What’s It’s Like for A Girl Part 3

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“Mom, I want to get breast implants, so when I go back to school. I can swim in the girl's swim team.” Max looks at her mother as she stood before her.

Max had waited until after dinner to spring the subject on her mother. She is hoping her mother might consider letting her go through with it. She wanted her breasts, instead of wearing the fake ones all the time. She knew she would get teased by the other girls as well.

Laura listens to her youngest daughter about getting breast implants. When Max has finished speaking, she looks Max in her eyes “Max, you just came out to me that you want to be a girl and you haven’t even seen a doctor that deals in these matters yet. I know you said that you have been taking your sister's birth control pills, Which we need to find out what they have done to you. So, before we talk about you getting breast implants. Let’s see what a doctor who specializes in gender dysphoria says first and get your blood tested to see what your sister's birth control pills did to you as well.”

Max looks a little disappointed about her mother's decision, but her mother was right. She heads upstairs and takes a nice shower. Once she was done taking her shower, she slips on one of the nightgowns her big sister gave her. She brushes and dries her hair. She was still wearing her breast forms. She didn’t like taking them off.

Max lays down in bed and reads for a while, before slowly drifting off to sleep. She dreams of swimming and walking down the aisle one day in a wedding dress. She snuggles deeper under her blanket.

Noon The Next Day, Dr. Holmes Office:
Max felt a little uncomfortable sitting in Dr. Holmes's office. The good doctor was an older woman, in her late thirties who specialized in children with gender dysphoria.

“So, Max tell me a little about yourself.” Dr. Holmes was curious about why Max felt she was in the wrong body and why she came out now after so many years.

“Well, it began when I was little and played games with my sister. I use to like playing dress-up and other games with her. As I got older, my sister caught me wearing a pair of panties I took from her drawer. Not just once, but several times. So, she started to let me have clothes she
outgrew and I would wear them around the house. Sometimes, I would wear her underwear and training bra under my clothes to school.”

“Why didn’t you ever tell your mother about how you felt?”

“I wanted too, but after some of the stories. I read online about people like me getting kicked out of their homes or sent gay conversion camps where they beat and molest you. I scared to say anything to my mother. I knew my mother wasn’t that type of person, but sometimes, you don’t know how people react to their children saying they are trans.”

Max watches while Dr. Holmes writes everything on a note pad. She was starting to relax and trust Dr. Holmes. She felt that Dr. Holmes might care about how she felt.

The next half-n-hour Max opens up to Dr. Holmes about how she felt and everything. By the time it was time to go, she felt a little better about coming to see her.

“Ready to go and be poked and prodded?” Laura looks at her daughter as she comes out of Dr. Holmes's office.

“Do I have too?” Max looks at her mother as they walk outside to the car.

“Yes, we need to see what your sister’s birth control pills have been doing to your system. Plus, get you physical before school starts, if you still plan on swimming.” Laura knew her daughter wanted to still swim.

“I do.” Max sits back in the passenger seat and drinks some water from the bottle she brought with her.

Laura takes Max to their family doctor, Dr. Willow Wolfhart. She was a younger doctor, but very good. She took over Doctor Jonas Gray’s practice after he retired. She knew Dr. Wolfhart was a lesbian and her wife was a motorcycle cop.

They only had to wait a few minutes when they arrived at the clinic Dr. Wolfhart shared with three other doctors. Laura spots Dr. Wolfhart coming out to the reception area.

Willow spots one of her patients waiting in the reception area. A smile appears on her face when she spots Max dressed as a girl. She always suspected that Max would make a cute girl.

“Laura, it's so good to see you. What can I do for you and Max?” Willow smiles at Max.

A smile appears on Max’s face. She has always liked Dr. Wolfhart. She made coming to her fun and sometimes she would do simple magic tricks for her.

“Well, Max here needs a physical for school and I was wondering if you could do a blood test on Max as well.”

“I don’t see why not. Why don’t you follow me to examination room 3.” Willow leads the way back to the examination rooms.

“Okay” Laura follows Willow to the examination room, along with Max.

Once they were in the room, nurse Hines takes all the standard vitals from Max. Max’s mother and Dr. Wolfhart were talking in another room.

“So, decided to become a girl, Max?” Lisa always figured there was something special about Max.

“You aren’t bothered by me?” Max looks at Nurse Hines.

“Nope, you would be surprised how many patients wee have that are like you. Plus, I have a cousin that is going through the same thing you are, in high school.” Lisa records all the vital information.

Once nurse Hines was done with taking Max’s vitals. She is lead into the examination room.

“Alright, Max. Upon the table.” Lisa pats the examination table.

“I hate this paper gowns.” Max gets up on the examination table and waits for Dr. Wolfhart.

After a few minutes, Dr. Wolfhart comes walking into the examination room. She looks at Max “so, Max you have finally decided to become a girl?”

“I should have been born one, instead of in this body.” Max watches Dr. Wolfhart. She had a cute body and wonders why she ever became a lesbian.

“Dr. Wolfhart, can I ask you a personal question?” Max was curious.

“Sure, I don’t mind.” Willow was pretty opened to her patients.

“Have you always known, you were a lesbian?” Max was curious.

“I didn’t know until I became a teenager. I noticed that I didn’t have the same attraction to boys, like my friends and my other sisters. I found the female body, more to my liking.”

“How did your parents handle your decision?”

“I come from a very open-minded family. My mother is a doctor and a stage magician. She put herself through medical school performing tricks and escape artist tricks in Vegas and such. My father is as open-minded as my mom. I have a younger sister who was like you before she underwent SRS surgery. I have a younger brother now, who is an ftm.”

“Why would a natural-born woman, want to become a man?” Max couldn’t understand that.

“The same reason a man would want to become a woman, Max.” Dr. Wolfhart takes three blood samples from Max.

Max didn’t like needles but didn’t mind Dr. Wolfhart sticking him with one. She was quick and made it painless.

“Max, I’m going to give you a low dose of estrogen, until I get the results back from your blood work. Also, I’m going to give you pubertal blockers to stop any secondary sex development.” Dr. Wolfhart gives Max the shots. She’ll prescribe the estrogen pills for him.

“What will happen with the estrogen pills?” Max was curious.

“Well, with the dosage I’m prescribing, nothing much should happen to you. You might experience some mood swings and colors might seem brighter to you. You might develop some breast development. However, that shouldn’t be for a while.”

“I told my mother I wanted to get breast implants before I go back to school. What would happen if the estrogen pills cause my chest to develop?”

“Well first, I would recommend you not to get breast implants at your age. Secondly, once I know what your estrogen levels are, I can increase the level and let you develop your breasts.”

“How big could they get, if we do it that way?” Max wanted to be like her sister.

“Well, it's uncertain, but you could be one cup size smaller than your mother or sister.” Dr. Wolfhart knew depending on Max’s genes, she could be equal to her sister or smaller, depending on what the birth control pills have done to her.

“I want to be like my sister. Most of my clothes are based on her body measurements.” Max was feeling a little disappointed.

“Well, let's see how your blood is first and after that, I’ll see what I can do to make your wish come true.”

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Poor Max

Samantha Heart's picture

she want to be a girl.so bad she wants what mother nature robed from her. She wants her boobs so bad...

Love Samantha Renée Heart.

Rushing not good

Jamie Lee's picture

As bad as Max wants to transition she needs to understand that rushing towards her goal can do more harm than good. She's waited this long, on her own, so waiting a bit longer, with help this time, isn't insurmountable.

Others have feelings too.