Well, i just got back in from Dr. De Witt. It will be awhile before the operation. I am the one to blame too. I have a history of mental illness. I use to go to the East Side Mental Health Center. It was in walking distance. I was going because a college counselor advised me to seek treatment.

I was having issues with my sexuality when I was younger. I could not figure out if I was gay, bi-sexual, straight, or a cross-dresser. The counselor I was seing helped me to identify my sexual identity.

I found out that I simply like to wear a dress at times. When I do, I relieve myself and then become my normal self for awhile. Now, because i have these over-sized shirts and shorts, I can let my girly-self out and not worry about being outed to others. I look like a fat guy in a shirt.

Well, now i have to go to see if I can handle the post-op pain of the operation to repair my hernia. I have an appointment this Monday to see Dr> Moorehead. She will help me by prescribing my much needed medicine and referals

Please pray that everything turns out alright. I love the Big Closet Family.