Sam pulled away, he went into the living room to answer his phone. Michelle carried on with the washing up. She tried to be quite to here who Sam was talking to.
"Oh, Hi darling,. What gives me the honor of a call from you."
It was a girl! Michelle stopped washing up and moved to the door the listen.
"Yes, well who could resist a sex bomb like you."
Sex bomb? A girlfriend?
I do yes, I'm in love.
Michelle felt a knot growing in her chest.
"Of course we can meet. Friday? Ok I can pick you up from Kings Cross. I'll give you a ring when I leave. I love you too Suzi."
Sam blew a kiss, laughed and hung up.
He opened the door to a forlorn looking Michelle. Sam noticed straight away.
"Whats up babe, you look ill."
"Who was that on the phone?"
"Oh you heard that?"
"Yes who the hell is Suzi Sam? Don't you dare lie to me are you playing with me."
.
Sam could hear the panic in her voice. She was still so insecure, it was understandable.
"That was my sister Suzi. She works in Edinburgh and wants to come down for a few days."
"Your s-sister? Why did you call her sex bomb."
"Oh she's a bi-sexual woman, and she's a looker, so she has no shortage of attention. It's just a joke name I gave her after the Tom Jones song."
"You've got a song for everything haven't you."
"Yeah, pretty much." He winked at her to relieve the tension.
"Sorry Sam, I should trust you, you've never done anything to hurt me. I'm just so happy now, I can't believe my life turned out this way. Today was like a dream and I don't want to wake up."
"I understand. Come here you silly, beautiful women."
They hugged and Michelle went off happier. Sam turned on the TV, while Michelle made toasted sandwiches with the leftovers form the picnic. They sat and drank wine while discussing immortality after watching Highlander. Sam pointed out what he thought was an hysterically funny scene. It was when Sean Connery, a Scotsman, playing an Egyptian, asks Christopher Lambert, a French man, playing a Scotsman, what is haggis?
They grew tired and Michelle asked Sam if he could let her get ready for bed before him. She went upstairs while Sam watched the news. After a quick freshen up Sam went to bed. As he climbed in he noticed Michelle was wearing something black and silky. She was wearing stockings to. She had not worn stocking to bed before.
Michelle was on her side, so he lay beside her in the spoon position. He couldn't help his wandering hands caressing Michelle's silky clad body. She moaned softly. Sam stayed away from her knickers as he knew she panicked when he went near her penis.
Quickly he grew hard. It was pressing into her back. She reached behind and gently rubbed him through his shorts. Sam sighed, enjoying the attention. She turned and pulled down his shorts as his hardness sprang out. She slipped down the bed and enveloped him with her mouth.
"Oh Michelle, you don't have to, you uh, uh."
Michelle stopped and looked up at him. She had changed her makeup. Dark eye shadow made her look sultry.
"Sam I want you to take me tonight. Make me your woman."
Sam was surprised as she had always seemed to scared to take that step. He was turned on by her and he wanted her. He knew he would have to be careful. Her ego was as Michelle was fragile.
"Michelle I love you, but are you sure? Are you ready to take this step."
"I told you I had a couple of gay relationships at uni Sam. This won't be the first time. It will be the first time for Michelle though, so please be gentle. I trust you Sam, I know you'll never hurt me."
Sam pushed her on to her back and slipped the loops of her baby doll down her arms. This exposed her small breasts. He nipples were larger than they should be, and her breasts were small mounds. Sam guessed she must be taking something to increase their size.
He gently tickled her left nipple with his tongue. She moaned as he worked his magic on her. He slowly kissed down her stomach and she stiffened when he neared her knickers.
"No please, I'm just not sure how I feel about that part of my body now. Please take me now, make me yours Sam."
She rolled over and pulled the back of her knickers down. Her bottom looked like two perfect peaches Sam thought.
"I just need to get something to..."
She reached back and handed him a tub of lube. Sam coated himself, then worked his fingers into Michelle. She sighed.
"I want you Sam, now."
He eased into her slowly. He had never been with anyone like Michelle before. Her sheer femininity was such a turn on for him. Sex with his wife had normally consisted of her staring at the ceiling asking him how long he would be. Having someone like Michelle saying she wanted him, almost drove him over the edge.
He slipped inside her slowly and smoothly. Listening all the time to her breathing, making sure there was little pain. When he was all way inside he rested to let her get used to him.
"Oh god Sam, that feels incredible. You're inside me, we are so connected now. It's like we are one person. I've never felt so much like a woman as I do now."
"Are you sure you're ok?"
"It hurts a little, but it's pain and pleasure. Please I want to feel you move in me."
Sam started small gentle strokes while Michelle groaned with pleasure.
"Oh yes, oh god, yes."
When he was satisfied he wasn't hurting her he let himself go, and surrendered to his desire. He quickened the pace and quickly grew harder and released inside her.
"Oh wow, that was wonderful Michelle, are you alright?"
She turned to face him, she was beaming. She kissed his forehead and said.
"I'm so happy I can be a woman for you. I satisfied my man in bed. That felt so good, I think it was better because I love you. I wanted to make you happy."
"Michelle, it was the best sex I have had for years. Mind you I was married to a harpy." Sam laughed.
"Having sex with a man doesn't make you a woman Michelle. You were a woman before that."
"I know Sam, but for me it's something I needed to do. It's the way I feel about being a woman. It made me feel whole"
"Well Michelle if you need me to do that again to make you feel like a whole woman, please let me know."
Michelle threw a pillow at his head.
"I may take you up on that you lecherous old man. Now be a dear and tidy up the bed while I powder my nose. I want a serious cuddle when I get back."
Powder my nose thought Sam. He loved the quaint old expressions she used sometimes.
Sam lay on his back and Michelle snuggled into him as he wrapped his arm around her. He fell asleep happy to be holding his woman.
©Leeanna19 2022
Comments
Learning.
Learning to 'accommodate' a penis is the most frightening thing I ever surmounted. After two years of forced rape without ever having consented, it was a desperate 'first night' when I was eventually free to consent of my own ('fourteen-year-old') free will.
And of course it was a disaster! I was nearly two months into anal penetration before I could manage it without wincing and whimpering.
When the day came that I was no longer expected to 'pay my way', that was the day I realised I didn't like it and I didn't need it.
(Talk about being totally fucked up!)
Or not totally fucked up
After I put some of my first stories on Fictionmania, a "gurl" on there offered to proof read for me. After chatting she told me she worked as an escort. She didn't do anal sex. She was told she wouldn't make any money, but she did very well. I think she only had to work for 6 months of the year.
So I don't think it's that uncommon. I have only had one experience. It hurt me like hell, yet many others I talk to say they enjoy it. We're all different. It's the same with women I suspect.
Leeanna
Domestic Bliss
I really hope Sam and Michelle's "honeymoon" lasts and Fiona's malice turns around to bite her.
As you say, we are all different. I never regarded sexual penetration as being an essential ingredient of my femininity. For me it was being able to go out in public dressed as a girl/woman and nobody took a blind bit of notice, except for maybe the occasional approving glance. I just enjoyed shopping in female stores and environments and feeling comfortable and accepted in my true skin.
I think some of us try to do
I think some of us try to do things we think affirm our femininity. Walking around in daylight and not raising an eyebrow can be very affirming. In my 20's I walked around a shopping center . Never had the guts to go into a shop, even used to ladies loo! TERF's beware.
Some see sex with a guy as another step. Perhaps they shouldn't as many guys will do anything to anything with anything.
Leeanna
Michelle powdering her nose
Hopefully she didn't use a credit card + a mirror
+ a rolled up 50 pound note (cocaine humor, ar ar!)
But seriously, sweet chapter. Very tender. Kind of makes me wish this story
was called The Surgeon's Girlfriend, Lodger sounds oddly formal at this point.
I'm hoping Michelle and Suzi will really hit it off, so she has two people in her life
who love and accept the girl she is.
~hugs, Veronica
And anal sex? Well it's been quite a while but as I recall
whether it was enjoyable or not depended on factors I could never predict.
I think maybe I mostly just liked having a man on top of me.
I was very sexually naive and romantically a needy mess;
and I think in some ways I still am...
"Government will only recognize 2 genders, male + female,
as assigned at birth-" (In his own words:)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1lugbpMKDU
Psychological beat down
Tommy really did a number on Michelle's self confidence and her self image. Hearing the phone conversation and how she reacted, proves she really needs to talk with someone besides Sam. They need to help Michelle regain her self confidence and self image. And her trust issues.
Others have feelings too.