Michelle had left the doctors with a huge smile on her face. After a long talk with Suzi, she realised a lot of her fears and problems with self confidence came from her stepfather. She had wanted to be a girl since being a child. Her mother had seen it and tried to help by allowing her to dress while at home.

When her stepfather found out about her dressing he was the one that drove home she was a freak in a dress. He must have said that a hundred times to her. After her mother died he was always calling her a little freak who wants to be a girl. The constant mental torture had shaped her growing up. She was afraid to accept what she was, afraid that what her stepfather driven into her was true.

Suzi was very good at her job, she let Michelle pour out her story, and after, she had laid bare why she felt the way she did. Michelle felt anger at her stepfather, but also pity. Suzi said that most bullies , like many sex offenders were victims themselves. It was a vicious cycle. With Michelle she was her own victim.

She knew now, she was a woman inside. She had waited two weeks for an appointment with her doctor and explained what she wanted. The doctor did a double take when he saw Michelle enter his office, he thought the wrong patient had walked in. He explained to Michelle the steps that she need to take.

She had to arrange an appointment with a gender psychologist or psychiatrist. Suzi said that she could arrange that easily. The psychologist would send a referral letter to the clinic she wanted to use. Suzi was thinking of going to the London Transgender Clinic. Then she would have to see an endocrinologist after some blood tests. After that she could start hormone therapy.

She knew it could take up to five years, but each step would make her feel more complete. After she started her hormones she wanted breast enhancement. She wanted this for herself and for Sam. She loved him and wanted to be as much of a woman as she could be for the both of them. Suzi had explained that to her he too. She said that Sam was besotted with her. Suzi had never seen him truly in love, until now. She said he was in lust with Fiona, but he didn't love her.

Michelle thought she was a lucky girl! A new life was in front of her. She was finally going to be herself. She listened to her heels click as she walked down the street. She smiled at passers by and most smiled back. She understood now they saw a pretty, happy women, not a freak.

She went to the supermarket and got some ingredients for a steak dinner. She would tell Sam what she intended to do tonight. She also went lingerie shopping with newfound confidence.

"How did the doctors appointment go?"

Sam said as he walked in. He smelled the steak and onions cooking and his mouth watered. After a long drive home to be greeted by a warm meal was heaven. All he got from Fiona was an ear full of abused normally. He knew it was old fashioned to expect to have a "little woman" keeping house and looking after him, but he guessed he was old fashioned.

"Oh that smell, what have I done to deserve this babe."

Michelle was standing in front on the cooker frying the steak and onions. She had a full apron tied into a bow behind her flowered nylon house dress. In her heels she looked like a typical 50's housewife.

Sam felt a stirring in his stomach, and his trousers. She turned and smiled at him. He held her hips and gently kissed the back of her neck.

"I'm going to do it Sam. I want to go all the way. Hormones, boobs the lot."

"That's wonderful Michelle. You look so happy. It's like a weight has been lifted off you."

"It has. Your sister is wonderful. She explained to me why I felt the they way I did. I'm sorry for getting upset with you when you showed me that stuff on gender reassignment Sam. I know you only trying to help. I'd do anything to take it back."

Sam saw she was getting emotional. He didn't want to ruin her happiness.

"Oh don't worry about that Michelle, but you've forced me to do it haven't you."

She turned to face him, eyes wide.

"Do what Sam?"

Sam started to click his finger and do what could only be described as a "Dad dance". Then he started to sing.

When I wake up, well I know I'm gonna be,
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When I go out, yeah I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you
When I get drunk, well I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And when I haver, hey I know I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

And I would roll 500 miles
And I would roll 500 more
Just to be the man who rolls a thousand miles
To fall down at your door.

Michelle laughed out loud and pulled Sam in for a deep exploring kiss.

"I had to shut you up somehow you clown."

"Made you laugh though didn't I?"

"What the hell does "haver" mean anyway."

"It means talk gibberish, like you Michelle. "

"Right, your steak's going in the bin."

"Don't you dare."

They sat down and ate. Michelle told Sam of her plans to take hormones and then see about breast enlargement. Sam assured her she could stop, or back out at anytime and he would lover just the same. She said she knew that now. They went to the living room and relaxed listening to Dark Side of the Moon. Sam explained, as he liked to do, that there was no dark side of the moon. Most of it got sunlight as it revolved around the earth.

Michelle asked him to let her get changed before he came up to bed. Sam was hopeful, when she said that she was in the mood for sex. Sam never pushed it, he new she would be upset if he did.

When he was showered he went into their bedroom and she was waiting on top of the bed. She was wearing short black lace nighty and a thong. He grew hard at the sight.

Michelle slipped off the bed onto the floor in front of him. She pulled his shorts down and engulfed him in one swift movement. Sam gasped at the sudden pleasure. Her tongue was everywhere, when she sucked and licked under his glans at the same time it almost drove him over the edge.

She stood and kissed him. Then turned him, and pushed him onto his back. As she was straightening himself out, Michelle sat astride him. She slowly lowered herself down onto his manhood. Sam had never seen her so confident. She winced a little, but was soon all the down. She rode him slowly, looking into his eyes as she did.

"Play with my tits Sam."

She groaned as he flicked and pinched her nipples.

"Just imagine what it will be like when they are big and bouncy Sam."

Sam felt himself close, she speed up and he squeezed her nipples hard. He could hold on no longer and erupted inside her. She screamed and he saw the front of her thong darken. They had finished together. It had felt amazing.

She rolled off him panting.

"We can do that more often now if you want."

"Oh, Michelle. I can assure you I'll be "up for it", anytime you want."

They both fell asleep spooning together. Smiling, things were going to be alright.

Saturday morning arrived and they were having a lazy day. They were going to get up at ten.

They heard a letter being pushed through the letterbox . It was a letter from Tommy's solicitor.

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