Easy As Falling Off A Bike pt 608.

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Waggling Diatoms
(aka Bike)
Part 608
by Angharad
       
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We managed to calm the girls down and the evening was reasonably normal. Simon phoned. “Hello, Babes, make sure someone is in on Saturday.”

“What is this mysterious gift, and is it from you or Henry?”

“You’ll have to wait and see, and it isn’t for you, it’s for Trish.”

“Duh, I know that. When are you coming home?”

“I’ll try over the weekend, now Dad is back at the hotel, he can do some work.”

“From the hotel?”

“Yes, he has a dedicated line to the office.”

“I’m not sure I’d feel safe making multi-million pound deals over a computer link.”

“How do you think I do it?”

“I’ve never thought about it.”

“Gee thanks, Babes, you really know how to stab me in the heart.”

“Come off it, you’re a big strong banker, and besides they don’t have one.”

“Damn, sussed again. I have to go, loads of paperwork to read before bed.”

“I’m taking Trish to see a new shrink tomorrow.”

“Damn, I’d have liked to be there, just to make sure this one doesn’t beat you up as well.”

“No way, this time I fight back–besides, it won’t be necessary, I’ve already sussed Dr Nicholson, she seems okay.”

“Only okay? Get a private one, I’ll pay.”

“That is really sweet of you, Simon, no wonder I love you…”

“You know me, anything to oblige."

"Okay, sweetheart, see you when you can get here.” I was about to put the phone down when I distinctly heard a woman’s voice say, “Come on, Simon darling, put the bloody phone down, dinner’s getting cold.”

The phone went dead and when I tried to call him back, his phone was off. I felt sick, what was going on? No wonder he couldn’t come home, if that present on Saturday is from him, I’ll shove it right up his nose–sideways! I was so cross I was incandescent.

Tom came down from reading to the girls. “Whit’s the matter wi’ye? Ye look like ye dropped a tenner and foond a bawbee*.”

“Simon just phoned, as he was putting the receiver down a woman called him to dinner. It sounded like a youngish woman, too. I think he might be unfaithful to me.”

“That’s all circumstantial, Cathy. It might be all innocent.”

“She called him darling; for God’s sake.”

“Now now, stay calm. Until you have more information you can’t do anything. So just bide a while, and calm doon. If he’s a scunner, I’ll help ye sort him oot later.” He put his arm around me and gave me a fatherly hug.

“Thanks, Daddy, and for helping me with the girls. I’m not coping terribly well, am I?” I sniffed a bit on his shoulder.

“Ye’re doin’ fine, in fact ye’re doin’ bloody brilliant. The girls love you, I’m sure that Simon does too, and then Stella thinks the world of ye, and ye ken weel how I feel.” He hugged me again, “Wi’oot ye, I’d be a dried-as-dust academic who naebody would bring tae mind wi’in a year or two. Ye’ve given me a family life as best as ever I could have imagined.”

“You say the sweetest things, Daddy,” I sniffed some more on his shoulder.

“Aye, I can be silver tongued when I’ve a mind to, but you, my angel, do the sweetest things, and deeds nae words, speak loudest.”

I made us some tea and it wasn’t until I got into bed and thought about Simon, that I wondered whose bed he was in.

I was tempted to call him, but if he answered it wouldn’t mean he was alone nor at his apartment–he has call divert. Even if he was at his place, it wouldn’t mean he hadn’t been somewhere else, earlier. I tossed and turned and read some of a lacklustre book about giant man-eating dormice from the planet Kruschev, or something, I wasn’t paying much attention.

I awoke when the man-eating dormice got into my bed, and realised I was okay, I’m a woman and went back to sleep. At seven, Messrs Naughtie and Humphrys woke me up, the death toll in the Italian earthquake was over two hundred. I shuddered inside, how could anyone get over such a trauma? Yet a day or so before they’d pulled out a ninety-eight year old woman who had been doing her crochet the whole time she was buried. Maybe, I should take it up–crochet, not being buried.

By eight o’clock we’d showered and dressed. Trish chose her clothing, which was about the frilliest dress she had. I tried to talk her out of it, but she was adamant. I think she might have been making a point. It was pink and white, she looked like a candy-stripe sheet with lace around the edges. She chose white socks, ankle variety with more frills around the top and her black patent shoes. Over this she wore her pink jacket and took her pink teddy bear back pack.

Then she practically drowned herself in scent, it was too strong to stand near her, so in the end, after much tears and tantrums, I made her change. She wore her denim skirt and a white knitted top. I let her keep the socks and shoes on. She was allowed to wear the pink coat and take her teddy bag. I wore denim too, a brushed denim trouser suit with red top and red heeled shoes.

“Well, Cathy, how nice to see you again, and this must be young Tricia?” Karen shook my hand and then Trish’s. “I’m Dr Nicholson, but you can call me Dr Karen, if you like, young lady.” We entered the consulting room and she sat beside her desk, not behind it, and we sat on two chairs next to it.

“So, Cathy, have you explained to Tricia why she’s here?”

“I have, Karen, but feel free to check with her. I’ll keep out of things unless I feel I need to make a point.”

“Excellent. Okay, Tricia, do you know why you’re here?”

“Yes, so I can stay with my Mummy.” She said this in a nervous stilted manner.

“You call Cathy, your mummy?”

“Yes, so does my sister.”

“This is Jemima?”

“Yes,” she was really nervous.

“Can I tell you something now, Tricia, I’m not going to take you away from your Mummy. I promise.”

“Thank you,” said Trish, very close to tears.

“Is that what you thought you were here for?”

Trish nodded and I passed her a tissue. Karen looked at me. “If I might explain: I told Trish who was originally reluctant to come here at all, that we needed to show that I wasn’t pushing her to become a girl, that it was something she wanted herself. She still didn’t want to come, suggesting there was little point in it, and I suggested that we needed to prove this to you or they might think I was abusing her and she could be removed from my custody.”

“But you said yesterday, she was calling herself Patricia before you ever met and that was confirmed by Dr Rose.”

“Yes, but you didn’t sound too convinced then,” I replied feeling a bit under fire.

“On the contrary, I was just probing a little, but that’s another matter. Now young lady, “she addressed her question to Trish, “How long have you felt you were more comfortable as a girl…”

The interview went on for perhaps another half an hour. On the whole the probing Karen did with Trish was gentle but incisive. She got a lot out of the child with great skill and some guile. I’m sure even someone as bright as Trish had no idea what was happening. I was full of admiration watching this woman do her job with enormous skill and tact.

At the end of the interview, Karen said to Trish, “I’d like to see you again, if that’s alright with you, I want to get to know you a bit better, and also with your attendance at school, I’d like to hear how you get on.”

“I’m really looking forward to it, Dr Karen.”

“Doesn’t it worry you at all?”

“Oh no, Dr Karen, I’m going to learn lots and make new friends, so it’s going to be fun.”

“I do hope so, Tricia. Anyway, come and see me next week and then after you start school.”

Trish nodded and shook the doctor’s hand, so did I. Then she ran out to the reception desk. “No one is going to take her away from you–so drop the anxiety, it’s not doing either of you any good.”

“I’ll try.”

“Oh, I saw the dormouse clip, very funny–and the BBC interview. You are one brave lady.”

“Is that all, you have to say?”

“Yeah, okay, so now I know why Sam sent her to you, but this time I happen to agree with him.”

“You don’t always?”

“God, no. I’m a shrink, I disagree on principle, it confuses people and gets me more work.”

“Watch you don’t bite your tongue while it’s stuck so far in your cheek.”

“Go and take your little girl home.”

“So you agree?”

“Let’s say, I don’t disagree as much as I thought I might.” We parted on that and I took Trish home for her lunch and some well earned ice cream.
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* Bawbee: An ancient Scottish halfpenny. See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bawbee

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