The doorbell rang and I knew Sal was here so I composed myself and made my way toward the door. I was not expecting Sandy, Rod, and Chuck to come at the same time. By Mom’s expression, neither was she. Mom called for Jenn and if four of them left immediately may be the visit could be salvaged.

Sandy was surprised to see Mom and me as Cami, but with little or no hesitation she told me, “Cami grab your purse and you and Sal can come with us.”

Sal asked where they were going, and as Jenn came into the room, Chuck said they were going to the eat and then the drive-in. Sal spoke up and said, “Cami and I would like to go somewhere where we can visit. I think we will just go out to eat instead.”

Jenn said, “I feel responsible for getting Cami into this and I don’t think I should go and leave my cousin Cami alone.”

Sandy hugged Jenn and told her, “I think your Mom has things under control and wants us to leave.” Sandy then gave my Mom a hug, but I don’t know if they spoke. Then Sandy came and gave me a hug, whispering, “Cami, if you’re in trouble let me know, Jenn and I will both stay. We really do owe you.”

“Sis, Mom is going to visit with Sal and me and then Sal and I plan to go eat.”

With that Sandy, Rod, Chuck, and Jenn left. Mom asked Sal and me to be seated. Sal turned to me, “Why did you call Jenn your Sis if you’re cousins?”

I wanted to just cover myself and make up a story, but Mom asked Sal to be seated. “I am sorry and I didn’t mean to hurt you. Jenn is my sister and I’m her brother. I was just to pretend to be a girl the first night.” Sal quickly got upset and neither Mom nor I were sure what Sal would do.

Mom spoke, “Sal you seem to be a good young man, but you told me you too have issues. I don’t excuse Cami, but I think she is trying to make it so you don’t get hurt any more than you already have.”

I said, “I’m sorry, but I didn’t expect as Cami I would feel as I did.”

“You mean you’re not gay nor that you knew others think I am? I went out with a guy in seventh through ninth grade as well as girls but for two years I have just been going out only with girls. But now I am not sure if I fell for a girl or a guy. And if others find out you’re a guy, it won’t matter because I’ll be branded as being gay.”

“Until I called this morning, I hated you terrible and I was tearing at myself not sure what I am because I thought I fell in love with a beautiful girl but I wasn’t sure.”

I started to cry and Sal came and took a hold of me and I cried on his shoulder. Mom said, “When Cami came through the door last night and instead of my son I saw Cami as this beautiful girl, I was upset with her as well. I quickly came to realize Cami in trying to help her sister became Cami. She seemingly from the first night started to become Cami; a girl who found she was falling in love with you.”

“Right now I am not sure if I am going to have a son or a daughter. She and I will take the responsibility to figure that out in the days ahead. But…” Mom started to say.

“But I feel bad, I deceived you, and I do like you, but not as a boy, I am sorry that I hurt you. I don’t want you to be hurt by your friends. If you wanted me to I would act like a girlfriend through tomorrow. I expect you will hate me and I probably deserve that,” I said.

“Are you saying as Cami you fell for me as a girl? How could you do that for me?” Sal asked.

“The attention of Jenn’s four beautiful friends; I was kind of living the fantasy of a princess and the feelings engulfed me. Two people at Summer school caught me after the first day with some makeup I missed. The more I denied things, things just snowballed. And all the other girls made me feel lucky to be going out with you. And when you first kissed me, Cami liked it.”

“My problem would not be pretending I like you, because I really did fall for you as Cami,” Sal said. “Why did you let me come onto you last night? I could have made love to you or gotten very angry and beaten the shit out of you.”

“Sandy warned me that I was playing with fire, but I couldn’t believe a guy could fall for me. Sandy and Jenn knew I was in denial of my feelings as Cami for you,” I confessed.

I could see thoughts were running in Sal’s mind. “So if we were going to catch up with those guys for the Drive-in, what would happen if I ended up kissing you?” Sal asked me. He also looked at my Mom.

I didn’t dare say anything, because Cami and all my girl feelings were resurfacing. We both looked to Mom. I knew, she in some ways was uncomfortable, but she saw the love of Sal for Cami and me mentally and emotionally as Cami.

Finally, I dared to speak up, “Sal, let me quickly redo my makeup and fix my hair. I think we could catch them before they head to the drive-in.” Mom came into my room as I fixed my makeup and hair. She brushed my hair and improved the style and added a barrette. When I was finished with my make-up she gave me a hug and wished me a good evening. “Cami, I’m not sure about this; please know you can back out or call me if you need too.”

“Mom, if I don’t the others will ask questions and Sal will be embarrassed. Does Cami look passable?”

“Truthfully Cami, you look as pretty as any of the other girls. Be careful, because Sal and the others will only see Cami.”

When we got into the car, I sat as a regular passenger until Sal patted the seat and asked me to scoot next to him. His right hand rubbed against my legs as he shifted gears. At the first red traffic light, Sal gave me a kiss. We drove down Route 66 to the dinner the group used before. It was a good distance but it was within three miles of the drive-in.

Jenn and Sandy were especially surprised yet pleased to see us. We got two malts and decided to make do with that, before the drive-in. I was amused, in the parking lot that several cars could have been painted by Roy. Sal’s car drew the attention of others and I was the hot babe showing it off.

I had wondered if Chuck, Rod or the other guys knew about me, but when Chuck slipped Sal a condom I was pretty sure they did not. I giggled in my head thinking the condom wasn’t needed’ but it did start me thinking. What if? What if, Sal was interested and came on to me?”

Once at the drive-in, the group met out in front of the cars before the movies started. There was neat chemistry between the groups and couples being together. I leaned back in Sal’s arms, thinking how much we looked like just another one of the couples. Sandy pulled my hand to go to the women’s room. I was glad, it was a lot cleaner than the men’s room.

Sandy wanted to know if I was okay; she was becoming my second big sister which I appreciated greatly. “He loves you like a girl, doesn’t he?” she asked. “And it’s Cami who loves him too, isn’t it?”

“Sandy, I don’t know why but I am kind of glad someone knows and understands. It feels so beautiful even if it shouldn’t.” Sandy gave me a hug as we went to find our guys. Sal had bought me a large drink though I asked for a small one.

If I get back to being a guy, I don't think to get a woman something bigger is being nicer. Sal pointed to the speaker on his side, “I need to get in on your side.” But as he did he pushed the back of my seat forward, hopped in the back, “quickly follow me” and I got in the back with him.

“But Sal, you know I’m…” he put a finger over my mouth, “Yes, we both knew, so if something happens, we both know.” We shared a drink as the previews started and we moved around to get comfortable.

Then just as the movie was starting my door opened and Jenn stuck her head in to speak to us.

“Jenn, what’s up...? Hurry you two get in and close the door,” I said. Jenn was half turned to me, inferring “What’s going on?” Chuck was in and I told him, “Kiss her so she quits talking and we can each enjoy ourselves.” The next few minutes we went through a rendition of “But… More…, But… More…, but … more,” and then “More…” and we were in agreement.

For Sal and me it was a long, enjoyable forty plus minutes of kissing and petting. It was all relatively new and quite enjoyable to me. But Sal was growing restless and wanted us to change positions. I held his jaw long enough to begin a warm kiss, with my hand moving down to his crotch, to begin to pull down his zipper. I couldn’t believe I was doing it. It was however what I wanted.

I couldn’t believe myself, but I was pulling him out and undid his belt and the top of his pants. I don’t remember when or how his shirt came off, but my lips and hands were gliding over his chest with joy. When Sal sought to talk, we were mutual in our kiss to stop his words. Then I would slide back down, the last time I nibbled on his nipple and chest hair. Finally, I felt like his hard shaft and throbbing head were pushing me back and giving me a new focus.

“Focus” that’s funny as though one can see clearly. I saw enough as my hand had a hold of his rod and my mouth was open breathing down on his him. My tongue went out and reached down; we were both warm if not hot, and my tongue and lips would make us both moist. It was as though I was playing with a large straw as I teasingly swallowed the head with my lips with a light sucking. Up and off, I looked up to his eyes as I went back down. I imagined what I should be doing like I had done it before.

Sal seemed long and thick; I didn’t know if the throbbing was in time with his heart or what? But it had a rhythm and was strong getting stronger. I didn’t know why I knew, but suddenly I knew he was ready to burst. I took a deep breath ready for him as he began to explode. I took him in and breathed through my nose. Trying to swallow as well as taste and feel the man I was in love with. As he relaxed and subsided, I sucked and licked him clean, proud of what we were finishing.

He lifted his butt and I scooted his underpants back up and his pants back together. We squirmed, moved and changed positions as he sat up and I sat leaning back. I heard and could tell, Jenn and Chuck were a bit behind us getting to their climaxing moments. I felt, ‘A brother should not be sharing this moment, a brother has not; this has been all Cami’s moment.’

Jenn was feeling a joy I felt in part, a time neither of us could share with our Mom. I leaned against the passenger side and Jenn was up leaning against the driver’s door as our eyes met. Both of us had a gentle smile that shared the moment. It probably shouldn’t have been but it was. Neither would discount the moment, I was glad of that.

As the movie ended Chuck and Jenn made their way out of the car. Sal and I were arm in arm and did not know what to say as the car cooled down. I made my way out of the back seat and Sal came out behind me, tucking in the last of his shirt. We again stood around the front of two cars. Some people were leaving after the first of a double feature. We talked and visited another fifteen minutes. We too decided to return to the diner and skip the second film. The girls filled in pieces of the first film so we would know enough of what we came to see.

This time as we came in the guys grabbed a couple of large tables while we girls made our way to the restroom. We took turns using the loo as well as the mirror, the latter for makeup and hair as well as to wash up. Chocolate chip mint ice cream seemed the way to go to top off the evening and to refresh one’s mouth and breath.

Sandy had announced a cookout to end the weekend as Sal and I left to get home. I had to keep Sal awake as we drove back and got to my house. We had been sitting for about five minutes, not sure what to do. It was another ten-minute ride to where the guys were staying. Mom came out and sized up the moment and went for a pillow and blanket for the couch. “You young lady go and get ready for bed and make sure you have a robe if you come back out to say goodnight.”

“You sir will sleep on the sofa and if your feet hit the floor or she sits on the cushions, both of you will be dead. Hopefully, you won’t even be thinking any such things.” We visited with Mom and she could tell we were both more boy and girl during the evening than anticipated.

“Cami, your Grandmother is expecting a call from you. She said she would be up until midnight.” It was 12:15, so I suggested it was too late. “Your Grandma knows about you Cami and would like to hear your voice and to visit just a little.”

I dialed and as she answered, I was a weepy little girl saying, “Grandma, its Cami calling.” Grandma had seen me twice the past few weeks thinking it was Jenn or someone she didn’t know, but feeling neither was quite right. Like Mom, she was not comfortable about me being Cami, but she and Grandpa wanted to see me for themselves. I was told we would be together the next evening.

I was back out to the living room and Mom gave me the same rules she laid down to Sal. I asked, “Is it alright if I scoot on the floor next to him and we talk about fifteen minutes?”

“You and Sal did a little more than just go to the drive-in!” Mom said. I looked at Sal, “How dare you tell my Mom! We agreed not to.”

“He didn’t you just did. I was fishing, and you took the bait,” Mom said. “I thought you weren’t going to do anything. So tell me what happened.”

“Mom, I can’t, please don’t try to make me,” I said.

“Just make sure you share with Karen when you see her,” Mom said. “Will you agree to do that?”

“Yes, Mom I will share with Dr. Davenport...

To be continued…