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Sandy's Romance - Part 6

Blessed Hearts Series

Sandy's Romance
Part Six
Declarations!

 

by Andrea Lena DiMaggio
for my dear sweet sister Alison
 
Fitting preconceived notions laid upon me
I never knew just who I should be
Never feeling like I belong
Hardly right but always wrong
Blinding me to what I failed to see


“Look, you don’t have to like this; I don’t myself, but I really haven’t been left with many choices here,” he said as he pointed to himself. “Just don’t be angry with me, okay? I couldn’t bear another rejection.”

“Oh God, Sandy, I’m not angry with you. I’m angry with me.” She said as she turned away, afraid to face him.

“...You’re my best friend and you just hurt yourself so badly I can’t bear it. I’m so sorry you feel so bad about yourself and I’m partly to blame because I haven’t told you how precious you are.”


The Way Things Happen - Part 16

The Way Things Happen
The Continuing Story of Jenny Holland

By Jennifer Christine

Zero — minus 1.

Laying there in the morning light listening to mum and dad gently sleeping I pondered my immediate future.

After today, I’d no longer be left with a foot in both camps. Or is that 6 inches in the middle?

Sandy's Romance - Part 5

Blessed Hearts Series

Sandy's Romance
Part Five
Distractions

 

by Andrea Lena DiMaggio
for my dear sweet sister Alison
 
Everybody's searching for answers
Everybody tries to find some meaning in their life
Where do we belong
Who will be our shelter
Looking for salvation
A haven from the storm


For a moment Dale thought that Collette was talking to Sandy, but she turned her face back to Dana and pulled her closer, kissing her daughter-in-law over and over as their tears mingled together in one last prayer for a husband and a child.

Dale felt awkward. This was the part of the conversation where strong, stoic Dale would make a joke or spout some useless words or just laugh. It was her part in her own psychic drama, and she was expected to be manly; whatever that was. She had a role to fulfill so she took a deep breath in order to say something brave, as if somehow she couldn’t be herself and be brave as well

So instead she found herself crying. She sat down at the table and put her head down; much like Sandy had done moments before. Her shoulders bobbed up and down in rhythm with the sobs as she said over and over,

"I can't do this...I can't do this..."


Lessons Learned

I wrote this story and posted it, but unpubbed it because of the very real feelings and people involved. The story is true. I recently received permission from one of the people in the story to re-post it, so I'd like to enter it in the Summer Romance Story Contest. If it's deemed ineligible, I don't mind, but I wanted it here so others might learn from it. Thanks. Cathy.

LESSONS LEARNED

By Catherine Linda Michel

She sat on the edge of her bed, her head in her hands, crying as if she'd lost the best thing she'd ever had, and in so many ways, she had.

Mean Girls 3026 Part 14

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Once we got there, the entire shop was falling over themselves to meet us and see the rides that Kenny had been telling them about since he got back from the moon.

Mean Girls 3026 Part 14

Written by Toni Trepasso
Edited by Gwen Brown, with my many thanks to her.

The Way Things Happen - Part 14

The Way Things Happen
Jennifer Christine
The continuing story of Jennifer Holland

“Okay the luggage allowance is 14 kilos each.
I’ve got the bathroom scales here so when you’ve packed your bag, bring it down and well trim it up for size.. well weight anyway.” Mum harrumphed.

Mean Girls 3026 Part 13

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I should warn you all that you may want to get the hankies and tissue's ready for this chapter. It made me cry when I wrote it so I can only guess that it'll have a similar effect to some of you

Mean Girls 3026 Part 13

Written by Toni Trepasso
Edited by Gwen Brown, with my many thanks to her.

Mean Girls 3026 Part 12

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“You know damn well what I’m talking about young lady!” he told me as he turned scowling at me. “Or should I say young man?”

Mean Girls 3026 Part 12

Written by Toni Trepasso
Edited by Gwen Brown, with my many thanks to her.

A Summer of Changes - Book 4 Chapter 1

Denise

Denise has at last reached the age of nineteen
and her friends have decided to help her to celebrate

A Summer of Changes

by Louise Anne Smithson

Book 4 Chapter 1

Birthday girl

The Way Things Happen - Part 13

The Way Things Happen

Jennifer Christine
The continuing story of Jenny Holland

Part 13

The fact I was hurting numbed me slightly to the impending procedure.
Until I received in the post a large envelope marked with the clinic’s logo.
It was waiting for me when I got home the day after my appointment with Julie.

Milissa and Dandy - Part 1 The Beginning

Dandy was getting ready to go to Atlantis through the Stargate. As the team went through there was a power surge, then the gate went dead. Dandy was thrown on a planet 2 billion light-years from her original destination and 500 years into the future, but she did not know about the temporal time difference at the time. Dandy looked around and saw a decimated landscape like a war just happened. She tried to contact her team but no answer. She also tried to contact Stargate command but no luck there.

The Sissy Farm 14

This chapter generally describes life for Michelle at Mistress Janets Academy for Sissies. There's less adult detail as this story begins to move to more mundane aspects of everyday life for Sissies.
From my personal perspective when I had finished writing chapters 12 and 13, I was coming out of a somewhat dark period of my life as I had set out on the road of reconciliation to my childhood. For me The Sissy farm had been 'bubbling away' in my head for some years before the general advent of computers and P.C.'s. I finally committed it to FM. a few years ago.

Beverly Taff.

Angels High - Chapter 6

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Prisoners of War on the run in Nazi Germany. A journey of self discovery never had this many Panzer divisions hot on their heels...

A tale of War, of love, and of friendship. (And a few Nazis)

A Love of Providence - Part 3 - A Day of Kisses

A Love of Providence
Part Three - A Day of Kisses

 
by Andrea Lena DiMaggio

 
There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill

But did you know
That when it snows
My eyes become large and
The light that you shine can be seen

A Summer of Changes - Book 3 Chapter 8

Denise

Now that Denise’s family accepts her situation
she can relax a little and enjoy her summer,
but there are always complications in life

A Summer of Changes

by Louise Anne Smithson

Book 3 Chapter 8

Decisions decisions!

A Love of Providence - Part 2 - Dawn of Forgiveness

A Love of Providence
Part Two - Dawn of Forgiveness

 
by Andrea Lena DiMaggio

 
Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you
I want nothing more than to see you there
And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

A Love of Providence - Part 1 - Eve of Acceptance

A Love of Providence
Part One - Eve of Acceptance

 
by Andrea Lena DiMaggio

 
Can I show you what you are for me

Angel of mine, can I thank you
You have saved me time and time again
Angel, I must confess
It's you that always gives me strength
And I don't know where I'd be without you

Dreaming of Cheers - Chapter 37, 38, & 39 - Final Post

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Dreaming of Cheers
Standing Up to Life: Book 3
Part 23 of 23

by Tiffany Shar

Intro by Carla Ann

“Tiffany, I’ve asked you how everything is going with people and the activities you’re involved in, but you haven’t mentioned how you are coping with everything.” She emphasized the ‘you,’ when she asked that.

“Well, better than I was last year,” I started. “Way better than last year… I have a lot of friends now, and I’m not getting picked on every day.” I saw her eyes boring into me looking for something else. “Alright, I don’t know how I’m doing right now.” I told her honestly.

“What do you mean?” She asked.

“Well for one I’m really tired of everyone guessing I’m five if I wear the wrong clothes.” I told her hesitantly. I was sure my parents had filled her in with everything anyway, “Tuesday was pajama day. Mom and I had found some cute pajamas with feet on them that would fit Amy and me, so we wore them for pajama day. We really did look cute dressed like that, and I was having a lot of fun with it. That was until the sub in English class thought that I was someone’s little sister that had come them to school that day.”

I was really surprised Dr. Reynolds didn’t laugh about it, but I continued, “Then the next day the whole squad was wearing shortalls and our hair done in pigtails and I looked to be about five again. One of my best friends even brought a doll to school to play a joke on the sub that we’d had. I don’t think she knew that it really upset me though. I’m not five, I’m twelve! Amy has grown about five inches here in the last couple months, but I’m still the same height I was last year. It’s good for cheerleading stuff because people can toss me so easily… but…” I was doing my best to not go into tears over all of this. “as long as we’ve got my puberty stopped then I won’t be doing much growing. That’s all on top of the fact that I’m never going to be able to have periods like my friends… and I’m stuck with this stupid thing between my legs,” I told her with a great deal of exasperation. “I’m so tired of having to look at it, or hide it, every time I turn around. I know you can’t do anything about it till I’m eighteen – but I wish it could be gone now!” I had gone to tears now.

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