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"I Hope You Don't Mind Me Saying This..."

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"I hope you don't mind me saying this," said June, the vivacious, large-bosomed, tattooed, gum-chewing, 30-year-old bartender, looking me over again, "but I think you might actually look," pause for emphasis and hand gesture, "better like this."

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 35 Old Life to new Existance

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 35

OLD LIFE TO NEW EXISTANCE

 © 2008 prairie_girl_64

NOTE: This final part of a long and gruelling chapter of my life. I will continue when I find the time after my surgery in a weeks time. God Bless everyone who have read this story. I am very appreciative of this opportunity. Thank You.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 31 The Trial episode 4

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT THE TRIAL

PART 31 EPISODE 4

 ©2008 PRAIRIE_GIRL_64

NOTE: This is still touchy and I caution the reader, of its description of violence of woman. This was not easy for me to write, however I have stuck it out and posted it here.

Day 54:

Tragedy of the Spirit part 30 The Trial Episode 3

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT

PART 30 EPISODE 3

 ©2008 PRAIRIE_GIRL_64

NOTE: This chapter is very disturbing to me and it may to be the reader as most of my life is being dredged up in somewhat detail and some of it very graphic. Caution is advised.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 29 episode 2 The Trial

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 29

THE TRIAL EPISODE 2

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 27 Pre Trial

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 27 PRE TRIAL

The days passed as well as my therapy. On a bleak Tuesday morning at 10 am I was unceremoniously startled in my room by Mr. McVeigh. I particularly did not like the man as he was defending the asshole that put me in this position. Needless to say I was not a happy camper.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 25 Hell Hath No Fury.......

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 25 HELL HATH NO FURY......

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 24 Burden of Existance Episode 2

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 24 BURDEN OF EXISTANCE EPISODE 2

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When I woke up I was in hospital. There was no one arround, just lights on above me. I immediately panicked and began shaking. I pressed what ever button I could reach.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 23 A Burden of Existance Epidode 1

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 23 BURDEN OF EXISTANCE EPISODE 1

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 21 DEJA VU

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 21 DEJA VU

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Life was always and has never been kind to me. If I could turn the clock back in time I guess I would wish I was never born.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 18 Birthday, friends and school for summer.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 18 Birthday, Friends and School for the Summer.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 17 Jason

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 17 Jason

Jason and I spent a considerable ammount of time talking and ne thing I did was give him the background on my beginings and my journey.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 14 ..... School is in .

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 14 SCHOOL IS IN......

I am sure that everyone must remember there high school days, especially the first one. I know I will and let me tell you it was a nice one. Although I had so many emotions running through my head. Fear, being one of them. I also had alot of anxiety and stress upon which I was not expecting.

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 13 summer and school.....hope perhaps?

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TRAGEDY OF THE SPIRIT PART 13 SUMMER AND SCHOOL....HOPE PERHAPS?

The Summer started off for me quiet. I knew what needed to be done for any posibility of a future.

Future..my definition is at that time unknown and unobtainable. I now realize years later. it was very much obtainable.

Tragedy of the Spirit Part 12 Hope and Home......a new life perhaps?

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 12 Hope and Home....A new life perhaps?.
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At the midst of the gunshots I did not know where to go....... I ducked and covered up as best I could. All I saw were flashes and then sparks and then quiet.....

Tragedy of The Spirit part 10 Resolution time chapter 1

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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 10 Resolution chapter 1
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Tragedy of the Spirit Part 9 Back to Where it Began or is it.....

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Tragedy of the Spirit part 8 Life on the road

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Part 8 Life on the Road Begins

All material is copywrite 2008 by Prairie_girl_64 (parts 1 thru 8)

After my Brutal rape and assault by Adam , I sat down and talked with Jenn about what had transpired. She asked me how I felt.

Jenn " How do you feel about what happened to you? I know you went through hell with your dad and brother, how do feel about a repeat?"

Tragedy of the Spirit part 6 A new life... Hope maybe?

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Caution, some rape and abuse scenes. Please feel free to post points to improve on or comments. This is true and this reflects what I had to start doing in order to survive. Thanks for reading, I appreciate it very much.

Tragedy of the Spirit part 4 why me? I do not belong...do I ?

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I always thought that parents were to protect, nurture, guide, love and accept. I had always wondered why did I not have that for the first 15 years of my life. I often wondered, why my parents were so cruel to me. Why family members loathed me and especially why my brother hated me so much. As I grew older I came to the very understanding that my parents, nor my family didn't love nor cherish me as I always new that I did not fit in.

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