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Mellissa's Obituary

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Good Evening Big Closet. I wil be sending Mellissa's Obituary. I will send this hopefully to Sephrena or Erin on Wednesday. It has been a crazy day as her apartment is all but cleared out. Alot of her belongings went to charities she was involved with and to 2 local woman's shelters within the city she resided in. Thanks for the support and the assistance.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Mellissa's Funeral date

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Good evening Big Closet. I have now been informed of the funeral for Mellissa Dawn Northe. The date will be friday June 20th at 2:45. Her service will be private and with a few close to her that have confrrmed that they will attend. On a personal note. I am very overwrot with emotion here and I am hopeful that my few typo's are forgiven. I have never had to do this before.

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Tragedy of the Spirit

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I wish to personally thank those that have assisted me over the last few days on Big Closet. The wonderful Writers here and the admin staff have been so warm and supportive. Thanks to Sephrena, Stan, John, Holly, Cristine. There are many others I cannot off habd remember as I will over the next few days.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Fianality

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I wish to thank you all for your kind and thoughtful words for my freind. I shall miss her deeply too. Her life has many lessons upon which we all can learn from. Her spirit and legacy to all those that knew her will hopefully live on. I know that they will carry on with me.

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A True Tragedy and a Spirit Lost .....

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Good Evening every one at Big Closet... My name I Melanie....Yes that melanie, from the Autobiography by Prairie_girl_64 AKA Mellissa N. I am sad to report that the wonderful woman whom I knew has passed away due to complications from here surgery of the liver. I am sure that she was a contributor as she waas in her life. She passed away on tuesday evening after succumbing to a heart attack.

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A quiet night as I get ready for my move to a priovate room...yes My infection seems to have subsided and I can get arround a bit more. The bathroom being one of the more prominent moves for me since my surgery. I had a few more visitors yesterday which broke up the boredom. I finished reading " A new Earth" Interesting book, might as well do some things here.

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I have returned from a semi successful surgery on my liver, the surgeons removed approx 80 % of my liver and have now placed me on a wait list for a liver transplant. I am at a point of a slow recovery here in the hospital. I have a private room and therfore have access to my laptop.

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 35 Old Life to new Existance

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 35

OLD LIFE TO NEW EXISTANCE

 © 2008 prairie_girl_64

NOTE: This final part of a long and gruelling chapter of my life. I will continue when I find the time after my surgery in a weeks time. God Bless everyone who have read this story. I am very appreciative of this opportunity. Thank You.

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To All readers of "Tragedy" I will be posting the last two Parts this week. This will close out my synapse of my life. I will however at a later oppertunity post filler parts. I am to undergo LIver surgery on the 27th of May. I wish to thank all the Readers who have followed my Story. I greatly appreciate this oppertunity to share my story with you.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 31 The Trial episode 4

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT THE TRIAL

PART 31 EPISODE 4

 ©2008 PRAIRIE_GIRL_64

NOTE: This is still touchy and I caution the reader, of its description of violence of woman. This was not easy for me to write, however I have stuck it out and posted it here.

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 30 The Trial Episode 3

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT

PART 30 EPISODE 3

 ©2008 PRAIRIE_GIRL_64

NOTE: This chapter is very disturbing to me and it may to be the reader as most of my life is being dredged up in somewhat detail and some of it very graphic. Caution is advised.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 29 episode 2 The Trial

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 29

THE TRIAL EPISODE 2

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 27 Pre Trial

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 27 PRE TRIAL

The days passed as well as my therapy. On a bleak Tuesday morning at 10 am I was unceremoniously startled in my room by Mr. McVeigh. I particularly did not like the man as he was defending the asshole that put me in this position. Needless to say I was not a happy camper.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 25 Hell Hath No Fury.......

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 25 HELL HATH NO FURY......

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 24 Burden of Existance Episode 2

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When I woke up I was in hospital. There was no one arround, just lights on above me. I immediately panicked and began shaking. I pressed what ever button I could reach.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 23 A Burden of Existance Epidode 1

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 21 DEJA VU

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Life was always and has never been kind to me. If I could turn the clock back in time I guess I would wish I was never born.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 18 Birthday, friends and school for summer.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 18 Birthday, Friends and School for the Summer.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 17 Jason

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 17 Jason

Jason and I spent a considerable ammount of time talking and ne thing I did was give him the background on my beginings and my journey.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 16 School Continues and B/F ? Maybe...

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 16 School Continues and B/F maybe?....

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Note : There is a scene in here which is a attempted rape and some violence towards me durring a moment at the end of school. Please do not read if this will disturb you. Thanks

Tragedy of the Spirit part 14 ..... School is in .

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 14 SCHOOL IS IN......

I am sure that everyone must remember there high school days, especially the first one. I know I will and let me tell you it was a nice one. Although I had so many emotions running through my head. Fear, being one of them. I also had alot of anxiety and stress upon which I was not expecting.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 13 summer and school.....hope perhaps?

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 13 SUMMER AND SCHOOL....HOPE PERHAPS?

The Summer started off for me quiet. I knew what needed to be done for any posibility of a future.

Future..my definition is at that time unknown and unobtainable. I now realize years later. it was very much obtainable.

Tragedy of the Spirit continuation

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I will be continuing the story . I am in the process of clearing things with my publisher for me to do likewise. I have recieved several comments and praise on my story so far. for which I am appreciative for those whom have read and commented.

Mellissa (prairie_girl_64)

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 12 Hope and Home......a new life perhaps?

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 12 Hope and Home....A new life perhaps?.
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At the midst of the gunshots I did not know where to go....... I ducked and covered up as best I could. All I saw were flashes and then sparks and then quiet.....

Tragedy of The Spirit part 10 Resolution time chapter 1

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 9 Back to Where it Began or is it.....

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 8 b.... MY fears of being alone

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Part 8 b: Tragedy of the spirit.

I slowly began to wonder if I had made the right choices. Was I bad person for leaving when I did? Did the choice to leave make any sense to me. Being 15 when I left and being on the road for over a year now I wondered?. Have those choices I made a lifetime ago it seems , make any sense?.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 8 Life on the road

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Part 8 Life on the Road Begins

All material is copywrite 2008 by Prairie_girl_64 (parts 1 thru 8)

After my Brutal rape and assault by Adam , I sat down and talked with Jenn about what had transpired. She asked me how I felt.

Jenn " How do you feel about what happened to you? I know you went through hell with your dad and brother, how do feel about a repeat?"

Tragedy of the Spirit part 7 Life goes on and changes occur

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Life goes on and major changes occurr for me. The struggle to find my place begins.

After I was at my freind Jenifers residence we began to talk. I told her what had transpired over the last few months at home. I also mentioned to her my plan for my eventual escape and how I ended up on my cross country trek. Our conversation picked up a fair bit.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 6 A new life... Hope maybe?

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Caution, some rape and abuse scenes. Please feel free to post points to improve on or comments. This is true and this reflects what I had to start doing in order to survive. Thanks for reading, I appreciate it very much.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 5 Am I as crazy as they think.....

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 5 Am I as crazy as they think.......

Caution, this chapter is dark, describes some cruel medical proceedures that may be offensive to some readers. This also describes in great detail the effects of those proceedures on a young person. Those effects were done to me. The scars still exist. Thank you for reading.

First of all I wish to give the reader a bit of further background. The area I grew up in was rural Canada, we lived on a 4 section farm. We planted wheat and barley. The farm had cattle as well as a few orses (one of which was mine). We also raised chickens and turkeys. I had one brother whom I was not very well liked by him. I was quiet, did my own thing. I look back at what happened over the first fifteen years of my life shaped my way of life.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 4 why me? I do not belong...do I ?

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I always thought that parents were to protect, nurture, guide, love and accept. I had always wondered why did I not have that for the first 15 years of my life. I often wondered, why my parents were so cruel to me. Why family members loathed me and especially why my brother hated me so much. As I grew older I came to the very understanding that my parents, nor my family didn't love nor cherish me as I always new that I did not fit in.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 3 punishment and hate

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I really began to think where my life went wrong. As I looked at my life for those 15 years I spent living in that hell on earth as I now refered to it years later. I realized I had a few choices really, 1. kill myself , I really came close several times over that 15 years I spent with my undeserving parents and brother. 2. leave and never look back. I chose option 2.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 2 fear and consequence

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As I woke up on the floor after being dumped back into my room. I was covered in blood, sweat, tears and dust. The outfit was ruined as was my hair and there were bruies starting to appear on my arms and my face. I was not sure how much of my now sore back was torn open from the abuse I had recieved. I was kind of secure in the knowledge I was in my room where I thought I might be safe.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 1

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I will introduce myself, My name is Mellissa, however it was never this name. I was adopted at 4 months old by what I thought of was a loving family environment. Being so you young (male)was different and difficult. I realized at a early age I was different,I think 6 or so were my earliest memories of my dressing.

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