She has arrived safely in Seattle Washington as is visiting Princess Chelsea. I know that we want to sent her a Private Message, but please remember that she had to get up very early to board the plane and deal with the Time Zone shift. Washington is some three hours behind her home state's Time Zone.

I want to thank the authors that have given me permission to do a P.O.V. on their stories and characters. I promise everybody that I will only do a P.O.V. on those that I have permission to do.

As you can see from my P.O.V., I have done my best to keep it within the basic story and try to sound like the character. I want to thank everybody for their comment both for and against.

1. Wake UP! Decide that you will have a good day today. A positive attitude can brighten your day.

2. Dress UP! The best way to dress up is to wear a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

3. Shut UP! Say only nice things and learn to listen to what others have to say. We have two ears and one mouth, so let's do twice as much listening as we do talking.

Well, i just got back in from Dr. De Witt. It will be awhile before the operation. I am the one to blame too. I have a history of mental illness. I use to go to the East Side Mental Health Center. It was in walking distance. I was going because a college counselor advised me to seek treatment.

I am a confirmed cross dresser. It took reading stories here and finding friends that are cross dressers for me to finally admit this truth about myself.
I find that many authors truly amaze me when I find out something new about them. When I do, I celebrate finding out that new facet about them.

I have yet another doctor's appointment this coming Thursday. It is so I can have an M.R.I. done on my stomach and lower left leg. I weigh some 352.5 pounds, am 5feet 4 inches tall.

Today, I faced the fact that I am not alone. John Smith, a fellow Church member. He volunteered to come do my yard work on Sunday, he showed up today.
He handed me the extension cord for his weed eater. I dutifully plugged it in,silently laughing because my brother Randy decided to play hooky from work today.
Randy complained because he thought he was being humiliated.
HELL! I am the one to feel humiliated!!!
If that Jackass had gone to work, he would not have been seen on the couch, sleeping.[he had a sheet covering him, so no porn in this blog.]

A few weeks ago, Steven Miller[student pastor] asked me to do the Scripture Reading in the Traditional Service.
I said I would. I thought, "Why not?" I have been apart of the service before.
Boy, was I ever scared. Then the girl to be the Acolyte [ Haliegh ] was running late.
I had been helping them to get ready by telling them when it was time to get in the robes.
Well, Jerri,[the lady in charge of the acolytes] was ready to let me help out.
Now, I had had no training, I was going at it "cold turkey." Was I ever frightened!!!!

I went to see the doctor. The appointment was at 1:00 P.M. We get in there only to find out that he refuses to operate!!!
Reason; I had Gastric Bypass. He does not do that procedure. I have to go to a doctor that does both Hernias AND Gastric Bypass. Talk about wasted time!!!
Now I have to call my doctor for yet ANOTHER referral!! Can you believe it????! Has anything like this happened to you guys???

I found out from Sephrena that I was about to be banned. She contacted me and we talked about the Big Closet family. She told me about the unwritten rules that applied to posting stories as well the nature of the many members here. She told me how many members are outcasts in society and the many problems faced by the family.

I was shocked to find out how many here are mistreated by society. My family, I hereby vow to uphold the ideas of the family. To those I have wronged, I ask foregiveness to those who are my friends, patience for when I mess up.

stanman

I have a new story that I want to post, but I need help in editing. Any help is appreciated