Stuck in the Middle -76



Stuck in the Middle


In this chapter, Emily and Mrs. Blake sit together to plan Emily’s adoption day celebration, making decisions about the menu, decorations, and special touches that will make the day feel truly hers. As they work through the details, Emily grapples with the emotions of finally having a family and a home where she belongs. A quiet afternoon of folding laundry and warm conversations deepens her connection with Mrs. Blake, reinforcing the sense of security and love she is still learning to trust. Through small but meaningful moments, Emily begins to realize that this new life might just be the start of something wonderful.

Copyright © Natasa Jacobs. All Rights Reserved.


Chapter Seventy-Six

The house was filled with the soft hum of activity as Mrs. Blake and I sat together at the kitchen table. A pad of paper and a pen rested between us, and the smell of freshly brewed tea wafted through the air. Outside, the wind howled softly, rattling the windows and hinting at the icy January evening to come. But here, in the cozy kitchen, it was warm, and everything felt safe.

"Alright," Mrs. Blake said, tapping the pen thoughtfully against the pad. "January 7th is going to be a big day. And since it's your adoption day, I want you to help me plan it."

"Really?" I asked, surprised. "I thought you'd already have everything figured out."

She smiled warmly, her blue eyes crinkling at the corners. "This is your day, Emily. I want it to feel like yours. So, what should we have for dinner?"

I didn't hesitate. "Lasagna," I said firmly. "And... a chocolate cake."

Mrs. Blake grinned, her enthusiasm lighting up the room. "Lasagna and chocolate cake it is. Anything else? Salad? Breadsticks?"

I thought for a moment, twirling a lock of hair around my finger. "Yeah, salad would be good. And garlic bread."

"Perfect," she said, scribbling down the ideas with a flourish. "Do you want to help make everything? Or would you rather relax and let me handle it?"

"I want to help," I said quickly. "I mean, if that's okay."

"Of course it's okay," she replied. "We'll make it together. It'll be fun."

For a moment, I let myself imagine it: the two of us side by side, mixing, stirring, and laughing in the kitchen. It wasn't just about the food—it was about us, creating something special together.

"What kind of salad do you like?" she asked, interrupting my thoughts.

"Hmm." I tapped my chin. "Lettuce, tomatoes, cucumbers, maybe some shredded carrots. Oh, and croutons! Can we have ranch dressing?"

"Absolutely. Ranch dressing it is," she said, jotting it all down. "And for the garlic bread, should we do the kind with cheese on top or plain?"

"Cheese," I said decisively. "Definitely cheese."

"Got it." She looked up from the notepad, her expression softening. "You're really excited about this, aren't you?"

I nodded, a little shyly. "Yeah. It just... it feels special. Like, more than just a dinner."

Her gaze held mine, and for a second, I thought I saw her eyes glisten. "That's because it is special, Emily. You're special. And I want this to be a day you'll never forget."

I felt a lump rise in my throat and quickly looked down at the table, pretending to study the notepad.

"What about drinks?" she asked, her voice lightening. "Do you have a favorite?"

I considered it. "Maybe sparkling apple cider? It's kind of fancy but not too fancy."

"Excellent choice," she said with a smile. "Sparkling apple cider it is."

We spent the next few minutes going over the details, discussing everything from the kind of chocolate cake I wanted (double-layered with fudge frosting) to the plates and napkins we'd use. She suggested bringing out the "fancy" dishes—ones we'd only used a few times before for special occasions. The idea made me feel like royalty.

"Now," Mrs. Blake said, leaning back in her chair, "how about decorations? Do you want balloons? Streamers? Or something more understated?"

I hesitated. "Maybe just some candles? Like the kind that smell nice?"

"Candles," she repeated, nodding. "I like that. Cozy and elegant. Any particular scent?"

"Vanilla," I said without missing a beat. "It's my favorite."

She scribbled it down. "Vanilla candles it is."

As we finished planning, I felt a warmth spread through me, different from the heat of the tea or the kitchen's coziness. It was the kind of warmth that came from being seen, heard, and loved.

Mrs. Blake set down the pen and reached across the table, her hand covering mine. "Emily, I can't wait to celebrate with you. This is the start of something wonderful, and I'm so lucky to be a part of it."

"Me too," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion.

The thought of being adopted felt so surreal that it made my chest ache. After all those years of being of abuse from my mother, the idea of finally having a real family—a forever family—still seemed like something out of a dream. For so long, I'd convinced myself that kind of life wasn't meant for someone like me.

I glanced at the list in front of me: lasagna, garlic bread, chocolate cake. My handwriting was a little messy, but Mrs. Blake hadn't commented on it. She probably knew my hands were shaking too much to keep the pen steady.

"Emily?" Mrs. Blake's voice cut through my haze of thoughts. Her tone was gentle but concerned, and when I looked up, her eyes were warm, her brows knit in worry.

"You alright?" she asked, her head tilting slightly.

"Yeah," I replied, forcing a small smile. "I was just... thinking."

"About the adoption?"

I nodded slowly, feeling my face heat up. There it was—the elephant in the room I hadn't wanted to admit to thinking about, even though it had been on my mind constantly.

"It's just..." My voice faltered, and I fiddled with the edge of the paper in front of me. "It feels like a dream. I keep waiting for something to go wrong."

Mrs. Blake didn't speak right away. Instead, she set her pen down and leaned closer, her hand reaching across the table to cover mine. Her fingers were warm, her touch steady in a way that made me want to believe her even before she said anything.

"Nothing's going to go wrong," she said firmly, her voice carrying the kind of certainty that made you stop doubting yourself. "You belong here, Emily. This is your home, and it always will be."

Her words settled over me like a warm blanket, wrapping around the parts of me that had always felt so cold and unloved. My throat tightened, and I had to blink quickly to keep tears from spilling over.

For a moment, I couldn't bring myself to speak. Instead, I looked down at her hand on mine, the way her thumb brushed against my knuckles, as if to remind me she wasn't going anywhere.

When I finally managed to meet her gaze, the corners of my mouth lifted into a small, genuine smile.

"Thanks... Mom," I said, the word feeling strange but wonderful on my tongue.

She beamed at me, her eyes shining in a way that made me feel like the most important person in the world. "You're welcome, sweetheart."

And just like that, the table between us didn't feel like a barrier anymore. It felt like the bridge to something new and incredible—something I never thought I'd have.


~o~O~o~

The rest of the afternoon passed in a blur of quiet tasks. Lily and Sam were busy with their own projects, and I found myself helping Mrs. Blake fold laundry in the living room. The snow outside had slowed to a gentle fall, making the world look peaceful and calm. The large window framed the snowy scene like a postcard, the white expanse glistening as the muted winter sun peeked through the clouds.

As I paired socks and folded towels, the steady rhythm of the work became almost meditative. The soft hum of the heater was the only sound, broken occasionally by the distant laughter of Lily and Sam from upstairs. It was a warmth I hadn't felt in a long time, and it settled deep in my chest like a comforting blanket.

I glanced at Mrs. Blake as she neatly folded a stack of dishcloths. Her hands moved with practiced efficiency, but her gaze seemed distant, as if she were lost in thought. I caught her watching me with a thoughtful expression, and for a moment, I wondered what she was thinking.

"What?" I asked, self-conscious, as I held up a mismatched pair of socks.

Mrs. Blake's face softened, and she shook her head with a smile. "Nothing," she said softly. "I'm just really glad you're here."

The simple words hit me harder than I expected. I looked down at the towel in my hands, my throat tightening with emotion. "Me too," I whispered, my voice barely audible.

The quiet between us was no longer just silence. It was full of meaning, a kind of unspoken understanding that words couldn't fully capture. The sound of the grandfather clock ticking in the corner filled the room, marking the passing moments in a space that felt suspended in time.

"You've settled in so well," Mrs. Blake said after a pause. "It's like you've always been a part of this family."

I didn't know how to respond to that. The idea of belonging somewhere, of being wanted, still felt new and fragile. Instead, I nodded and focused on folding the towel in my hands. The fabric was soft and warm from the dryer, its edges perfectly aligned as I smoothed it out.

"It means a lot to me," I managed to say finally. My voice cracked slightly, but I didn't care. "To be here, I mean."

Mrs. Blake reached over and gently placed a hand on mine. Her touch was light but steady, grounding me in a way I hadn't known I needed. "You're exactly where you're meant to be," she said, her voice firm but kind.

The sound of footsteps interrupted the moment as Lily came bounding down the stairs, her auburn curls bouncing with each step. "The cookies are ready!" she announced with the enthusiasm of someone who had probably eaten half the dough already.

Mrs. Blake chuckled and stood, smoothing her apron. "Well, let's not keep them waiting, then. You finish up here, and I'll make sure Lily doesn't burn herself on the tray."

I nodded, watching her leave the room with Lily in tow. For a moment, I lingered in the quiet, letting the weight of her words sink in. The snow continued to fall outside, blanketing the world in a hushed stillness that mirrored the calm in my heart.

As I folded the last towel, I realized something. Maybe this wasn't just a temporary stop in my life. Maybe this was the beginning of something new, something good. The thought was both terrifying and exhilarating, like stepping onto a frozen pond and realizing the ice was strong enough to hold you.



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