(aka Bike) Part 1465 by Angharad Copyright © 2011 Angharad
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“Isn’t it about time you stopped acting like some Hollywood crime fighter, because one of these days you’re going to get hurt,” Simon said while we were lying in bed together.
“I don’t go looking for these things, you know,” I replied feeling a little hurt.
“No maybe not, but you don’t run away either, do you?”
“Would you?”
“I don’t know, but I’m a man–you’re not.”
“I’m glad you noticed–I was beginning to wonder if you would.” I decided to use a woman’s oldest trick to change the subject and he fell for it hook, line and sinker–mind you, I won’t say I didn’t enjoy it too.
“I think I’m rather glad I noticed,” gasped Simon, just before he fell asleep, his underpants still round one leg–okay, I rushed him a bit.
“Noticed what?”
“Um–oh–you’re a woman,” he yawned closed his eyes and zonked.
“Yeah, I’m the one with all the messy bits,” I hissed as I slipped from the bed holding my knickers under me to catch any seepage. I had a little wash, put on some fresh knickers with a panty pad, pulled on my nightdress again and got back into bed. Simon was fast asleep and didn’t move, even when I put my cold feet on his leg–only his heavy breathing told me he was still alive he lay so still. I turned on my side and fortunately went off to sleep quite quickly.
The doorbell rang, and as I seemed to be the only one in the house, I went to answer it. A young man stood before me, his jaw and teeth very misshapen. “Can I help you?”
“Yeah, your bloody boyfriend did this to me.” He pointed at his face.
“Did you play rugby against him?” I asked thinking he looked a bit weedy to play rugby against Simon.
“No, I hit you off your bike, remember?”
I stepped back, the black hoodie looked familiar. “No, I don’t why?”
“I’d ha’ thought you’d remember me stabbing you.”
I felt a reflex pain in my chest and difficulty in breathing. I gasped and he smirked at me. “You remember me now, don’cha?” I nodded my response, still gasping for breath although he hadn’t actually touched me.
“Darren Entwistle?” I managed to get out, and he nodded and showed me that deformed grin–but then Simon had hit him in the face with his bike frame.
“I nearly died,” I gasped and felt some fear and anger growing in me.
“But’cha didn’t, look at me face.” I did and he was definitely deformed.
“I thought you were still in prison?” I was still having difficulty breathing properly and if he made any sort of move I’d be unable to run away–my legs felt like lead.
“Nah, out on parole.”
“What d’you want?”
“Get me face fixed–you’re a rich bitch, so you can pay for it–as your shithead boyfriend done it.”
“You had just stabbed me.”
“So? He coulda just grabbed me.”
There was little point in arguing and I wondered if I forgave him and healed on him perhaps he’d leave me in peace. I certainly didn’t want him near the children. “You’d better come in.” As I said it I wondered if I’d made a huge mistake, but he stepped into the house very quickly.
“Nice place,” he said his eyes everywhere.
“It’s my father’s house.”
“Rich is he, your dad?”
“No, but he’s lived here a very long time.”
“Sit there,” I indicated a chair in the kitchen. To my astonishment he did as I told him. “I might be able to fix your mouth.”
“You a dentist?”
“No, but I have some skills.” I began to call up the blue light and within moments he was grunting and groaning as I held his face in my hands, hoping some of the energy would also heal his twisted mind. After a few moments, he stopped squeaking and I moved away, his face was not only restored but improved–he was actually better looking and his blotchy complexion looked much healthier–his prison pallor gone.
“What you done t’me?”
“Put right what was wrong, I hope.” I stepped back and he rose and felt his jaw and his teeth which were now straight and regular.
“Bleedin’ ’ell, tha’s a good trick innit?”
“It isn’t a trick, it’s for real.”
He saw the mirror and walked towards it. “Bleedin’ ’ell, I look friggin’ ’an’some. Don’cha just fancy me and wanna ’ave sex wi’ me?”
“Certainly not–you tried to kill me, so you’re about the last person I’d want to have intimacies with.”
“Look at ya, big words an’ a education, big ’ouse and yet ya still shittin’ ya self, in ya?”
“I’ve sorted your face, now I’d like you to go.”
“I will once I done somethin’.”
“Do what?” I asked hoping it wasn’t anything too unpleasant.
“This,” he said and with that he pulled a large kitchen knife from the block and before I could move he stuck it into my abdomen. It felt like he’d punched me. I screamed but all the came out of my mouth was blood. He stepped back laughing as I staggered and fell backwards against the kitchen unit. “At least they woan ’ave too much problem cleanin’ up the blood, byeee.”
I saw a pool of blood building up on the tiled floor and heard the front door close as he left. I tried to call for help but my voice was croaky and my mouth tasted of blood. I felt my body weakening as my life force leaked out with the increasing pool of blood. I hoped it wasn’t one of the children who found me.
“Poor Catherine, still worrying about others.” With tired eyes I glanced up at the old woman standing there. “You’re too weak to be our emissary, too soft and good natured, though we thought you had your priorities wrong in the supermarket–you should have tried to save us, not apprehend the culprit.”
If she was the same as the woman who’d been hit by the trolley, I didn’t recognise her. I coughed and more blood oozed from my mouth and stomach.
“So weak and good intentioned, you forgave him, healed him and then he kills you–what a fool you are to have let him of all people near a collection of knives. Oh well, and to think you could have healed yourself.”
I felt myself slump down, sliding down the unit lying now in my own blood, choking on it, knowing my life would soon be over.
“Or you could have asked us to save you, but obviously you prefer to die than ask for our help. Goodbye, Catherine–you were obviously too nice to live.” The old woman smiled at me and turned to leave.
I screamed so loudly that Tom came rushing into the room and Simon fell clear out of the bed. I was sitting up in bed sobbing as Tom came in and Simon stood up, before bending down to pull up his boxers.
Tom put his arms round me and hugged me as I sobbed into his chest, “It’s alricht noo, it wis jest a bad dream, it’s alricht.”
Comments
What a nightmare!
Darren first appears in 362 (29th July 2008) and stabs Cathy in 365 (1st August 2008). She initially falls into a coma for 2 weeks (367), but after recovering enough to be discharged (372), haemorrhages (376) and remains in a coma for nearly a month (377), discharged again (380) then after a home visit by a doctor, readmitted for nearly another month (382). Oh, and to add to the chaos Simon's mugged at work and the thief who makes off with his car ends up in a fatal collision (375-376).
So it's not hard to imagine why he'd be a bogeyman in her dream (although in reality he'd probably be subject to a life sentence and certainly wouldn't be released after only three years). Of course, her more recent brush with mortality probably brought that back to mind; not to mention the old lady from the supermarket and her (least) favourite deity.
I really must get back to updating a certain spreadsheet at some point in time - if anyone can spare the time and motivation to help out (even if only with a couple of episodes), feel free :)
There are 10 kinds of people in the world - those who understand binary and those who don't...
As the right side of the brain controls the left side of the body, then only left-handers are in their right mind!
We've come to kill you.
Though I have not had it in quite a while, I used to have this recurrent dream where I was walking down a dark street alone and some men came out of the darkness. One of them said to me, "We've come to kill you". I said to them, "I have been waiting for you". They then killed me.
At the time, I think that I must have had enough fear, rejection, hate and um rejection in my life and wanted it over. Happily, it never actually came true so far.
Gwendolyn
Easy As Falling Off A Bike pt 1465
Why a nightmare?
May Your Light Forever Shine
May Your Light Forever Shine
Nightmare
Nightmare (noun), sense 2: A very bad or frightening dream.
The now-rare sense 1 could also be applicable: A female demon or monster, thought to plague people while they slept and cause a feeling of suffocation and terror during sleep.
--B
As the right side of the brain controls the left side of the body, then only left-handers are in their right mind!
No, you've got it wrong...
A Night Mare is a black horse. It brings bad dreams to people. (Well, all but one do. That one became a Day Mare.)
Anne
P.S. If any are curious, the hint is XANTH.
Horrible dream!
It must be strange how the mind creates dreams and even stranger for people to recollect them.
I don't know if I dream cos I've never remembered one. I'm told everybody dreams but I dunno'; one thing's for sure, not everybody remembers them.
If dreams are related to various aspects of our lives like fear or shock then God alone knows what caused this dream for Cathy. Possibly summat to do with the incident in the supermarket.
Interesting chapter Angie, I'll bet the blue light is going to sneak back but it would be interesting to see what Cathy would do if it did reappear.
Still lovin' it.
OXOXOX
Bev.
Just another indication
... that her running away from trying to truly understand Shekinah is going to hurt her. She must realize there is no way for her to escape in her dreams or in the waking world from her.
Kim
Goddess
Until kathy accepts that the goddess is a real part of her life she will keep having these knightmares and getting herself into more trouble ,But in real life dreams like this are mainly coursed by day time stress ,another good read thanks Angharad ,love and Hugs ,
ROO
Dreams like that
thankfully are not something i suffer with, Which is just as well because they would scare me silly, So it's not surprising Cathy finished up in the state she did.
It does seem as though recent events are playing on Cathys mind, So any easy answer to her nightmares will not be easy to find, The obvious answer would be to stop rescuing people and live her own life ... But we all know that is not likely to happen given Cathys nature,
Another answer might be to take up the goddess's offer, But again problems will arise with our heroine, So sad to say it does look very much like a case of Status Quo...
Kirri
It looks like another visitation
from the Goddess to me, trying to educate Cathy.