Tyler Taylor Swop Days - Chapter 18
by
Julie D Cole

‘Do you mean your relationship with Taylor or me?’

I blushed again. ‘I meant with you.’
‘Great I was panicking for a minute then.’

Darren insisted to walk me home and I thanked his mum for dinner and wished Bec’s good luck with baby Holly who was sound asleep. Darrens mum hoped that I’d visit again soon and that she was pleased to have met me. I’d been made very welcome and I hated myself for deceiving them. I couldn’t keep doing this even though I felt so comfortable as Darrens girlfriend. I’d felt so confused.

Darren and I held hands all the way home and we chatted about his family and I told him about my impression of his sister and his mum who were very nice and that neither gave me any strange looks.

‘I told you Ty. Didn’t I say that it wouldn’t be a problem? When you relax you are so natural with no hint of masculinity. I only see you as a girl not a boy and I will support you if you want to stay like this. I don’t care what anybody thinks. I just want you to be my girlfriend.’

We stopped and kissed. How could I go back to being Ty or risk breaking- up our friendship. As I boy I’d have to put up with snide comments if I showed my affection to Darren and we’d be the subject of ridicule and even bullying. Besides I’d liked the way I’d been treated by everybody ever since first swopping identities with Taylor. What started as a bit of fun had become serious.

I managed to persuade Darren to let me go in alone and for him to go back home and it took a while before he finally released me from his arms. He had become quite expert at kissing and his tongue pushed deep into my throat and I welcomed it imagining what it must be like for women while having oral sex. I felt it might be the only way to calm Darren down since he was rock hard and was pressing himself against me. He took my hand and ensured that I understood how he felt about me and I felt myself stiffening although there was no comparison in size and girth.

I managed to break away before he exploded and I whispered to him ‘Please Darren not now. We shouldn’t.’

Reluctantly he released me so I could unlock the front door and he walked slowly towards the gate trying to cover his appendage. I watched him disappear down the avenue and closed the door leaning against it trying to calm myself before finding Jane. She came to the lounge door asking if it was me and I responded with a croaky voice. My throat was dry and I needed a drink.

‘Wow Ty you look flustered. Are you alright?’

‘Sorry Jane. I need a drink but I’m fine thanks.’

‘Well your lipstick is smudged all over your face so perhaps you need to visit the bathroom. I’ll get you some iced water with a slice of lemon.’

I ran upstairs and peered out of the landing window in case I could see Darren down the avenue. I saw him turn and wave as if he knew I was looking for him and I waved back. He had stirred feelings inside me that I’d never experienced before. I’d agreed to call him after I spoke with Taylor even if it was late.
I went into the bathroom and sat and relieved myself. My panties were slightly damp with a stickiness. I wiped myself clean on the bidet and then I looked in the mirror. My face was a mess as Jane had said so I freshened up and reapplied my lipstick. I supposed that wasn’t important since I was home but it felt like the natural thing to do. I changed into some jeans and a tee shirt and headed downstairs.

Jane turned off the tv and passed me my glass of water. After I took a few sips she turned to me.

‘Well I can see that your relationship with Darren is moving at pace. Are you sure that you both know what you are doing?’

‘Yes we do. I think Darren fully understands that this is not the real me and he has no interest in my sister just me. To both of us it’s a bit of fun.’

‘Come off it Ty you are behaving like a teenage girl with her first crush. The change that I’ve seen already in such a short time is remarkable. If I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes I’d never have believed it possible. You are more of a girl than Taylor will ever be. You have a smile on your face like a Cheshire Cat.’

‘Jane I admit this is fun but I am still Ty. This wasn’t my idea it was Taylors. She wanted to experience more freedom and was envious of the boys at school. She knew I wasn’t interested in outdoor activities and uncomfortable around the boys in my year and she wouldn’t stop going on about it. She said she wished that she had the chance and she pressed me to let her show me how I should behave and eventually I gave in. The first time was just a laugh but then it became serious.’

‘Didn’t you think of talking to mum because sneaking around behind her back is not the right way.’

‘I agree but you know what Taylor is like and she dressed me in her clothes just to prove that I could pass as her. Then she dressed in my clothes and I admit she looked more athletic and she was able to speak in a deeper voice. She liked it so much that she wouldn’t change back for the rest of the afternoon.’

‘Where was mum? Was she at work when all this was going on?’

‘Yes. She had no idea and then Taylor wanted to do it again and then again. Eventually we went out together. I seemed to be accepted as her and some girls we met from school didn’t challenge us.’

‘So they didn’t guess?’

‘No in fact when I went to school as Taylor they became friendly and she made an impact with the guys in the football team. She wouldn’t stop after that whatever I said. It’s become an obsession with her.’

‘But it’s dangerous and you are both getting out of you depth.’

I know and today at school was the last straw. She doesn’t care. It’s like she’s decided this is forever and says I’ll just have to get used to it.’

‘She is stupid. I told her to get home early tonight so we could all have a chat. I just got abuse but I think she’ll be here soon.’

‘She says she’s cut her hair short like the rest of the team. How will that help? She’ll look more boyish than ever. I thought that being more girly and being seen with Darren would force her to listen but she hasn’t. I’ve a good mind to have a buzz cut. That will force her to listen. Especially if we both turn up at school as me.’

‘Have you discussed this with Darren. Do you mind me asking but would he stand by you? Is he gay?’

‘He treats me as a girl and I don’t think he wants anything to change if the truth be known. But he knows this is dangerous and that mum needs to be told what’s been happening. I just hope she comes to her senses.’

‘After what you went through at school today you are lucky not to have been found out and suspended. I still don’t know how you managed it. You must have been panicking and angry. I’d have been spitting feathers. Weren’t you frightened?’

‘I was terrified but the nurse was nice and luckily she seemed to see I was nervous so she re-assured me that helped me to calm down. She just thought I was afraid she would carry out an internal examination so she checked Taylors notes and said she’d had it done before that meant that I didn’t need to strip.’

‘I bet Taylor knew that. Just imagine if she’d have asked you to remove your panties.’

‘I would have probably screamed and run away.’

‘I felt like that as well when I had my tests. Must run in our family.’

We were interrupted by a message to Janes phone. It didn’t seem like Taylor would be home anytime soon according to her friend but she was on her way. Jane said she probably didn’t dare call so she suggested I take a bath to try to relax so I could keep my temper. It seemed like a good idea so I headed to the bathroom and ran the bath whilst removing the light make-up from my face with one of Janes cleansing wipes. Even with no make-up and standing naked with mums shower cap on my head I was looking more girl than boy. My body was hairless and my appendage hardly showed through my pubic bush. I had breast tissue and my hips seemed wider and my buttocks were more rounded. Was I turning into a girl? Was Jane right about the stupid tablets that Taylor encouraged me to take. They did make me feel better.

It was wonderful to sink into the soap suds and the warm water after such a stressful day and I lay back and closed my eyes. I couldn’t help but think about Darrens reaction to our doorstop kissing and his embarrassment about his erection. I sensed that he wanted me to stroke it and I don’t know how I’d managed to resist since I was curious to see how he responded to my touch. I reached down between my legs. Even though I’d become quite stiff my appendage was nothing by comparison. I pushed it between my legs and lifted my hips. I wanted to see what I’d look like if I had a pussy and one that was big enough to accommodate Darren. Imagine what it must feel like to be penetrated, especially the first time. I would never know.

I was brought back to my senses when I heard footsteps racing up the stairs and suddenly the bathroom door burst open. I let out a slight scream and sank under the water as much as I could for privacy. I saw in the mirror that it was Taylor.

‘Don’t mind me but I’m desperate. Look the other way if you are embarrassed.’

‘Taylor do you mind I’m in the bath. What are you doing can’t you wait.’

‘No I’ve been holding on as long as possible on the bus. It’s not like you can see anything anyway except my backside. Just look the other way if you are bothered.’

Taylor dropped her pants and undershorts and actually stood to pee and I could see her pee aimed accurately at the toilet bowl. I tried to look the other way but I was intrigued since I thought women had to sit. I didn’t really have much option but to look. Taylor just seemed to bend her knees slightly and her stream of pee surged noisily into the toilet bowl. It was as if she had a penis.

‘Taylor that’s disgusting. Fancy using the toilet whilst I’m in the bath.’

She just laughed. I looked at her and with her shorter hairstyle and from behind if she’d been standing peeing at a urinal anybody would have assumed she was a youth.

‘I won’t look at you so just relax. No need to squeal. I will just be a minute and I’ll leave you in peace. Jane was using the downstairs loo so it was either here or outside in the garden.’

‘Taylor I think you’ve gone mad. You are not a boy. Why do you pee like one? Why have you cut your hair short and why didn’t you call me. Today was embarrassing for me and you don’t give a toss. We have to stop this it’s gone too far.’

‘No way this is great. Anyway you have a boyfriend and you’ve been seen snogging and getting each other worked up. You must admit you are having as much fun as I am.’

‘Yes but we could get kicked out of school. Mum will go ape when she sees us and you’ve made Jane angry so don’t count on her for support.’

‘I don’t need her support. I’m quite capable of looking after myself and I’ve already made my decision. I should have had the penis. Yours is wasted and I bet its shrivelled to nothing by now in the bath. I bet I’m bigger than you already and it’s a lot more sensitive these days. When I wake up I like to stroke it. I think it’s the testosterone I’ve been taking and look at the hair on my legs and stomach. I’m never going to shave or wax like mum and Jane. Before we started on the herbal medicine I had awful periods and I hated the time of the month. Now the tablets have reduced my periods a lot. Boys don’t know they are born. If you had to deal with that you might understand.’
‘But you bought tablets without considering the consequences. Jane says we should stop and I did. Are you still taking them?’

‘Of course I am. A friend of mine on Facebook helped me and gave me advice. She took them and now he’s living full time as a man.’

‘You are mad.’

‘Yes but I am happy and I have freedom and I can play soccer and hang out without fear. You must have seen that it’s not safe being out alone as a female.’

‘Yes I have but this wasn’t supposed to be more than fun swopping sometimes. I can switch back from tomorrow.’

‘Not if it’s left to me and look you have grown boobs. You are almost as big as me. I’m going to the gym to build my pecs and shoulders and I aim to have surgery when I’m old enough with my own income.’

‘But you need to get mums approval. I don’t think she’ll let you.’

‘No doubt we’ll fall out but eventually I’ll get my way just wait and see.’

‘And in the meantime?’

‘I carry on and I think you should seriously consider the same. We won’t be the first to change identity and we can decide for ourselves at our age. ’