Being about 5 or 6 I was mesmerized by my mother’s black patent purses and her lipsticks also my sister’s black patent Mary Janes, any chance I had I would go into her closet and reacquaint myself with those beautiful patent little girl shoes.

I would pick them up to get a closer look feeling the shiny smooth patent leather and playing with the buckle just in amazement of how pretty they were, if time allowed I would take them back to my bedroom to wear them.

This was pure heaven having those beauties on my feet and walking around my room, I felt like I was on cloud nine just looking at them and hearing that clicking that they made, not knowing at that time or having a clue it was making me turned on giving me that feeling that I just could not understand but it felt so wonderful I just couldn’t let it go that must have feeling.

This was the start of sissygirl that lasted 8 years with the help and encouragement of my loving mother, she was awesome in my journey.