Summer with Em
Part 3
As we left Em was more excited than I was. She couldn’t wait to give me feedback. From my point of view I wasn’t too worried whether or not I’d given a good impression. I had just assumed the job was mine but because of Em’s friendship with Rebecca. Apart from not being able to concentrate very well because of reaction in my chest to the sight of Rebecca’s cleavage it would have been a non event. I felt another tingle in my nipples just thinking about it.
‘Well Kim you did really well. Bec’s was well impressed. It looks like you’ve made a great first impression. If you work hard you might even get more hours of work if you need it right through the rest of the term breaks’.
It wasn’t exactly unexpected since I’d not seen any other candidates but if she had been impressed then I wondered how she thought I had felt. Anyway it was good luck for me because the interview wasn’t as nerve racking as it should have been and I could relax. I guess we all need this chance to get a friendly interview that gives us confidence for the next time. Mom used to say jobs were always available if you want them but say it easy. Maybe paid work wasn’t difficult to find in her day.
Yes I was lucky since it would be a good reference in the future. I couldn’t wait to see Rebecca in the gym working out. If I got chance of course.
I wondered if Em could sense what I was thinking. ‘Kim. I think you noticed that Bec’s is a bit special. She’s not your average Health Club Manageress is she?
‘No, she’s beautiful. I didn’t know what to expect and even though she is a lot older than me I felt she understands young people. How do you know her so well. She’s married and you’re single?’
I found out they’d been friends since school. They weren’t exactly best friends but after school they hung around in a small group along with 3 or 4 other girls who had stayed friends but didn’t seem to include Em in their social life. I wondered why?
Em told me she hadn’t seen much of the others except Rebbeca since her wedding when they were all bridesmaids. They all knew Rebeccas’ husband because they’d joined a gym together where he was a personal trainer. Rebecca had made a play for him immediately and Em and the others soon lost interest in training because she was getting all the attention. Em stayed a member longer than the others but it felt like something had gone on between them all that had hurt aunt Em.
Now she seemed to hang out with a couple of friends from her university and one was a guy but nothing special by the sound of it.
Then the conversation switched back to Rebbecca and her husband. I shook my head from side to side. “She’s a great advert for anybody thinking about joining a gym to keep fit. If I had boobs I’d want to show them off too.’
What was I saying? I hoped Em didn’t catch on but she did seem to look me up and down and I felt she had X ray eyes and was looking straight through my shirt at the erect nipples pushing their way out. She just smiled and responded.
‘She’s done wonders for the club but not all the women members feel comfortable around her when she’s training because she is in good shape. Also from a fitness point of view she has a lot of stamina and can beat most men when it comes to the exercise bikes and the weights. Maybe you saw her husband who is a fitness fanatic. He can compete with her but just look at the size of him.’
‘Yeah he is a big guy but I’d rather look like Becks through fitness than him. Oh I didn’t mean it like that’ as I colored up. ‘I meant better to be lean and fit than huge and busting out of your body.’
‘Ha Ha, you don’t think Becks is busting out of her body then?’
I knew exactly what she meant. My nipples tingled again as I thought about Becks open blouse and I smiled and nodded. I had to touch them. I couldn’t help myself and I was lost in my thoughts. I wanted to remove the tapes and be free.
‘Do you need the bathroom Kim?.... Kim do you need the bathroom or something?’
‘oh sorry, yes sorry.’
I dashed across to the mens room and into the first cubicle slamming the door closed to give me the privacy I needed. I stood with my back against the door stroking my manboobs. I had to set them free and I undid the tape and unwound the bandage. Oh I touched my breasts and the solid nipples that seemed to be twice as big as when I’d left the apartment that morning. I had to stroke them and I felt a dampness below. I couldn’t help it since this was a wonderful sensation. Absolutely wonderful as I slid down the door to sit on the floor of the cubicle. I’d never felt like this before and as looked down at my chest stroking it gently.
I removed my teeshirt completely to let them get air and after a few minutes I thought I’d better check my briefs out and clean myself.
What was I going to do now?
I opened the door carefully and nobody was in the bathroom. I stepped out and looked in the mirror. Wow was this me? Were these really mine? Surely I had to sort out how to deal with them without strapping. Oh my goodness I liked the freedom and whist my nipples softened a bit as soon as I put my t shirt on they became erect again. Oh sod it. I can’t do anything about it and I was sure Em realized I was well stacked so I decided to bin the strapping and the tape and meet her.
‘Wow Kim. Is that you inside there. I’m sorry but I can’t help but comment. Is that all you? ‘
‘Oh Em yes I’m so embarrassed. They seem to be getting bigger every day and I’ve tried to hide them but today they seem to have a mind of their own.’
We laughed so I felt less embarrassed and Em got hold of my hand and said we should just go and have a quiet talk somewhere in private.
We drove to the Shopping Centre and Em parked the car. Neither of us said anything and I put a sweater around my shoulders as a protective cover. But I wanted to look at them so in the end I let it slip back. Em kept glancing across.
‘You know Kim ,when I was going through puberty I experienced the same body changes. In your case maybe it may be modern fertilizers they use to force crops that seem to be affecting a lot of men. Too much estrogen so if you want to try to stop the growth it might be you can change to organic foods.’
‘I’ve tried to some extent and even cut out full fat milk, high starch foods especially white bread. But I feel like I’m losing the battle. My last resort based on my doctors recommendation is more exercise to try to build up my shoulders and chest with muscle. I’m weak as you can see.’
‘Pity because many a young girl would swop places instantly to have chance for a good bosom with a nice cleavage. Your arms are slim and you have narrow shoulders for a man. Pity you can’t just wear loose tops or a ladies fit sports shirt that has more room. ’
‘I was offered ladies fit but I declined. I suppose my hair doesn’t help my image’

‘Why worry just go with the flow and if people are confused then as long as you behave yourself why worry?’

‘Great idea but then I’d cause a problem in which ever changing room I used. Anyway Bec’s hired me as a male attendant.’

We laughed a lot and walked out to find a coffee shop with a quiet corner. Em linked arms with me and said not to worry about it just hang loose. I wrapped my sweater around my waist as we walked because it was warm in the shopping centre. I found myself comparing my chest with women and girls and Em started teasing.

‘Look over there. She’d swop with you don’t you think. What about a bigger pair if you swopped with her. Imagine if you had a bust that size then you’d have something to complain about. ‘

‘Oh yeah. I guess if I was female I’d have nothing to complain about really but I am finding that they are a little sore and very sensitive.’

‘We’ll get you some bust cream that young mothers use to rub in and maybe a training bra instead of the bandages to try. What do you think?’

‘I guess I’m game for anything at the moment. Anything except the tight bandages.’

‘Well how about we buy a couple of female loose fit tops and a sports bras as an alternative to the training bra? You’re past the training stage really. We should take a look and get you measured properly.’

‘I can’t no. A bra will make me look even more girly.’

We settled down for coffee in Marks & Spencers in the end and shared a snack.

‘Look Kim let’s just experiment a bit when we get back to the apartment since I want to let you come to terms with the difficulties and see if I can help. Why don’t I meet you back at the car in an hour whilst I run a few errands.’

‘OK. I’m not going anywhere though. Not like this and this t shirt is a bit tight that accentuates the problem. The material isn’t so good either. ‘

‘Never mind we’ll sort that out.’

Em left me to sit playing on my i-phone.

An attendant was clearing tables and she turned and said ‘Have you finished dear?’

My God does she think I’m a girl now?’ Don’t be stupid it’s a common phrase in the North of England. We are all dears.

I sauntered back to the car looking in some of the shop windows. I strolled past some of the women’s clothing shops rather than rushing by as usual. Maybe I was getting turned on again by the nice feeling in my chest and the tingle in my nipples.

Em turned up with several bags and just said ‘Come on let’s go. You weren’t going out tonight with anybody were you?

To be continued….