Stuck in the Middle -75



Stuck in the Middle


In this chapter, the morning begins with the usual sounds of home—laughter, playful arguments, and the comforting presence of family. Emily sits with Mrs. Blake, a letter in her hands, as they discuss the significance of the days ahead. Plans for a special dinner take shape, filled with small but meaningful choices, each one reinforcing the reality of belonging. As the day unfolds, warmth and quiet moments weave together—folding laundry by the fire, the soft weight of trust settling in. Through simple gestures and heartfelt words, Emily begins to accept what she has longed for but feared to believe in: the promise of home.

Copyright © Natasa Jacobs. All Rights Reserved.


Chapter Seventy-Five

The morning light filtered through the curtains, casting a warm glow over the living room. Upstairs, Lily's giggles rang out, followed by Sam's exasperated voice complaining about something she'd done. The sound of their playful bickering drifted down the hall like the most natural thing in the world.

Downstairs, the house felt quieter—calmer—but my heart wasn't.

I sat curled up on the couch, gripping the letter tightly, its edges crumpled from my restless fingers. Across from me, Mrs. Blake sat in her usual chair, her coffee mug resting between her hands. She wasn't reading, wasn't flipping through a magazine like she sometimes did in the morning. Instead, she was simply watching me—not in a way that made me uncomfortable, but with that steady patience of hers, like she was waiting for me to say something when I was ready.

I swallowed and looked down at the letter again.

I glanced at Mrs. Blake, searching for any hesitation in her face, but all I found was warmth. "You're really sure about this?" I asked, my voice quiet.

Her smile was immediate, unwavering. "Of course, Emily. We wouldn't have taken this step if we weren't absolutely sure."

I gripped the paper tighter, still not sure what to say. Part of me wanted to believe her. Wanted to believe that this wasn't temporary, that I wouldn't wake up one day and find that I'd imagined it all.

But forever was a big word.

Mrs. Blake must have sensed my hesitation because she leaned forward slightly, her expression soft but serious. "I know this is a big change," she said. "And I don't expect you to process it all at once. But what I want you to know—more than anything—is that this isn't just a piece of paper to us."

I looked up at her, my throat tight. "Then what is it?"

She smiled again, that gentle, knowing kind of smile. "It's a promise," she said simply. "A promise that you have a place here. That you are wanted. That you are loved."

The lump in my throat grew, and I almost couldn't swallow it down.

Almost.

Instead, I took a slow breath and focused on what I knew for sure.

January 7th. The day everything would be finalized.

"When will we go to the courthouse?" I asked, shifting slightly in my seat.

Mrs. Blake's eyes brightened. "In the afternoon," she said. "Then afterward, we'll come home and have a small dinner—just us, unless you'd like to invite a few friends."

I hesitated before nodding. "Maybe Jasmine and Mia."

"Of course," she said, jotting it down in the small notepad she'd pulled from the coffee table drawer. "Anything else you'd like?"

I frowned slightly, thinking. "I don't know. I've never really planned anything like this before."

"Well," Mrs. Blake said with a small smile, "how about I make lasagna? I remember you mentioning you liked it."

The simple offer made something tighten in my chest. Lasagna. My choice. She'd remembered.

"Yeah," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "That sounds really good."

"And what about cake?" she asked, her tone light. "Chocolate?"

I nodded again, feeling a warmth spread through my chest. "Yeah. But I want to help make it."

Mrs. Blake beamed, like I had given her the best news of the day. "That sounds perfect."

For a while, we continued planning, listing small details—what kind of music to play, what time to start dinner, whether we should get a framed copy of the adoption certificate to hang somewhere in the house.

Somehow, it all started to feel real.

And just when I was beginning to process it, thunderous footsteps pounded down the stairs.

"EMILY! MOOOOM!" Lily's voice rang out, followed by Sam's heavy steps behind her.

Mrs. Blake turned toward them, amusement flickering in her expression. "What's the emergency?" she asked, setting her notepad aside.

Lily skidded to a stop in front of the couch, bouncing on her toes. "We built a castle!" she declared dramatically.

Sam crossed his arms, smirking. "It's structurally sound, too."

I raised an eyebrow. "You're building castles now?"

Lily grinned. "It's way better than the last one! You have to come see!"

I glanced at Mrs. Blake, who chuckled and stood. "Well, I suppose we better go inspect this fine piece of architecture before the knights arrive to claim it."

Lily gasped. "Knights?! We need to defend it!" She grabbed Sam's arm, dragging him toward the hallway.

"Come on, Emily!" Sam called over his shoulder.

I hesitated, then glanced at Mrs. Blake again. She gave me an encouraging nod.

Go have fun. You're allowed to just be a kid.

As I followed them up the stairs, their laughter echoing ahead of me, I hesitated on the bottom step.

For a brief moment, I just watched them—Lily practically bouncing in excitement, her curls bouncing with every step, Sam rolling his eyes but unable to hide his amusement. And Mrs. Blake, walking with that calm patience of hers, shaking her head fondly as she trailed after them.

A family.

My family.

The words pressed against my heart, unfamiliar but not unwelcome. I traced them carefully in my mind, testing how they felt.

Mom.
Sister.
Brother.

I swallowed, gripping the banister as if grounding myself. I'd never said those words out loud before—not for them, not for anyone. I wasn't even sure if I was allowed to yet. What if it was too soon? What if it changed things?

Mrs. Blake—Mom?—paused at the top of the stairs and glanced back at me, her expression soft with quiet understanding. "You coming, sweetheart?"

Sweetheart.

My chest ached, but in a way that wasn't painful. Just full. Warm. Like something fragile inside me was slowly being mended, thread by careful thread.

I nodded quickly, forcing a small smile. "Yeah, I'm coming."

For now, I'd keep the words to myself.


~o~O~o~

By the time I finally went up to my bedroom, the house had settled into its usual nighttime quiet. The only sounds were the faint hum of the heater and the occasional creak of the floorboards as the house settled.

But as I opened my door, I noticed something unusual.

Buttercup—the family's elusive tabby cat—was curled up in the middle of my bed.

For months, she had kept her distance, watching me from afar but never quite getting close. Sam and Lily had told me she was picky about who she trusted, that she didn't warm up to new people easily.

Yet, here she was.

I stood frozen for a moment, unsure if I should try to move her or just let her stay. But before I could decide, Buttercup cracked open one golden eye, flicked her tail lazily, and then—to my surprise—let out a soft purr.

Tentatively, I reached out and gently ran my fingers through her fur. She didn't move away. Instead, she stretched, kneaded the blanket with her paws, and then settled back down.

I let out a quiet breath.

I hadn't realized how much I'd wanted this.

A small, ridiculous part of me had worried that Buttercup's avoidance of me meant something—that maybe I wasn't truly part of the family yet. But now, as she nestled into my blankets, I realized how silly that was.

She was here now.

I didn't have to force anything.

I climbed into bed carefully, mindful not to disturb her. The weight of the day settled over me—not in a crushing way, but in a way that felt full. Whole.

As I pulled the covers up to my chin, Buttercup let out one final sigh and curled against my side, her warmth pressing into me.

I didn't move her.

Instead, I let myself close my eyes, feeling


~o~O~o~

The next morning the house was filled with the soft hum of activity as Mrs. Blake and I sat together at the kitchen table. A pad of paper and a pen rested between us, its blank page waiting to be filled. The scent of freshly brewed tea and warm vanilla drifted through the air, curling around me like an invisible hug. Outside, the wind howled softly, rattling the windows and hinting at the icy January evening to come.

But here, in the cozy glow of the kitchen, everything felt safe.

Mrs. Blake tapped the pen against the lined paper, thinking. "January 7th is going to be a big day," she said, her voice light but full of meaning. "And since it's your adoption day, I want you to help me plan it."

I blinked at her. "Really?" I asked, surprised. "I thought you'd already have everything figured out."

She smiled, her blue eyes crinkling at the corners in that warm way that made my chest feel a little lighter. "This is your day, Emily. I want it to feel like yours. So," she said, tapping the notepad, "what should we have for dinner?"

I didn't even need to think about it. "Lasagna," I said firmly. "And... a chocolate cake."

Mrs. Blake grinned, her enthusiasm lighting up the room like a flickering candle on a cold night. "Lasagna and chocolate cake it is. Anything else? Salad? Breadsticks?"

I chewed my lip, twirling a lock of hair around my finger. "Yeah, salad would be good. And garlic bread."

"Perfect," she said, scribbling down the ideas with a flourish. "Do you want to help make everything? Or would you rather relax and let me handle it?"

I hesitated, then quickly shook my head. "I want to help," I said. "I mean, if that's okay."

Mrs. Blake set the pen down and met my gaze, her eyes warm. "Of course it's okay," she said. "We'll make it together. It'll be fun."

A small smile tugged at my lips as I imagined the two of us in the kitchen—stirring sauce, layering pasta, the smell of melted cheese and baking garlic filling the house. It wasn't just about the food. It was about us. Creating something special together, something that felt like home.

"What kind of salad do you like?" she asked, tilting her head.

I tapped my chin, thinking. "Lettuce, tomatoes, cucumbers, maybe some shredded carrots. Oh, and croutons! Can we have ranch dressing?"

"Absolutely," she said with a nod. "Ranch dressing it is. And for the garlic bread, should we do the kind with cheese on top or plain?"

I pretended to think for dramatic effect, then said, "Cheese. Definitely cheese."

She chuckled. "Good choice."

She paused, watching me carefully as I leaned back in my chair, twirling the pen between my fingers. "You're really excited about this, aren't you?"

I nodded, a little shyly, staring at the list. "Yeah. It just... it feels special. Like, more than just a dinner."

Mrs. Blake's expression softened, and I saw something flicker in her eyes—something deep, something raw. "That's because it is special, Emily." She placed her hand over mine, her touch gentle but anchoring. "You're special. And I want this to be a day you'll always remember."

A lump rose in my throat, and I quickly ducked my head, pretending to study the notepad.

"What about drinks?" she asked, lightening the mood. "Do you have a favorite?"

I considered it. "Maybe sparkling apple cider? It's kind of fancy but not too fancy."

Her face lit up. "Excellent choice," she said, jotting it down. "Sparkling apple cider it is."

We spent the next few minutes going over the tiniest details—the kind of chocolate cake I wanted (double-layered with rich fudge frosting), the fancy dishes she insisted we use, and vanilla-scented candles for the table.

At one point, she said, "I want this to be beautiful for you, Emily."

Beautiful.

It made my chest ache in a way I couldn't quite explain.

I glanced at the list in front of me: lasagna, garlic bread, chocolate cake. My handwriting was a little messy, the letters uneven from where my hands had been shaking slightly. I wasn't used to planning special occasions. I wasn't used to being the reason for them.

I hesitated before asking, "When will we go to the courthouse?"

"In the afternoon," Mrs. Blake replied. "Then we'll come home and have dinner. Just us, unless you'd like to invite a few friends?"

I thought about Jasmine and Mia, about how they always supported me. "Maybe them?" I said hesitantly.

"Absolutely," she said, adding their names to the list. "Anyone else?"

I shook my head. This was more than enough.

She looked back at the list, studying it for a moment, before glancing back at me. "Emily," she said carefully, her voice quieter now, more serious. "How are you feeling about everything? I know it's a lot."

I swallowed hard, staring at the list. "Excited," I said, but my voice wasn't as confident as I wanted it to be.

Mrs. Blake didn't say anything. She just waited.

And eventually, the words spilled out.

"And scared," I admitted, barely above a whisper. "It's just... it feels like a dream. Like I keep waiting for something to go wrong."

I felt her hand gently cover mine again, the warmth seeping through my skin. "Nothing's going to go wrong," she said, her voice steady, strong in a way that made me believe her. "You belong here, Emily. This is your home, and it always will be."

The words hit something deep inside me, something raw and fragile, something that had been aching for so long.

I blinked rapidly, trying to keep the tears from spilling over.

Mrs. Blake squeezed my hand, a silent promise passing between us.

For a moment, I couldn't bring myself to say anything. But when I finally looked up, I let out a small breath.

"...Thanks," I whispered.

She smiled, and this time, it wasn't just warm—it was full of something deeper.

Something that told me I didn't have to be afraid anymore.

The table between us didn't feel like a barrier anymore.

It felt like a bridge to something new, something incredible—something I never thought I'd have.


~o~O~o~

The rest of the afternoon passed in a quiet rhythm, the house wrapped in a kind of soft stillness that only came with winter. Lily and Sam had disappeared upstairs, their muffled laughter occasionally spilling down the staircase, while I found myself in the living room with Mrs. Blake, folding laundry by the warm glow of the fireplace.

Outside, the snow had slowed to a gentle drift, each flake catching the pale afternoon light as it blanketed the yard in fresh, untouched white. The world beyond the window looked like a scene from a postcard—the kind I'd only ever admired in store displays, never thinking I'd actually be part of one.

The heat from the nearby vent curled around me, a stark contrast to the icy world beyond the glass. The faint hum of the heater and the rhythmic ticking of the grandfather clock in the corner created a steady backdrop, making the house feel peaceful, lived-in... homey.

I ran my hands over the fabric of a soft bath towel, smoothing it out before folding it neatly. The scent of fresh linen and lavender dryer sheets clung to the warm cotton, making it feel like something safe, something comforting. There was a kind of quiet satisfaction in the task—something I'd never paid much attention to before. The simple act of folding, of creating order, felt grounding in a way I hadn't expected.

Mrs. Blake worked beside me, her movements fluid, practiced. Dishcloths, pillowcases, socks—each folded with a precision that spoke to the kind of person she was. Steady. Reliable. Someone who didn't just make a house look like a home, but who made it feel like one too.

After a while, I caught her looking at me, a soft, thoughtful expression in her eyes.

I hesitated, self-conscious. "What?" I asked, holding up a mismatched pair of socks.

Mrs. Blake smiled—not the kind of polite, dismissive smile adults sometimes gave, but something deeper. "Nothing," she said softly, shaking her head. "I'm just really glad you're here."

The words were simple, but they hit me like a wave, knocking the air from my lungs.

I stared at the socks in my hands, my throat tightening unexpectedly. I swallowed hard, trying to find my voice.

"Me too," I whispered.

And I meant it.

The silence that followed wasn't empty or awkward—it was full of something unspoken but understood. A kind of mutual acknowledgment that didn't need to be put into words.

The grandfather clock ticked on, marking the passing moments in a space that felt suspended in time.

Mrs. Blake's voice broke the quiet again, gentle but sure. "You've settled in so well," she said, glancing down at the towel she was folding. "It's like you've always been part of this family."

Something deep inside me stirred at her words, a warmth and a longing I wasn't sure how to name.

I wanted to believe her.

I wanted to believe that this wasn't temporary—that this home, this family, this feeling could be mine for good. But part of me still hesitated, still feared that if I let myself hope too much, it would all disappear.

Instead of answering right away, I nodded, pressing my hands against the towel in my lap, letting the warmth of the fabric anchor me in the moment.

"It means a lot to me," I managed to say finally. My voice wavered slightly, but I didn't look away. "To be here, I mean."

Mrs. Blake reached across the laundry pile, her fingers brushing mine before resting gently over my hand.

"You're exactly where you're meant to be," she said, her voice carrying a quiet certainty that made me want to believe it.

I swallowed past the lump in my throat, blinking quickly.

Before I could respond, a sudden thundering of footsteps broke the moment.

Lily burst into the room, her curls bouncing wildly, her small face alight with excitement.

"The cookies are ready!" she announced, breathless. Her cheeks were dusted with flour, and there was a suspicious smudge of chocolate at the corner of her mouth—clear evidence that she'd been sneaking bites of dough.

Mrs. Blake chuckled and stood, gently shaking out the dishcloth in her hands. "Well, let's not keep them waiting, then. You finish up here, and I'll make sure Lily doesn't burn herself on the tray."

I nodded, watching as she disappeared down the hall with Lily, their voices melting into the warmth of the house.

For a moment, I lingered in the quiet, letting the weight of her words sink in.

The snow outside continued its slow descent, covering the world in a soft hush, as if nature itself was pressing a pause button on time.

I looked around the living room—the neatly folded stacks of laundry, the glow of the fireplace, the worn but comfortable couch where I'd spent so many nights reading.

Maybe this wasn't just a temporary stop in my life.

Maybe this was the beginning of something real.

Something safe.

Something good.

I exhaled slowly and folded the last towel, pressing my hands against the fabric, feeling its warmth.

The thought of forever still scared me.



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