Dream time again. Last night I had a dream and it went like this: It started with me walking through a neighborhood until I got to an elementary school. I went in, and began teaching classes. I seemed to be regarded as a tough but fair teacher by the students. The school day ended, and I left and walked around the neighborhood with a friend who had shown up. We then went back ti the school because there was going to be a play and I apparently was supposed to help the kids. But partway through the play a black goop like Venom started trying to attack the kids.

Just wanted to let everybody know that this coming Sunday evening I will be speaking at my church and sharing a little of my story in relation to trans day of remembrance. Wish me luck.

Blame Jaci for this: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/81812/contagion

I just wanted to announce that my latest story, Federal Astral Transfer Agency is now an open universe, If you have an idea that would work, let me know.

And in other news I have another story ready for a beta test, if anybody wants to be my victim I mean volunteer.

PM me if you're interested in either idea.

Halloween is a time for regrets for me. I mean, the one time in a year when I could have gotten away with presenting as a girl, and I never dared. I was too much a coward. That's pretty much the story of my life, really. never brave enough.

Just wanted to thank everybody who volunteered to be a beta reader. I'm working on your suggestions and I'm sure the story will be better for them.

Huggles for everybody!

So I was BLEEDING today.

not fun.

okay so I've been kinda fraying at the edges for a while, and today I took the first steps at fixing that by getting my doctor to refer me to a psych program offered at a local hospital. we'll see how it goes.

I've been binge-reading a really good story called "Something feels strange".

you can find it here: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/book/10535/something-feels-st...

I highly recommend it.

New story up!

https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/81195/floodlit

ok so a few days ago I watched the youtube channel the nostalgia critic do a take on the movie "The Wall", and it brought me back to one of the darker moments of my childhood.

See, when I was a teen, I saw the Wall, and I saw the movie as a cautionary tale of what I could become. Because I had walls too. Walls that protected me, but also isolated me. So after the movie, rather than seeking help, I decided to try and take down my walls on my own.

It ... didnt go well.

I'm in a bad place PTSD wise. hugs appreciated.

I had a strange experience yesterday and I really need to talk about it. I was part of a group meeting all day, and even though I know the people well, I began to have a really unusual way of distancing myself - I began doodling. I'm no drawer, but I started making little pictures of anything I could think of. I still engaged others, but I couldn't stop drawing. I have no idea what this means, but it worries me.

for some reason on the home page it says that Eolwaen is on my ignore list. I checked and on the ignore list page it says I dont have anybody on my ignore list.

help?

new story up: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/80772/imp-pulse