Bridges 35

Chapter 35

I’m smiling as I make it over to the house as quick as I can and stumble inside and kicking my boots off at random the thuds making her giggle on the other end of the phone.

“You’re home?”

“Yes baby I’m home.” I smile into the phone as I’m trying to climb stairs and she clothes at the same time.

“I head the door and your boots.”

“That’s your fault Missus.”

“My fault?” Cass says it with such a happy pout on.

“Yes, if I wasn’t as so madly and passionately in love with you as I am Cass I wouldn’t be burning up under my skin to hear that sweet sexy voice of your’s guiding my touch.”

“Really!?”

I do this attempt at a sexy inhale breath and say slowly is a whisper. “Oh…of yes, Cass…I want you to be here on speaker phone and be my mistress…tell me the naughty and sweet delicious things that you want me to do to myself….”

“Oh…of fuck Sam…I’ve never…”

“Oh you will baby because I want that too…I want you to touch yourself too…slowly, madly…and moaning out every little detail of you cumming for me…”

I sort of feel turned on by saying this and I really feel like a retard at the same time. I’m a self conscious person and a shy one so this whole phone sex and talking dirty thing is really knew to me and honestly if Cass was here I’m either be red as a beet or I’d be giggling to much to keep going.

But hearing the shock-love and turned on awe she’s got going on is just the spurring I need to keep this up.

I start my own bath and add some bubble bath and attempt to take stripper self shots of me to send to her.

I’m getting turned on and embarrassed…I mean I’m not one of those internet self shot girls. But I’m really thinking of Cass as I’m posing and the fact I’m actually hitting send and it gets more intense and adventurous as I get pictures back from Cass.

God she’s beautiful, and sexy…I had so thought while I found myself attracted to men that my sexuality had changed as I was transitioning. But while Brandon was amazing to be with it’s Cass that’s caught my heart.

It’s actually really freeing to be me. I mean not just in the right body finally but just being honest with myself…my sexuality, all of it just seems to be coming together.

“Oh Cass…you so have the most amazing breasts for bubble bath…”

She laughs and it settles into a moan. “Tell me…tell me how to touch them Sam…do it to yours…ah…(inhale sound.)…c’mon honey…please…I’m so soapy and so achy.”

We go from there…here telling me what she’s doing to herself but it’s me there doing it to her…but the same is true on my end too…it sounds complicated, it sounds kinky and to me it is…we’re both on speaker phone at this point and the cries and the moans and the whole thing just ends up to me and Cass having this amazing in the bath phone sex that leaves me crying out.

“Cass!…Cass oh shit Cass!” As I press my mound into the palm of my hand and arch over and over again as I’m overwhelmed by the fantasy of my wife in our harness pressing into me…loving me.

I’m just peaking in my climax when I hear her hitting hers.

Then it’s just the sounds of our mutual breathing over the phone. I just hold the phone near my face.

“That…that was…amazing…”

Cass giggles. “Yes, yes it was…god I’ve never done that before.”

“You haven’t..?”

“No!”

“Well you’re certainly good at it.”

“Mmm…thank you baby.”

“You’re welcome Mommy.”

(Sniffle.) “God I love you Sam…”

“I Love You too…I really miss you….” I’m getting all lonesome for her now…sex is great but I really want to snuggle up with her right now.

“I miss you too Sam, I really wish this was done so I can come home.”

Part of me really just wants to tell her to do that to just come home and stuff. But at the same time I’m in the forces and she’s RCMP so we both know this part of the job. We hate this part of the job but it’s still there.

“Sam? You still there?”

“Yeah, just thinking a minute.”

“About?”

“Us, our jobs and the fact we’ll be doing this a lot.”

“Phone sex?” She says giggling.

“Yes!” I laugh too, I can’t help it it’s just the tone she said that in. More of that miracle that she is really because I’m instantly feeling a lot better.

“Good this was fun!”

“It was, but you know what I mean.”

“Yeah babe I do, we’ll get by it’s a heck of a lot easier now then it used to be.”

“I know but it doesn’t make our bed any warmer.”

“I know but you’ll have me hope for a lot longer shortly.”

“I can’t wait.”

“Me neither, you’re going to be an amazing mother Sam.”

“Hey that’s my line.”

“Nope, it’s the family line…two pretty amazing moms deeply in love.”

I’m smiling again, well more and I’ve got my legs pulled up to me in the tub and I’m cradling the phone.

“I really wish I could kiss you right now.”

“Me too.”

“Cass?”

“Yeah hon?”

“Close your eyes.”

“Okay….”

“Take your right hand and slide it to your ear…”

“Okay…”

“Use you thumb and forefinger…just feel, caress the outside edge…the ear lobe.”

Her breathing changes just a little. “Okay…”

“When you get to your earlobe let it go…but just let your thumb glide from there and slowly down your jaw line until it meets your forefinger at you chin.” I’m talking a bit softer deeper, trying to be sexy.

“…….uh…okay…”

“Use your knuckle first on your forefinger…gently…slowly Cass…feel it run over your lips…that’s me…that sweet soft nuzzling…”

“Mmm…hnn…” I can hear her panting…water moving….I know what her other hand is doing.

“Bottom lip…over…then up to the top lip…across them…then….slide to use the tip of your finger…again…down and over and around…”

“Mmm…hnn….okay….”

“Again…”

“…..okay….”

“Feel your lips…feel how sensitive they feel….that feeling as my lips are grazing over yours…”

“….Mmm…yes….”

“Is it good…”

“Mmm…yes…..”

“Cass…”

“Mmm…..”

“The tip of your finger…my lips… my tongue…touching, grazing…being so…..making things pulse…throb…aching nipples…tightening muscles…”

“…Yes…Mmm…ff…yes Sam….”

“Feel it?”

“Yes…Feel it?”

“Ghnn….yes….”

“Pull down your bottom lip….inhale as you get there…”

“SAM…..!!!…” Her cry is…I bite my lip and cross my legs as I get there too just not even touching myself…just everything….

“God I love Kissing You Cass…”

There’s a happy whimpery sound… “I love you soooo much…..”

“I Love You too.”

(Laugh-happy sniffle.) “I’m getting cool.”

“Me too.”

“Love You mommy.” There’s such warmth there in her voice.

“Love You too Mommy.” I do, I really am head over heels in love with her and it’s just getting more and more amazing.

“G’nite love.”

“Good night Beautiful, I’ll catch you in the morning.”

“Mmm…okay…” She sounds sleepy I smile and bite my lower lip as I end the call not really wanting too like some teenager.

I sigh and finish actually washing up and then head into our bedroom and I dig through the closet until I find one of her RCMP uniform shirts and slip into it and some soft panties and slide into her side of the bed.

I breathe deeply pulling her scent and letting it and my love for here twine around inside my brain and pull me into sleep.

I hate missing her…and because I’ve never had this before.

I love missing her too.