Never Wanted To Be A Girl Chp.15

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Raven was enjoying herself as she walked around the park meeting people and enjoying some of the fun that was going. Clair introduced her to some of her friends that had shown up. Some of them were lesbians like Clair and a few were gay guys.

Raven was enjoying holding hands with Clair and being with her. They stop and buy some corn dogs and waffle fries to share for lunch. Raven had spotted a bench not too far away from the activities that weren’t occupied.

“Why don’t we sit over there?” Raven points to the bench she spotted.

“Sure.” Clair had a smile on her face as she looked at Raven.

She loved Raven’s exotic looks and figure. Even though she worked in a garage, she wasn’t butch and care about how she looked. She had a nice innocent disposition. They enjoyed some of the similar things like music, movies, and books. She wonders where Raven has been all her life.

She had spotted some tattoos on Raven body but never asked her about them or what they meant. She had never seen anything like them before. She also noticed that Raven was a little nervous as well.

Once they sit down to enjoy their lunch “what’s got you so nervous, sweetie?”

“There somethings I should tell you about myself and I’m worried about how you will take it.” Raven watches Clair’s reaction.

“There is nothing you say that would make me, stop liking you.” Clair was wondering if Raven was straight or something.

“Okay.” Raven places a kiss on Clair’s cheek.

For the next twenty minutes, Raven tells Clair everything. When she got to the point about the guys that set her up, she saw Clair’s expression change. She wonders why her expression changed.

Once she finished telling her story. Raven watches Clair’s eyes and hopes she isn’t disgusted with her.

“Wow, it seems you have experienced something no one should have experience.” Clair holds Raven’s hand in hers.

“So, does this mean you don’t want to have anything to do with me?” Raven was looking at nervously.

“No, it means I love you even more. You trusted me enough to tell me a secret, that you could have kept to yourself, but didn’t. I have a
confession to make to you as well. Christopher Jenkins and Laurence Langston are both my cousins. Christopher is my older cousin and kind of the black sheep of the family. My family and I won’t have anything to do with him. Laurence is currently in prison for possession and transporting illegal substance across state lines.”

Raven was stunned to learn that the two men that ruined her life, were related to the woman she was falling in love with. She wonders how that will play out in the long run.

“I hope that isn’t a deal breaker between us?” Clair had seen the surprised look in Raven’s eyes.

“No, it's not a deal breaker. I was just surprised is all.” Raven leans forward and kisses Clair’s lips.

Clair returns the kiss. Afterward, she stops and looks into Raven’s brown eyes “if you don’t mind me asking. How much of you was changed by what the doctor in the prison did to you?”

“You see my figure, breasts, face, and waist was all done by him and the estrogen enriched blood he pumped throughout my body. Having that
much estrogen in my body shrink my penis so small that it’s more like an enlarged clitoris, then anything else. The doctor removed my testes because one had become non-operational.” Raven felt when the doctor did it.

She was told it had been because they had become cancerous, but she was sure that the guy pimping her out wanted them removed. One of the other girls he pimped out had hers removed a day later after hers were removed. She still hated what was done to her.

“Did you think about trying to go back to how you were?” Clair wonders if Raven hated being how she was.

“I did think about it and even talked to my doctor to see if it was possible. She said that because of how much has been done to me. It would cost a small fortune to be turned back into a male and even then, I would still have some feminine features.”

“Will you go all the way with your change or remain like you are?”

“Doctor Miller asked me that same question. I told her it might be best if I went all the way. Having a reminder of what I use to be, would make me uncomfortable.” Raven talked to doctor Miller about having gender reassignment surgery would be best for her.

“One last question and then we’ll go and mingle some more.” As Clair leans closer to Raven.

A smile appears on Raven face “what is your question?”

“Do you like males or females, better?”

Raven leans forward and kisses Clair. She stops after a few seconds “does that answer your question?”

“Yes!” As Clair leans forward and starts kissing Raven with a lot of passion.

Raven returns the kiss with passion.

“Hey, get a room you two.” Lenny saw his friend, Clair, sitting away from the Pride party with a nice-looking black hair woman.

As he gets closer to them, he could tell the black hair woman was well stacked and nicely dress. He walks up to Clair and Raven.

“I’ve been looking around for you, Clair. It seems you and your new girlfriend have been hiding over here, making out.” Lenny had a huge smile on his face.

“Like I didn’t catch you and Mike making out last year in the back of his van?” Clair raises an eyebrow.

“Okay, Okay.” Lenny had a smile on his face.

Raven was watching the interaction between Clair and Lenny. She wonders how long the two of them have known each other. She was a little bother that Lenny interrupted their kiss.

Clair looks at Lenny “Lenny, this is my girlfriend, Raven Mondragon.”

“Hi, I’m Lenny Burlwood.” Lenny holds his hand out to Raven.

Raven shakes it “it’s nice to meet you, Lenny. So, how long have you and Clair known each other?”

“Since, elementary school. We tried dating in high school, but it didn’t work out. I was a closeted homosexual and Clair was as well. It took us years to finally to come out and be true to ourselves.”

“I bet that was rough on you two.” Raven looks towards Clair as well.

“Actually, it wasn’t as bad I thought it would be. My parents were a little upset at first and thought I was just being weird, but later they accepted it. My older sister teases me about it. She thinks I’m interested in her body.” Clair had a smile on her face.

“Yeah, my family was concerned as well but accepted the fact that I wasn’t going to whore around as my younger brother does. He’s gotten seven women pregnant and has at least fourteen illegitimate children from the seven women.”

“Damn, that’s a lot of children.” Raven was surprised at how someone could have so many children.

“So, are you two going to sit here all day or come and enjoy yourself?” Lenny had an evil smile on his face.

Clair just shakes her head and look at Raven “coming, sweetie?”

“Yes.” As Raven stands up and places her hand in Clair’s.

Clair gives it a little squeeze as they head towards the events going on.

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Wow Clare's cousins

Samantha Heart's picture

Are responsible for Ravin being who she is by setting her up to go to prison. Now Ravin has a stedy girlfriend, and soon Ravin will have her SRS & be a complete woman.

Love Samantha Renée Heart.

I am curious

Wendy Jean's picture

as to where this story is going.

Come and enjoy yourself

I'd say they were doing just that until Lenny interrupted them, far more so than they would looking at the booths!


"Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.”
George Carlin

Each had a reason to hate the other

Jamie Lee's picture

Wow, they both gave the other reasons to hate each other, but it would appear understanding and love won out.

There are beginning to be more and more who deserve something more than a prison cell. Maybe a long walk off a short plank overhanging a deep canyon?

Others have feelings too.

So, are you two

“So, are you two going to sit here all day or come and enjoy yourself?”

Looked to me like they were already enjoying themselves! At least they were until some busybody interrupted them. :-(

Damaged people are dangerous
They know they can survive