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The cold morning air bit at my cheeks as I stepped out of the car, pulling my jacket tighter around me. The school loomed ahead, its brick walls coated in a thin layer of frost, steam rising from vents along the roof. I shifted my bag on my shoulder, then instinctively ran a hand through my freshly cut hair, still adjusting to how different it felt. Lighter, freer—like shedding an old layer of myself and stepping into something new.
Mrs. Blake gave me a reassuring smile from the driver's seat. "Have a good day, Emily," she said.
I nodded, taking a deep breath. "Thanks," I murmured before shutting the car door.
The familiar noise of the hallways hit me the moment I stepped inside—the loud chatter, the slamming of lockers, the occasional squeak of sneakers against the linoleum. It was the same as always, but somehow, I felt different walking through it. As I passed by clusters of students, a few glanced in my direction, their eyes flicking up to my hair. Most didn't react much, but I caught a couple of people whispering, and that old familiar pang of anxiety curled in my stomach.
Did they like it? Did they think I looked weird? I forced myself to keep walking, trying to shake the self-doubt creeping in.
I barely made it to my locker before a familiar voice rang out behind me.
"Emily!"
Jasmine's footsteps were quick, her energy almost knocking me off balance as she skidded to a stop beside me. Her eyes widened as she took in my new haircut.
"Oh my gosh, your hair! It looks so good!" she practically squealed, her excitement infectious.
Before I could say anything, Mia appeared at her side, her own reaction just as animated.
"Whoa! Emily, you look amazing!" Mia said, tilting her head as if taking in every detail. "It suits you so well. Seriously, you look cool."
I laughed, a bit flustered at their enthusiasm. "Thanks," I said, running a hand through my hair again. "I wasn't sure how people would react."
Jasmine rolled her eyes. "Uh, yeah. Because you look awful," she said, voice dripping with sarcasm before grinning. "Come on, Em. You're rocking it."
"Yeah," Mia agreed. "It makes you look so much more you."
I exhaled a breath I hadn't realized I was holding. I didn't know what I had expected—maybe indifference, or even teasing—but their reactions washed away some of my nerves.
Jasmine, never one to hold back, linked her arm through mine. "Okay, we have to show everyone. Let's do a walk through the halls, full model strut. I'll even do the dramatic slow-motion reaction for effect."
Mia smirked. "I'll be the overly emotional best friend who gasps and clutches her chest like she's witnessing greatness."
I rolled my eyes but couldn't stop the laugh bubbling out. "You two are ridiculous."
"And yet, you love us," Jasmine teased, tugging me toward the hallway.
As we walked together, I realized I wasn't as scared as I had been that morning. Maybe some people would stare, maybe some wouldn't understand, but it didn't matter. I had my friends. I had people who saw me, who got me.
Throughout the morning, the reactions from classmates were overwhelmingly positive. A few people smiled when they saw me, others stopped to compliment my haircut in passing.
"Whoa, Emily! I love your hair!"
"That cut suits you so well!"
"Did you do it yourself, or go to a salon?"
Each kind word chipped away at the nerves I'd been carrying since stepping through the school doors. The compliments felt strange, in a good way—like people were seeing me, the version of myself I actually wanted them to see, rather than what they expected.
At lunch, Jasmine and Mia flanked me as we sat at our usual table. Mia leaned across her tray, her curiosity barely contained. "Okay, so spill. Did you go to a salon or something? Because that is one clean cut."
I shook my head, picking at the corner of my sandwich. "Mrs. Blake did it," I said, taking a sip of my drink. "She used to cut Lily and Sam's hair when they were younger, so I asked her if she'd help me."
Mia's eyebrows shot up. "No way. She's got skills."
Jasmine grinned. "That's so sweet. And honestly? She did a fantastic job. You look amazing, Em."
I hesitated, fingers brushing over the ends of my newly shortened hair. "It just... it feels more like me," I admitted softly.
Jasmine reached across the table, giving my arm a supportive squeeze. "That's what matters."
Mia nodded, her voice a little softer now. "Yeah. And you look more like you. Like, I don't know—happier."
A warmth spread through my chest, the kind that made my throat feel tight in the best way. I wasn't used to people noticing things like that. I wasn't used to people caring in a way that wasn't just surface-level politeness.
But of course, not everyone shared their kindness.
As I walked down the hall between classes, the moment of peace shattered.
Trevor.
He was leaning against a locker with Tasha and Lexi, his arms crossed over his chest, that same cocky smirk stretched across his face like he had just been waiting for the right moment.
I felt his eyes scan over me, and even before he opened his mouth, my stomach twisted into knots.
"Well, well, look who decided to chop it all off," Trevor said, his voice carrying just enough to ensure people nearby heard him. "Trying to make yourself even weirder, Emily?"
I froze mid-step, every muscle in my body going rigid. My fists clenched at my sides, nails pressing into my palms.
Tasha folded her arms, looking me up and down with a sneer. "Guess they figured they'd lean into it," she added, her voice laced with mockery. "What's next, a buzz cut?"
Lexi stood beside them, her expression unreadable. She wasn't laughing, but she wasn't stopping them either. She just watched.
The hallway felt too bright, the walls too narrow, the weight of their words pressing down on me like I was shrinking under them. A few students slowed their pace, looking between us, curiosity flashing in their eyes. Were they expecting me to say something? To react? To shrink back like I always had?
I took a breath.
The old part of me wanted to disappear, to lower my head and pretend I hadn't heard them, to let it roll off my back like it didn't matter. But the part of me that had just started feeling comfortable, the part that had felt seen today, that part rebelled against the instinct to back down.
I straightened my shoulders, forcing my hands to relax.
"I guess I just figured it was time for a change," I said, keeping my voice even. "Not that it's any of your business."
Trevor's smirk faltered for just a second, like he hadn't expected me to actually respond.
"Whatever," he muttered, rolling his eyes. "Doesn't change the fact that you'll always be a freak."
The words stung, like a slap I hadn't braced for. My heart pounded against my ribs, but I refused to let it show.
I didn't say anything else. I just turned and walked away, even though every step felt like I was wading through heavy, suffocating air. I could still feel their eyes on me, the quiet snickers behind my back, the echoes of their words rattling inside my skull.
Jasmine and Mia caught up to me seconds later, their expressions stormy.
"What exactly did Trevor say this time?" Jasmine demanded, her fists clenched like she was ready to storm back and throw hands.
"Nothing worth repeating," I muttered, shaking my head. "Let's just get to class."
Mia exhaled sharply, clearly holding back words she wanted to say. "Emily, you don't have to just let him talk to you like that."
"I know," I said, my throat tight. "But I don't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing he got to me."
Jasmine made a frustrated sound but didn't argue. She just looped her arm through mine, like a silent promise that I wasn't alone.
And as we walked together, I held onto that.
The need to use the bathroom hit me just before last period, a welcome excuse to slip away from the crowded halls and take a few moments to breathe. The day had been long, and I was already running on frayed nerves. Despite the compliments and support from Jasmine and Mia, Trevor's and Tasha's cruel words still clung to me, lingering like a bad aftertaste I couldn't wash away.
I pushed open the door to the nearest girls' restroom, exhaling softly as I stepped inside. The space was empty, the air thick with the faint scent of soap and the lingering humidity from the last time someone had run the sinks too long. I walked to the farthest stall, the one I always picked, and closed the door behind me, hoping for a moment of quiet.
But as soon as I stepped out to wash my hands, the door creaked open behind me. At first, I didn't think much of it—until I caught sight of Tasha and Lexi in the mirror.
My stomach clenched.
"Oh, look," Tasha's voice rang out, sharp and sickly sweet. "Wrong room, Emily. Boys go in the boys' room."
I froze, my pulse spiking like ice in my veins. For a moment, I considered ignoring her, finishing washing my hands and walking out like I hadn't heard anything. But I knew that wouldn't work. People like Tasha and Trevor thrived on reaction, and even silence was something they'd use against me.
I turned slowly, my heart hammering. "This is the right bathroom," I said, forcing my voice to stay steady. "And you know it."
Tasha let out an exaggerated gasp, covering her mouth as if she were scandalized. "Oh? You sure about that? Because last I checked, you don't even know what you are." She took a step closer, her eyes glinting with something cruel. "Boy one day, girl the next—how are we supposed to keep up?"
Lexi chuckled softly behind her, but her smirk wasn't as sharp as usual. She was letting Tasha take the lead, but for the first time, I noticed hesitation in her eyes.
I clenched my fists at my sides, my nails digging into my palms. "What I am isn't any of your business," I said through gritted teeth. "Now leave me alone."
Tasha's smirk twisted into a sneer. "Leave you alone?" she repeated, her voice dipping into something more menacing. "Why should we? You're the one making everything weird for everyone else."
She shoved me—hard. Hard enough that I didn't just stumble; I slammed back against the cold, unforgiving tile wall, pain exploding across my shoulders and spine. The impact rattled through me, knocking the air from my lungs in a sharp gasp. My head cracked against the tile with a sickening thud, white-hot pain flashing behind my eyes.
For a moment, the world tilted. A wave of dizziness washed over me, my vision blurring at the edges. Panic clawed at my throat, sharp and suffocating. My knees buckled slightly, but I caught myself before I could crumple completely. The bathroom spun around me, the fluorescent lights glaring down, too bright, too harsh.
Tasha loomed over me, her smirk curling cruelly. "Aw, what's wrong?" she mocked, tilting her head. "Did that hurt?"
I pressed a shaking hand to the back of my skull, wincing at the dull throb that pulsed under my fingertips. I could already feel the heat rising there, a sure sign of a bruise forming. My breath hitched as I tried to push past her, but she grabbed my arm and yanked me back, the force nearly jerking me off my feet.
"Not so fast," she sneered. "We're not done here."
"Tasha, stop," Lexi muttered, shifting on her feet, but she didn't step in.
I tried to push past them, my instincts screaming at me to run, but Tasha grabbed my arm and shoved me back again—harder this time. My hip smacked into the sink, sending a sharp jolt of pain up my side. Tears stung my eyes.
"Maybe we should teach you a lesson," Tasha muttered, stepping closer, her voice dangerously low.
I couldn't move.
The moment stretched, suffocating, my body frozen between fight and flight but unable to do either.
Then it happened.
A horrifying warmth spread down my legs.
I didn't realize at first. Not until I saw the way Tasha's sneer morphed into something even uglier, her eyes widening before she burst into laughter.
"Oh my god," she howled, stepping back as if I were something filthy. "Did you just—did you pee yourself?"
A tremor of shock shot through me.
No. No, no, no.
I looked down in horror, my breath catching in my throat. The stain on my jeans was unmistakable.
My entire body went cold.
Tasha's laughter rang off the tiled walls, sharp and piercing. It was the kind of laughter that made everything worse, the kind that stuck like a knife between your ribs.
Lexi's face paled, her smirk disappearing in an instant.
"Tasha, stop," Lexi said, her voice quiet but firm. "This isn't funny."
Tasha whirled on her, disbelief flashing across her face. "Are you serious?" she scoffed. "It's hilarious! Look at her!"
Lexi didn't look at me. She just stared at Tasha, her lips pressing into a thin line.
Tasha laughed again, a cruel, delighted sound. "What, are you on her side now? Don't tell me you feel bad for that."
Lexi's hesitation was obvious. For the first time, she looked uncomfortable. "I just—this is too much."
"Oh, too much?" Tasha mocked, rolling her eyes. "Come on, Lexi. She's a freak, and she knows it. We're just reminding her."
Lexi glanced at me then, and for a split second, I saw something in her expression that looked almost like regret.
But it didn't matter.
Because I couldn't stay.
I couldn't.
I shoved past them, my legs shaking, humiliation crawling under my skin like something alive. I barely registered the sound of Lexi saying something else—her voice sharp, almost angry—but I didn't stop to listen.
I ran.
Out of the bathroom. Into the hallway. Past the students who stopped and stared, their murmurs like daggers in my ears.
My chest was too tight. My throat burned. I couldn't breathe.
Run. Run. Run.
I didn't stop until I reached the principal's office.
I burst through the door, barely able to breathe through my sobs. The secretary's head snapped up, her chair scraping back as she stood, alarm flashing across her face.
"Emily?" she said, rushing toward me. "What's wrong?"
I couldn't speak. My whole body was shaking, the weight of what had just happened pressing down on me like a storm I couldn't escape.
She kneeled in front of me, her voice softer now. "Sweetheart, breathe. It's okay. You're safe here." She reached out, hesitating for a moment before gently placing a hand on my shoulder. "Tell me what happened."
I swallowed, but the lump in my throat made it nearly impossible to speak. "Principal..." I rasped, barely able to get the words out. "I need to see... the principal."
Understanding flashed in her eyes, and she nodded quickly. "Of course, honey. Just sit down, okay? I'll go get Mr. Peterson right now."
She disappeared down the hall, leaving me slumped in the chair, my arms wrapped tightly around myself as I tried—and failed—to stop shaking.
I was humiliated.
I was exhausted.
But more than anything, I was angry.
Something inside me cracked open, raw and burning.
Tasha had gone too far.
And this time, I wasn't going to stay silent.
Mr. Peterson's office felt too big and too small at the same time. The walls were lined with shelves of books and framed certificates, and his desk was neatly organized, but none of it felt comforting. The chair beneath me felt stiff and unyielding, the fluorescent lights above buzzing faintly, adding to the dull throb in my head. I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to keep the tremors in my hands from getting worse.
When Mr. Peterson walked in, his face softened immediately. "Emily," he said, his voice lower than usual, as if he knew I was on the edge of breaking. He closed the door behind him and took a seat across from me, his expression calm but serious. "I saw you run in here. The secretary said you were upset. What happened?"
I tried to answer, but my throat closed up. I could still hear Tasha's cruel laughter ringing in my ears, the way her voice curled with amusement when she mocked me, the way the cold, hard tile felt against my back when she shoved me. I gritted my teeth, swallowing hard against the burning in my throat.
Finally, I managed to whisper, "Tasha... she hurt me."
His expression darkened, concern flashing in his eyes before he quickly masked it with professionalism. He reached for a notepad and pen but didn't start writing yet. "Take your time," he said gently. "Tell me everything."
I took a shaky breath and began to recount what had happened in the bathroom, my voice trembling as I relived the humiliation. I told him how I had gone in just to wash my hands, how Tasha and Lexi cornered me, the cruel words, the way they tried to make me feel like I didn't belong anywhere. My hands clenched into fists in my lap as I forced myself to repeat their words—the insults, the jabs at my identity, the laughter that followed like knives in my skin.
Then I hesitated.
Mr. Peterson waited patiently, his eyes steady on mine, but he didn't rush me. He let the silence stretch just enough to let me gather my courage.
"She... she shoved me," I finally admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. "Really hard. I hit the wall—my head hit the tile." My fingers instinctively brushed the back of my skull, wincing as I found the sore spot where I'd landed. "I—I lost my balance, and then she did it again."
Mr. Peterson's jaw tightened, and this time, he did write something down.
"And Lexi was there too," I continued hesitantly. "At first, she... she laughed and went along with it. But then, when things got worse, she tried to stop Tasha. She told her to stop and said it wasn't right."
"She tried to intervene?" he asked, his brow furrowing slightly as he made another note.
"Yeah," I said, my fingers gripping the edge of my sleeves. "But it didn't work. Tasha wouldn't listen, and Lexi just kind of... backed off after that. She didn't help me, but she didn't stop it either."
Mr. Peterson leaned back slightly, tapping his pen against his notepad. "That's important to know, Emily. It doesn't excuse her involvement at the beginning, but it sounds like she realized it was wrong and tried to change course."
I nodded, my eyes fixed on my hands in my lap. I couldn't meet his gaze. My body still ached from the impact, but the humiliation hurt more. "I just... I didn't know what else to do but run."
"You did exactly what you should have," he said firmly, leaning forward. "Coming here was the right decision. I'm so sorry this happened to you, Emily, and I promise you—we will address this immediately."
His words were steady and reassuring, but the knot in my stomach didn't fully loosen. "What's going to happen to them?" I asked quietly.
"I'll need to speak with both Tasha and Lexi to hear their sides of the story," he said. "But based on what you've told me, there will be consequences. This kind of behavior is unacceptable, and it won't be ignored."
I nodded weakly, wiping at my eyes. My hands felt clammy, my breaths shaky. "I... I didn't know what else to do."
"You did exactly what you needed to do," he reassured me, his voice kind but resolute. "You stood up for yourself by coming here, and that's not easy. It takes strength to speak up, Emily. A lot of people would have just stayed silent, but you didn't. That matters."
His words settled something inside me, just a little. I wasn't sure if I believed him yet, but I wanted to.
He exhaled slowly, leaning back in his chair. "I'm going to call Mrs. Blake and let her know what happened. I want her to come get you so you can take the rest of the day off."
"No—" The protest came out before I could stop it. "I don't want to go home. I don't want people to think I'm running away."
Mr. Peterson studied me for a moment, his eyes flickering with concern. Then he nodded slowly. "Alright," he said. "I respect that. But before you go back to class, I want you to stop by the nurse's office."
I blinked, caught off guard. "The nurse?"
"Yes," he said gently. "You hit your head, Emily. That's not something to brush off. I want to make sure you're okay before you try to push through the rest of the day. You might not feel the full effects yet, and I'd rather be cautious."
I hesitated, shifting slightly in my chair. My head still ached, a dull throb at the back of my skull, and my body felt sore from the impact. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it, but I also knew he had a point.
"Okay," I murmured, finally relenting.
"Good," he said, standing up. "I'll have the nurse check you out while I call Tasha and Lexi in for a meeting. If anything feels off—if you get dizzy, nauseous, or your headache gets worse—you let her know immediately, alright?"
I nodded, rubbing my arms. "Alright."
He walked toward the door and opened it, gesturing for me to follow. "You're not alone in this, Emily," he said softly. "You don't have to go through it alone."
Something about the way he said it, with such certainty, made my throat tighten. I swallowed hard and stepped out of his office, letting him guide me toward the nurse's office.
Back in the bathroom, Lexi stood frozen, her breath shallow as the scene unfolded before her. The cruel sound of Tasha's laughter echoed against the tiled walls, sharp and grating, bouncing off the mirrors and stalls like it belonged to someone who didn't have a shred of regret. The smell of cheap floral soap and lingering hairspray filled the air, mixing with the acrid sting of guilt rising in Lexi's throat.
Tasha, completely unfazed, leaned against the sink with a smirk, shaking her head. "Seriously, Lexi, lighten up," she said, tossing her long dark hair over her shoulder. "She deserves it."
Lexi swallowed hard, her arms wrapping tightly around herself like she was trying to hold in something she wasn't sure she wanted to say. Her hands gripped the sleeves of her hoodie, fingers digging into the fabric. Her stomach twisted as she thought about Emily's face—her eyes wide with panic, the sheer humiliation as she bolted out the door.
"She didn't," Lexi muttered, her voice low but firm.
Tasha's smirk faltered. "What?" she scoffed, raising an eyebrow. "You feeling bad for her now? After everything?" She scoffed again, rolling her eyes. "Come on, Lex. You saw how pathetic she looked. I mean, did you see her face? That was hilarious."
Lexi turned away, staring at the row of sinks like they had something more interesting to offer than the sick feeling growing in her chest. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, too bright, too artificial, like they were exposing something ugly.
Before she could respond, the loudspeaker crackled to life.
Tasha Caldwell and Lexi Ramirez, please report to the principal's office immediately.
The announcement was crystal clear, cutting through the school like a knife. The full weight of their names—spoken with authority, echoed for the entire school to hear—sent a jolt of panic through Lexi's chest. Her blood ran cold.
Tasha stiffened. For the first time, the confident smirk on her face cracked, her eyes widening slightly. "Oh, you have got to be kidding me," she muttered under her breath.
Lexi turned slowly to face her. "Guess we're not as funny as you thought," she said, her voice hollow.
Tasha clenched her jaw. "Whatever. It's just Peterson. We'll talk our way out of it."
But Lexi wasn't so sure. She could feel it—the weight of what had just happened, the way Emily had run out of here like her world had just collapsed. And now, the school knew. Mr. Peterson knew.
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Ridiculous
Both girls need to face suspensions at the least, Tasha needs police charges against her and expelled though...
Poor Emily!
Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.
Lexi gets 30 days of suspension, then hard probation and detention for the rest of the year. Tasha gets expelled, no opportunity to do at-home study, recycle for her current year.
And Tasha gets charged with felony assault and battery.
Damn! This was a tough episode
They went too far this time, getting physical with Emily. She did the right thing by immediately reporting it. The nurse will examine her and find the large bruise on the back of her head too, which will prove it. I guess we will see what happens, but Trevor is still around so we will see.