away during lunch.

He had the nicest eyes ....

“No! I’m not into boys, I’m not!”

“I cant feel like this, please!”

“Please.....make it stop....please ....”

The lunch period ended, and she found herself walking behind Don, and admiring his but, and then shook her head to try and fight the feeling.

“Oh boy. I’ve got it bad ...”

That night, her sleep was interrupted by dreams that varied from romantic to erotic, in which Don featured quite prominently. When the last of these dreams ended, she woke, crawled out of bed and went to her closet. She dug out an old teddy bear, and took it back to her bed, and held it closely as she wept and shook.

Finally, her tears subsided, and she held out the bear and said, “Well Teddy. I guess not only am I a girl, I’m a hetrosexual one at that. Not sure how I should feel about that, but there it is. And at least Don seems like a nice guy ....”

She squeezed the teddy bear tightly, and laid down and tried to get back to sleep.

“What could possibly happen next?” she said with a yawn.

She had a feeling that tomorrow, she’d find out ....

Fin.



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