My nephew was 4 and I was 7 it’s been about 2 years now since mom and I started down my girlhood journey, I know I’m jumping ahead a little but I’ll get back to the beginning after this little side adventure.

Mom loved me and my girlhood telling me years later she did it for me seeing how I loved girl things and my girl feelings she wanted to help me also admitting she enjoyed it too, even loved having two daughters at home, I think my sister being a jock and not really being very girly had mom really enjoying my feminine side but anyway.

Mom was always aware of how shy I was in my girl mode making sure my sister was gone doing her thing while I was dressed up around the house, I’m sure my sister knew something but didn’t care or more than likely didn’t want to participate in anyway which was just fine I guess, sis would give me that half smile every now and then just to let me know.

At this time in girl mode I was running around in my Mary Janes girly panties
and a hand me down dress from sis, mom did my makeup usually just lipstick and nail polish and of course my pigtails which mom just loved.

As I mentioned earlier when I’am all dressed up I feel and act like a girl it just comes out I can’t help it even if I wanted too of course I would never want too, I would usually carry my doll I loved my doll or mom would have me carry my purse too sometimes both.

At this point I thought the only ones that knew about sissy ( that’s me, I love that name ) was mom and sis but I soon learned that mom’s sister my auntie was aware of sissy, I think mom just needed someone else who she could trust and since they were close it wasn’t hard to confide in her about sissy, later in life mom told me that auntie was very intrigued about sissy always wanting to hear about her and wanted very much to meet her too, up until that time when around auntie and my nephew I was in boy mode and nothing was ever mentioned.

Mom was very good about protecting me from uncomfortable situations while I was sissy but every once in a while she would just push out a little on my comfort zone, a few times she took me to the grocery store wearing my Mary Janes and sometimes with pigtails and lite pink lipstick in my boy clothes, I was mortified as you could imagine but mom always reassured me, I guess I passed as a tomboy being very young I could pull it off but this time was a big jump for me and mom.

Mom informed me that auntie and my nephew were coming over this weekend and auntie wanted to meet sissy, I believe I had a little panic attack mom could see it in my eyes, sweetie it’s going to be alright auntie already knows and has from the beginning and your nephew being only 4 he won’t even care, he’ll just think your a girl staying with me.

To be continued…