Jess Stone had breasts. He had been like this his entire teen life not quite fitting in anywhere that he had lived and at the same time he hadn’t really had the chance to. His folks moved around a lot with his dad being a hydrological engineer but they were slightly afraid of what might happen to Jess if he attended school. Some people just didn’t get it or wanted too. Jess was now attending a new school when he decided to change things...

Only it was everyone else that was getting changed!

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*Johnny…………

It was really an amazing date and she was still just sort of floating. Yes Danny was a friend and it’s nice to go out with friends but it was really way more than she had really ever thought that she could hope and dream for to get to go out and have a real date.

Girls like her rarely ever got to have real dates, not unless they passed really well and they were really into transition. The few lucky ones that looked really passable got to date sometimes in school but those were really rare times because out of all the TG people that you hear about in blogs or on the news getting to have prom or stuff like that there’s a thousand sad hurt and lonely stories.

Last night even was a hairs breadth from being torpedoed from a bunch of hater girls that thought that she shouldn’t be allowed to date or be in public much less using the ladies room.

She stood her ground but inside…

Inside standing her ground had hurt like standing up on broken glass.

If the world was fair she would be seen just as real and valid as those other girls. Hell if the world was fair she’d been born a girl instead of having to look in the mirror and see things that just are supposed to be.

Gender disphoria hurts.

It’s as painful and as crushing as depression can be and it’s a whole lot less accepted.

But then there was Danny last night and even when the good date had turned to crap it had become so much better. Shortest guy she knew and yet he was just so good and he was so strong for her and not in that grr Tarzan way but he took her and he’d held her and taken her to a place that he liked and where it was kind of romantic and he wasn’t afraid of it being that way.

Milkshakes and red velvet cake and the juke box and this amazing sweet song that made her girl heart ache and sniffle and cling to him tightly through the dancing in front of the juke box.

She looked for it and had *All have to do is Dream…* on her phone now to listen to.

She couldn’t hold it in after she got home…even after talking to her parents about it and laughing and even hugging her self and a pillow on her bed because this was…well it was actually huge.

Danny even if he was her friend he’d take HER on her first real date she’d ever been on in her life. And it was so a real date…he treated it like a real date and she did like him…there might actually be something there beyond friendship even…he knew, he already knew and it was so perfect.

It was that perfect she ended up conference calling Lindsey and Honey and talking for hours and hours about everything. She knew she’d repeated herself and that Lindsey was okay with most of it to a point but at the same time she was kind of not into the whole girl talk.

She and Honey though had talked and giggled over all these little details and stuff Lindsey was more interested in who the hater girls were and what had happen there at the theatre and she was bored to groaning over the girly bits and when the conversation had turned from what she’d been wearing to what they’d be wearing tomorrow.

That’s where Lindsey admitted. “I’m completely lost on the whole clothes and wardrobe stuff. I mean it’s mostly thrift store stuff and hand me downs and pass me sideways stuff anyhow.”

Johnny was actually a bit excited really vintage clothes rocked and she had made Lindsey take out her clothes and show them to them on video chat. Lindsey looked a little tortured by the whole thing but at the same time once Honey and she had seen what Lindsey had and what would work she paired up a few things so as to give Lindsey a different look.

Which they were going to finish in the girls bathroom.

They were heading there when Jessie slid beside her. “We should keep an eye out today.”

She nodded. “Yeah those girls at the theatre go to school here I’m already expecting to get searched for my spray.”

“You bring it?”

“No, I knew they might do this so nothing with me sprays today.”

“Good idea but just keep an eye out and a camera ready for the Muslim girl we passed coming in.”

“I must have missed her, okay…I will.”

“I get the feeling she tries to be overlooked but that’s not going to fly here with here wearing her hijab.”

“Hijab?”

“Headscarf.”

“Oh okay…this might get bad?”

“It really might.”

“Okay… be safe.”

“You too be aware.”

They hugged and she went with Lindsey and honey into the bathroom where they got Lindsey redressed for the day. Tall thin blonde and skinny they went with a bra but one with gel inserts to help out a little making Lindsey blush fiercely until she stared in the mirror.

“Holy cheese I have boobs!”

“Yes you’ve got great little boobs.”

“Little’s the key word. I swear part of me has always thought that if my breasts were bigger I’d actually feel more girly…even this doesn’t make me really feel girl just more like…less slubby…less dishwater?”

“You’re not slubby and you’re not dishwater you’re slender and long legged and really hot.”

“I’m not hot. I’m…I don’t know.”

Honey looked at Lindsey. “Actually you look like a teenaged long haired version of Tilda Swinton.”

“Tilda who?”

“The actress that played Jadis.”

“Who?”

Johnny snerked. “The white witch from the Narnia movies.”

“Oh great I look like a villain?” Lindsey rolled her eyes as she slid into the bellbottom jeans she had brought with her and took the women’s red Nike racer back shirt that Johnny had brought. “You sure that I can wear this?”

“Uhm…yeah…duh we’re girlfriends we share clothes and stuff.”

“Oh okay but why does this never work with my sisters?”

Johnny looked Lindsey over and sat up on the counter and pulled her in and around and started to braid her long blonde hair. “That’s because you mom and sisters see you as a girly girl like them and they don’t know how to be anything but who they are.”

“So why are you so good at this then?” She was trying to pull down the hem of the shirt futilely.

“Because I know I’m a girl but for awhile I really had no clue as to what kind of girl that I was so I experimented with stuff until I found the me that’s just me. Linds…it’s supposed to show some belly button.”

“God…really I have to be one of those girls?” Lindsey complained looking down towards her navel.

Honey looked at her. “Seriously you don’t look like one of those girls, and you’re skinny you have a nice flat sexy tummy so show it off because half of “Those girls” are lazy and stuff and are sporting a muffin top.”

Johnny grinned and leaned over. “Just the shoes and we’re done.”

“Shoes?”

“You’re a sort of geekette right?”

“Sort of…yeah…why?”

“Red top and blue jeans what would go better than…” Johnny paused for effect.

Lindsey looked at her lost. “I have no clue.”

Johnny pulled out an old pair of canvas running shoes with a very tell tale theme decorating them. “Ta-daaa…”

“Spiderman sneakers?”

“Yep it’ll work really.”

“Really…? Are you sure?”

“Yeah it’ll be girly geek cute chic and it’ll say that as hot as you look you’re still a geekette and therefore not one of the vapid crowd in crowd.”

“I don’t look hot.”

Johnny turned her around so she could see herself in the mirror. Long blonde hair pulled back into a long single braid, red racer back lycra Nike shirt that showed off her shoulders and her navel and worked really well with the enhanced bust she was sporting and the hippy now more sort of vintage hipsterette bell bottom jeans sort of took the jockette feel out of the look and she had to admit they sort of played really well in this geekette sort of way with the sneakers Johnny had in her hands.

“Okay…okay just no make up its just eww.”

“Okay, sure baby steps, baby steps but a bit of perfume.”

“Perfume I don’t want to smell like one of those skanks.”

“Nope, no way…would you just trust me?”

“Okay but I want to smell them first.”

She held up a pair small sprizters of perfume then sprayed some of each on some paper towel. She passed it to Lindsey.

“What are those? This isn’t bad?”

“This one is orange flower water and this one is essence of vanilla.” Johnny grinned. “My own inventions actually.”

“Really?”

“Yes…I’m good at chemistry and interested in cosmetics and scents.”

Honey smelled it too. “Okay I like this no one else in school has this smell.”

Lindsey took them and looked them over. “Vanilla-orange creamcicle…okay where do I spritz and how much.”

*Kenyon…………

He couldn’t believe he had just said what he had said to everyone and it was the fact they all sort of took it in good cheer and went with the joke and Lindsey being really cook about it took a whole lot of the OMF out of a very major OMF moment.

He waited with the others a few minutes as Jessie had a confab with Johnny as she and the girls headed into the girls bathroom and Jessie just went in there too like he had every right to in the world.

Okay well maybe he had two major rights for that.

He sort of leaned against the wall and was going to put his hands in his pockets and sort of lounge slub and Danny took his hand?

“Daniel…what are you doing?”

“Are you like out out?”

“Yeah I think that I am….it’s not like people didn’t here me say that just back there and it’s likely already going around.”

“Okay then well Sam had a great idea.”

Kenyon looked over to Sam who was finger spelling pretty fast with Donnie and Nick was trying to keep up and so was Brian. “Okay…so what’s this great idea?”

“Well when one of our friends comes out we start a little coming out tradition.”

“Okay…” Dan holding his hand was getting looks and whispers down the hall of course Daniel being Daniel seemed immune to the thoughts of the masses and looked up at him in this almost exaggerated sweet way.

Then he stood up on his tip toes and gave Kenyon a light sweet kiss on the lips.

“Happy gay day.”

He blinked totally gobsmacked and he stared at Daniel until he heard another pointed cough in front of him and Donnie did the same and gave him a light sweet kiss.

Then Sam…and then Nick who tried to stutter out happy gay day too but was blushing so hard his head might explode and then Brian…Brian the jock and everyone was watching and a whole bunch more had come to see these geeks, these boys kissing…actually kissing this one boy.

And there in front of everyone Brian actually kissed him on the lips…and even touched his sides with his hands…it was instant wood. Brian smiled at him and tilted his head and said loud enough that some people would over hear.

“Huh…two guys kissed and look the world didn’t come to an end…Happy gay day Kenyon.”

“Uh-huh…oh wow…are you gay?”

“Sorry but no, still you’re a great kiss though.”

Kenyon blushed and looked down and there was a lot of whispers going on and he thought he seen some faculty heading their way and the girls were out of the ladies room and he looked up and Jessie was there and he smiled that sweet sexy smile of his and Jessie leaned over and kissed him too.

It was a little longer.

It was a lot closer.

There was straining bulge grinding against straining bulge and Kenyon was sure that sometime was close to popping in his pants painfully.

Jessie broke the kiss. “Happy gay day I guess.”

“Uhm…thanks…”

“Well seeing as we’re sort of treating it like a birthday what would you like as a present?”

Kenyon stared at Jessie a dozen and a half things going through his mind and three quarters of them sexual and dirty and making the whole situation in his pants a whole lot worse.

He swallowed the fear down and took some strength from his friends actually having his back the way that they did.

“A Date.”

“Okay.”

“Okay?”

“Yes, really okay.”

“Saturday?”

“Saturday night’s better.”

“Okay…” He blushed he seriously blushed and he dipped his head and he really had no idea what to do next.

That’s was about the same time that the faculty member came over to “see” what was going on. They were wearing a hall duty sash and looked not too pleased with wearing it.

He had a frown on but with no one making out any more he just gave them all this pissy look and turned and walked away.

Jessie grinned. “Must be waaaay too early for him to be doing this kind of thing before his second cup of coffee.”

There were general nods of agreement and they went together for their second cups of coffee in the cafeteria before the bells went off for morning classes.

*Jessie............

He’d really never intended to go as far as he just did with Kenyon but with things in life sometimes things just happen even when you’re the one making them happen.

He really, really tried to keep an open mind when it came to his sexuality because of his condition. He was pretty sure as much as the way that he was just sort of drove some of the red necks up the wall with him being different like he was there would be some that might just be the opposite.

Hate nearly killed him with this.

But all that hate had taught him life was way too short sometimes and it could end pretty easy.

So when he cane out of the doorway to the girls bathroom and saw the guys all kissing Kenyon in this gay day sort of welcoming we accept you solidarity thing he waited until he had a better moment and when he had stepped up to Kenyon there was more than a little bit of the other morning in the car there.

And the kiss was longer.

And the kiss was hotter.

And there was that whole thing where they crotch touched and he felt Kenyon aroused and straining against his pants but that straining was pressing into his own arousal and it actually felt good. Not freaky, not something that felt even close to him needing space or panicking it was…

It was actually hot…and steamy and it made his nipples tighten and swell and get harder than he had ever felt them outside of when he directly was well…yes, that.

So…hard and delicious feeling and awake…clothed, and there with other people having one person do all this…saying yes was actually pretty easy to do.

Jessie wondered as they walked. Does dating a boy go differently when you’re a boy? And what’s the rules? He was asked out so is he the?

Datee?

He wasn’t a fan of the whole idea of someone being top or bottom because people change from day to day and Jess also wasn’t fond of the whole who’s the girl thing straight people tend to ask gay and lesbian people. He was a fan of the analogy of that being like asking someone which chopstick they were.

He looked at everyone as they got coffees or something else. “Dad’s having me working most of Saturday morning and stuff on the backyard everyone but he said it’d be cool if everyone came over though he’d fire up the grill and we could have a get together and a barbeque?”

They all looked at each other Johnny grinned. “You guys got a pool?”

“Nope but a big back yard and it’ll be fenced it one well, once we build the fence.”

There was some laughs and everyone said that they’d come. Honey even asked if it would be okay if her mom came over too.

“Actually sure, I’ll talk to the folks and we’ll have maybe a big multi-family get together since we’re all friends anyhow plus my folks will be more than happy to make some friends and meet people too outside of work.”

Donnie said. “Y’know not a bad idea considering all the brouha that’s going on with stuff here and the school board meeting.”

Nick tapped stuff out on his phone for the voice app. “The meeting will be Monday night down at the district hall.”

Jessie looked at him. “Good to know they didn’t post that on the school webpage.”

Nick actually smiled a little bit, it was shy but it was a smile. “No, they didn’t and they won’t and they’d moved it too.”

“Moved it?” Jessie raised his eyebrows.

“They used to have it here in the auditorium of the school.”

Jessie frowned. “Well, that was decidedly sneaky who did that the admin here or the school board.”

Nick tapped out. “I think it was both.”

Jessie nodded and paid for his coffee and took a drink. “We better tell people, my folks will want to go and I want to go too but we should wait until the school day’s out before going viral with this.”

The other’s looked at him and Daniel nodded. “Right because if they’re still here and working and find out during business hours for both of them then they’ll change it and reschedule it all over again.”

Jessie grinned. “Right, we want them to not be able to change that at the last minute.”

They started to head off to their classes in groups…Jessie made sure that they all had a couple of people with each other from the gaming kids and them to even Donnie’s skate friends and a few of the LGBT kids who had come up to Kenyon and had him blushing all over again as a few of them kissed him and told him “happy gay day.” And promptly said they were all stealing that and that they all were really brave for standing up like that with Kenyon.

Jessie smiled at all of that. “It just seemed the right thing to do at the right time I guess, besides it’s not a bad thing really to shake up some of the haters.”

He gestured towards some of the hater kids and there was a mix of the jock-holes and the rednecks and the churchy hater crowd all talking or rather almost protesting at the few faculty members that were in the cafeteria and pitching a fix about them… “having the right not to be subjected to the sick perversion at school.” They were very brazenly pointing at Jessie and Johnny and Danny and Kenyon.

Lindsey got that “Lindsey” look on her face and took her phone out and walked up pretty close to the churchy hate group kids. One of the teachers gave her this look. “Put the phone away no more recording stuff in school. You’re violating the privacy laws protecting the students.”

“I’ll do that when you do something about these jerks.”

“What do you mean…and I don’t like your tone.”

“I don’t like the fact I heard then use the word faggot with you a half dozen times and nothing happened so how about you worry less about me being mad over something damned offensive and do something about it.”

The woman looked a little more than pissed off at what Lindsey was saying and she started to say. “Look here you little tram….”

Jessie did this Yoo-hoo whistle to the teacher and she looked up and the entire group had their camera phones out.

Danny grinned and imitated Emilio Estvavez from the movie Young Guns. “Smile, I’ll make you famous.”

She turned several colors and she turned on her heel and headed off and another faculty member was coming over and this one didn’t seem in favor by the churchy kids who looked to see who was coming and left grumbling and shooting them more dirty looks.

Some even pointed and didn’t seem to care they were on camera. “You’re going to get yours faggots.” Another one added. “God’s going to make sure you burn.” And there were others muttering fags, dykes, fucking queers as the left.

Jessie grinned at everyone. “Well there’s a good way to start the weekend.”

The group nodded and laughed and snickered some with that but all of them shook hands or hugged as the bell rand and headed off it groups more than aware that there were people that were going to start something at some time with someone.

Jessie told all of them…every one there. “Be safe, be aware.”

He looked over as he was leaving and the alpha kids were in their own huddled group talking closely amongst themselves and sharing out several hate filled scornful looks mostly aimed at him and at Lindsey and at Brian.

It might just be a rough ride today to get to the weekend.