Lindsey looks at herself in the full-length mirror mounted on her closet door. She was wearing a dress to school to cover up the fact she had a diaper on, instead of panties. All her pants and blue jeans showed or puffed out, showing she was wearing one. She felt embarrassed and humiliated that she had to wear it.
She tried a poise pad, to see if it would be possible to wear it. But it turned out that when her bladder went, she filled up the pad beyond its capability. They were meant strictly for light leaks. So, that left her the choice of depends or baby diapers. The smallest depends had, were too big for her small slim body.
She wipes the tears leaking from her eyes. She looks at her left leg which was still bandaged. The stitches she had wouldn’t be coming out for another few weeks. Her mother rewrapped her left leg last night. She grabs the cane she had been given as a get-well gift by her music instructor. It was like the walking stick flute from Kill Bill and was Native American made.
She grabs her backpack, purse, and saxophone. Ian’s mom was taking her to school today. Lindsey grabs a juice can from the refrigerator and walks out on to her front porch and wait.
She glances towards the driveway, which was empty. Greg had left early in the morning and her mother had just left a little while ago. She spots Ian’s mother car pull into the driveway.
“Morning Lindsey are you ready for your first day back to school?” Mrs. Smith knew how much Lindsey liked school.
Lindsey looks at Mrs. Smith as she gets into the back seat “I think so.”
“Don’t worry Lindsey. A member of the band will always be with you. Even some of the students from the school band have volunteered to be by your side.” Ian had been told by some of the band members that they would help in helping Lindsey.
The ride to school was uneventful. Lindsey just watched as the different farms, homes, and businesses past by as Mrs. Smith took her and Ian to school. The thing she was worried about, was someone finding out she was wearing a diaper. That was her biggest worried.
“Alright, you kids have a good day.” Mrs. Smith watches as Ian and Lindsey gets out of the car.
“We will Mrs. Smith.” Lindsey carefully slides out of the car.
Ian comes around to take Lindsey’s saxophone. He could see she was moving slowly, because of her left leg. He notices her walking cane
“that is an interesting cane.”
Lindsey looks down at her cane “Mr. Simmons gave it to me. He said if I get bored, I can play my cane.”
“Well, I have to say, it is an interesting walking cane.” A smile appears on Ian’s face as they walk inside.
As she is heading towards her first bell class, several students come up and welcome her back to school. Lindsey was surprised at how many students had been concerned about her. She finally makes it to class.
Mrs. White looks up when Lindsey comes walking into the classroom. She wasn’t expecting Lindsey to be back so soon. She had made up all the work she missed last week.
“Welcome back, Lindsey. Why don’t you sit up here in front of me today?” Mrs. White figures it would help Lindsey’s leg.
“Thank you, Mrs. White.” Lindsey sits down at the desk in front of Mrs. White’s desk.
Her first bell class goes by, without any problems. When it is done, she is met by Jamie and his girlfriend. She knew Jamie and his girlfriend had come up to the hospital and visited her.
“Hey Linzi, its good to see you back on your feet.” Jamie takes Lindsey’s books for her.
“You didn’t need to do that.”
“I know, but I figure it would be easier on you.” Jamie follows Lindsey to her next class. His girlfriend stays next to him and Lindsey.
At the end of each class, a band member from Dusty Gaskets or from the school band meets Lindsey and helps her with her school books. One student tapped her from behind and caused her to jump some. She hurt her leg and wet the diaper she was wearing.
“Guys do you mind if we could go by a bathroom.” Lindsey dislikes the fact she was wearing a wet diaper.
“No problem Lindsey.” Kaja was escorting Lindsey.
“Thanks.” They stop at the girl’s bathroom.
Lindsey goes into the handicap stall and takes out a fresh diaper and the wet napkins. She quickly changes the diaper she has on to a fresh
one. How she is going to get the dirty one pass, Kaja.
“Is everything okay, Lindsey?” Kaja was touching up her make-up.
“Yes, I’m coming out now.” Lindsey walks out of the stall and notices Kaja wasn’t watching her. So, she manages to drop the ball up diaper in
the trash without any problems. She steps up and washes her hands and check her make-up.
“Well, let's get you to class.” Kaja escorts Lindsey to class.
Lindsey follows Kaja towards her next bell class and as they are walking down the hallway. One of the school perverts that like taking pictures of up shots of girls wearing dresses and skirts. He manages to take an upskirt shot of Lindsey. He and his friends stop and look at the photo. He looks towards Lindsey and back at the picture he just took.
“Do you need your baby bottle, Lindsey?” Alex couldn’t believe one of the popular girls in school was wearing a diaper.
Lindsey stops and turns to face Alex. She was wondering how he knew she was wearing a diaper. She looks at him and his friends “I have no idea on what you are talking about.”
“Oh, you don’t know anything about wearing a baby diaper?” A smirk appears on his face.
“What are you talking about, Alex?” Kaja was curious. She saw that Lindsey’s cheeks were turning red.
Lindsey saw him glancing at his cellphone. She raises her cane and smacks the phone out of his hands. ‘
“That was my phone.” Alex goes to grab it but is stopped by another student.
Kaja walks over and picks the phone up and saw a picture of an upskirt picture of Lindsey’s dress. She looks at Alex “you pervert. You should be ashamed of yourself.”
“What did he do, Kaja?” The student that had grab Alex was curious. He knew Kaja, from his gym class.
“He took an upskirt of Lindsey.” Kaja saw what Lindsey was wearing under her dress and was going to ask her later about it.
Scott looks at Alex “you took an upskirt shot of Lindsey? Don’t you have any respect for girls?”
“Hey, its all in fun. You get to see what nasty or sexy some of the girls are. Plus, there’s no law that says you can’t do it.” Alex was trying to
escape from Scott’s grip on him.
“We’ll see about that.” Kaja flags down one of the security people.
Howard was watching the students as they moved about. This high school very rarely had any troublemakers. As he stood and watched, he saw Kaja wave him over towards her and four other students. He walks over towards them and noticed that one student had another by the neck.
“What’s going on over here?” He looks at all the students. He saw Lindsey holding a cellphone.
“This creepy took an upskirt picture of Lindsey.” She points towards Alex.
Howard looks towards Alex and the boy holding him by the neck. He looks at Alex “haven’t you been warned before about that?”
Alex looks at Howard “I don’t recall sir.”
“Show me the pictures.” Howard turns around and looks at Kaja.
Lindsey hands the phone to Kaja, so she could hand it to Howard. She watches as Howard looks through the picture gallery and saw several other female students Alex had taken pictures of. Lindsey didn’t say anything, she just watched him.
Howard saw the one of Lindsey and saw she was wearing a diaper. He swipes through some more of the pictures and notices Alex has been busy. He had taken pictures of several other girls.
“I think we need to talk to your parents.” Howard takes Alex by the hand and leads him away.
Kaja escorts Lindsey to her next class. She stops Lindsey before she enters the girl’s locker room.
“Look, Lindsey, if you don’t want to talk about it, I understand. But I think the others need to know.” Kaja was concerned about Lindsey.
“I’ll tell everyone at lunch. It’s rather embarrassing and I don’t feel comfortable about it.” Lindsey heads into the locker room.
She didn’t have to wear her gym suit, because of her leg and her gender change. She walks through the locker room and out to the gym. Her instructor already had her doctor’s note excusing her. She takes a seat on the bleachers and works on some schoolwork.
“Hey lazy, watch you doing?” Tessa comes over to check on Lindsey.
Lindsey looks up “just some schoolwork. I’m excused from any physical activity till my leg heals and my groin area heals.”
“So, if you don’t mind me asking. Did they make you a fully functional girl?” Tessa couldn’t wait till she had her operation.
“Only partially. They said I couldn’t get a vagina, till I turn sixteen. Something about my body still developing and that they wanted to wait.”
Lindsey couldn’t believe that she had to wait till she was sixteen.
“That sucks. When class ends, wait for me. I’m supposed to walk with you to the lunchroom.” Tessa was asked by Jamie to watch over Lindsey.
“Okay.” Lindsey smiles as she watches Tessa run back to join their class.
At lunchtime, she joins everyone at their table. She brought her lunch, instead of going through the line. She waits for the others to show up, before eating her lunch.
Once everyone sits down at the table. She looks at them “guys, I have to tell you something. Because of the damage done to my bladder and the reworking of my plumbing. I was given several choices. I need to wear a diaper till my bladder muscles are working as they use too. Also, I freak out when I’m stress or surprised. So, if you see me freaked out, that’s why.”
All of them look at Lindsey and could tell she was embarrassed about what she just admitted to them. She hated the fact she couldn’t wear a Poise pad or depends.
“So, you're saying that was your only option?” Ian was looking at Lindsey.
“No, the option I had available was wearing a catheter and a drainage bag. I didn’t want to do that, so I choose the baby diaper. Depends
doesn’t make any my size and the pads only hold a small amount. The rest would soak through to my pants and underwear.” Lindsey's cheeks were feeling warm.
“Don’t worry Lindsey, your secret is safe with us. Are you going to be able to perform in a few weeks, because we have several gigs?” Jamie had been informed by Terry they had several gigs lined up.
“I think so. If nothing else, I’ll just have to sit at my synthesizer and play.” Lindsey could hind behind Tessa and her instruments.
“Don’t forget, you and Kaja are also judging the battle of the bands as well.” Jamie thought he should remind Lindsey.
“True.”
The group finishes their lunch and Tessa walks Lindsey to her next class.
Comments
Alix will be either
Suspended or expelled and charged braughtvfor invasion of privacy and distribution of and position of child pornorgraphy on his phone plus sued by several girls. As for Lindsay it will take time for her bladder to get stronger but it will in due time if she keeps up with her excercises. She is a strong willed girl & will make it through this with the help of her councilor, friends/bandmates & her family.
Love Samantha Renée Heart.
They do make undergarments that would work
I'm stuck with depends and a Foley cathadar myself. And yes they are no fun.
Sizing is the problem
She is so little she drops right out of the lowest sizes made for adults. Really, the size range for adult diapers is horrid. I have to wear a size small depends due to BCI and they are kind of a loose fit. And I'm nowhere near as small as she is.
"Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.”
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"Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away.”
George Carlin
Someone needs new clothes
Alex's butt is in the wringer for taking those upskirt photos. Suspension, or expulsion, won't damper his efforts the next time.
No, what might cure him of the habit, and keep him in school, is a change of wardrobe to nothing but dresses with all the necessary under things.
Because he's done this before, and been caught before, then expulsion is on the table. So to avoid expulsion he must wear only dresses, and correct underwear, the rest of the year. And if he refuses then the police are to be brought in and charges levied against him.
Others have feelings too.