Most of mom’s girl talk with me was when she was tucking me into bed and also a good time to introducing me to other girly things too.

Mom started out being somewhat curious about my interests of girly things and it grew from there, seeing what else I liked and seeing how far she could take it, I think at that point she was really enjoying it.

I always had that girl gene deep inside me and mom pushing me towards girlhood it was more than not a little emotional and embarrassing to say the least but I survived and of course I loved it too.

The next morning after mom had giving me one of her purses last night and I was heading into the kitchen to see what’s for breakfast mom said, morning sweetie did you have a good night with a warm smile that made me feel good inside followed up by her saying, for now sweetie I want you to keep your purse in your bedroom and when your not playing with it put it in the closet I don’t want your sister seeing it for now.

It always catches me off guard when mom says things of that nature and I just nod my head not really knowing what to say.

Of course there was this one time I knew exactly what to say and I just blurted it out, me the quiet shy little boy but at that moment it was my inner girl saying it.

When mom gave me my first purse maybe a week or two after she came into my room to tuck me in again having something behind her back and wearing her naughty little smile, it was a smile that said I have something girly for you but in a warm and loving way that she was really enjoying it too.

She pulled it out from her back saying, look sweetie it’s something for you to sleep in, it was a nylon slip beautiful black with pretty lace on the top and bottom, mom had me get out of bed take off my pj’s and slipped it over my head and down my little boy body, it felt wonderful instantly I was in love with it feeling like a girl and at that moment I blurted out I want a doll, I just couldn’t help myself from saying that, before I could even think it just came out, mom was taken back a little and so was I but it felt very natural to say it, I guess the only thing mom could say was ok sweetie let’s get you back in bed and we’ll see about a doll for you in the morning my little girl.