Stuck in the Middle -38


Chapter-Thirty-Eight

The first thing I noticed when I woke up was how quiet the house was. It wasn't the peaceful kind of quiet that comes with a snow day—the kind where everyone sleeps in, and the world feels still and muffled under a fresh blanket of snow. This quiet felt different, heavier.

I pulled back the curtain in my room and looked outside. The snow had stopped sometime during the night, leaving a soft, sparkling layer across the yard. The sunlight reflected off the surface, casting a bright glow that made the world look picture-perfect. But it wasn't nearly as deep as we'd hoped.

I sighed, the weight of disappointment settling in my chest. I already knew what this meant.

Downstairs, the mood mirrored my own. Lily sat slumped at the kitchen table, her head resting dramatically on her folded arms, the picture of defeat. Sam was next to her, eating cereal with a bored expression, barely acknowledging her grumbling.

Mrs. Blake was at the counter, packing lunches with quick, practiced movements. The bright, cheerful kitchen felt like a mismatch for the gloomy atmosphere hanging over us.

"Do we really have to go?" Lily groaned, lifting her head just enough to glare at Mrs. Blake.

"Yes," Mrs. Blake said firmly, though her tone was kind, as always. "The roads are clear, and school isn't canceled."

Lily let out a loud, exaggerated sigh, sitting up straight. "But it's so unfair! We were supposed to have a snow day! I even told my friends we'd build a snow fort."

Sam snorted, his spoon pausing mid-air. "You told them before you even knew if school was canceled? Rookie mistake."

"Quiet, Sam," Lily snapped, her cheeks flushing.

I sat down at the table and reached for the toast, my own disappointment pressing down on me. I'd been hoping for a snow day too. Maybe not with the same dramatic flair as Lily, but there'd been a small flicker of hope when I went to bed last night. I tried to focus on buttering my toast, avoiding the glum conversation.

"Come on, guys," Mrs. Blake said, glancing over her shoulder. "The snow will still be here when you get home."

"But it's not the same," Lily muttered, poking at her cereal with her spoon. "Snow days are supposed to be magical."

I couldn't argue with that. A snow day wasn't just about the snow. It was about the unexpected freedom, the way the world paused just long enough to let you breathe. This felt like waking up on Christmas morning to find that all the presents were just empty boxes.

The car ride to school was quiet, almost stifling. Lily sat in the backseat, arms crossed, her forehead pressed against the window as she stared at the passing scenery. Her pout was as obvious as the frost on the glass. Sam had his headphones on, bobbing his head to the beat of music only he could hear.

I sat in the front seat, trying to focus on the trees and houses outside. The snow clung to their roofs and branches, pristine and undisturbed, mocking us with its beauty.

"Cheer up, Lily," Mrs. Blake said as she turned onto the main road. Her voice was light, but I could tell she was trying to lift the mood. "The snow will still be there when you get home."

"It's not the same," Lily muttered, her voice barely audible but filled with all the disappointment in the world.

Mrs. Blake glanced at me, and I shrugged, a faint smile tugging at my lips. "She's not wrong," I said, trying to lighten the mood.

Mrs. Blake smiled back but didn't say anything more. The rest of the ride was filled with the hum of the engine and the faint rustling of Sam adjusting his headphones.

By the time we pulled into the school parking lot, the weight of reality felt undeniable. The lot was packed with cars, and kids trudged toward the entrance in heavy coats and hats, their breath visible in the frigid air. The wind nipped at their faces, and their slow, resigned movements mirrored how I felt.

Lily sighed dramatically as she unbuckled her seatbelt. "This is the worst day ever," she declared, her voice filled with theatrical despair.

Sam rolled his eyes, his tone dripping with sarcasm. "You say that every time something doesn't go your way."

"Do not," Lily snapped, sticking her tongue out at him.

"Enough," Mrs. Blake said with a chuckle, her patience clearly holding strong despite the mood. "Now go on, all of you. Have a good day."

The three of us climbed out of the car, the cold air biting at my face as I joined the stream of kids heading toward the building. I glanced back over my shoulder, watching Mrs. Blake drive away, and couldn't help but wish I could be back home, warm and safe, instead of facing another long day at school.

~o~O~o~

The disappointment clung to me like a damp, uncomfortable coat that refused to dry. It wasn't just me—everywhere I went that morning, it was obvious that no one really wanted to be at school. The halls buzzed with whispers about how close we'd come to a snow day. Some kids swore their parents had been convinced school would be canceled.

"Even my dad said the roads were bad," I overheard one boy grumble near his locker. "I don't know why they didn't just call it."

Another group leaned against the wall, backpacks slouched at their feet, their voices hushed but animated. "I was gonna build a snowman," one girl said, her tone bitter. "Instead, I'm stuck here doing math."

Even the teachers seemed a little off their game, their usual energy dulled by the shared disappointment. One teacher started a lesson but paused halfway through to glance out the window and sigh before continuing.

By the time lunch rolled around, the mood in the cafeteria wasn't much better. The usual chatter was more subdued, and even the rowdy group at the corner table wasn't as loud as usual. I found Jasmine at our usual spot, already poking at her sandwich like it had personally offended her.

"I had my whole day planned," she said, not bothering with a greeting. "Sleeping in, binge-watching movies, hot chocolate... the works."

"Same," I said, plopping down across from her and pulling my lunch out of my bag. "Instead, we're here, trapped in this fluorescent prison."

Jasmine let out a dramatic sigh, rolling her eyes. "Figures. The one time we actually want to stay home, and it doesn't happen."

I nodded, biting into my sandwich and staring out the cafeteria window. The snow outside was still pristine, untouched by the chaos of school life. It sparkled in the sunlight, and for a moment, I imagined being out there—throwing snowballs, building forts, laughing until my sides hurt. Anything but sitting here under the harsh fluorescent lights.

Jasmine followed my gaze, her expression softening for a moment. "It does look nice, though," she said quietly. "I bet the hill by the park is perfect for sledding."

"Yeah," I said wistfully, picturing the hill covered in kids bundled in coats and scarves, their laughter carrying on the crisp air.

The rest of the lunch period passed in much the same way, the two of us sharing small complaints about the day while trying not to let our disappointment drag us down too much. Around us, the buzz of grumbles and frustrated sighs from other students began to fade, replaced by the usual chatter about quizzes, weekend plans, and whatever drama was unfolding in the latest TV shows.

By the time the afternoon classes rolled around, most of the snow-day talk had disappeared entirely. The routine of school had taken over, its predictable rhythm lulling everyone back into the usual monotony of the day. But for me, every time I glanced out the window, the longing returned.

I could see the snow-covered field stretching beyond the school grounds, untouched and perfect. The bare tree branches were still coated in a layer of white, and the sunlight made the whole scene look like something out of a postcard. I imagined running outside, the cold air stinging my cheeks as I dove into a snowbank or started rolling a snowball bigger and bigger until it was taller than me.

Instead, I was stuck inside, listening to the hum of the heater and the drone of a teacher's voice as they scribbled something on the board. The longing made my chest ache, and I couldn't help but wonder how different today would feel if we'd all been given the freedom to enjoy the snow instead of sitting here, waiting for the day to end.


~o~O~o~

The detention room was empty when I walked in, except for Mr. Harris at his desk. His head was bent over a stack of papers, the desk lamp casting a sharp glow over his hunched figure. He gave me a brief nod, barely glancing up, as if acknowledging me was just part of the routine. The faint scratching of his pen against paper blended with the relentless ticking of the clock on the wall. It was the only noise in the room, a steady reminder of how painfully slow time moved in here.

I settled into my usual spot at the front, dropping my bag onto the floor with a soft thud. The desk's surface bore the scars of countless students before me—initials scratched deep into the wood, uneven hearts carved with abandon, and even a few crude phrases that someone had half-heartedly tried to cover with pen marks. My fingers absently traced over one of the engravings, the rough grooves a small distraction from the quiet that pressed in from every side.

I opened my notebook, staring at the blank page. Math homework sat unfinished in my bag, but I couldn't focus on numbers or formulas. My thoughts felt too scattered, too restless. Instead, I picked up my pen and started to doodle.

At first, it was just random shapes—circles, spirals, and zigzags that filled the corners of the page. But before long, it turned into a twisting vine, creeping its way across the margins. My hand moved on autopilot, letting the pen flow while my mind wandered.

Tasha's voice lingered in my head, uninvited and persistent. I could almost hear her mocking tone, the way she and her friends would laugh at my expense during school hours. Without them here, the room should have felt quieter, maybe even peaceful. But their absence left behind a strange void, like the stillness after a storm. It wasn't comforting. It was unsettling, as though the remnants of their cruelty still hung in the air.

I glanced at Mr. Harris. He was still engrossed in his papers, his brow furrowed, and his pen tapping against the desk in an erratic rhythm. His movements were stiff, like he wasn't any happier to be here than I was. I couldn't blame him. Detention wasn't exactly the highlight of anyone's day. Babysitting a handful of kids who couldn't stay out of trouble wasn't exactly fulfilling work.

The clock continued its relentless ticking, each second dragging into the next. The room felt smaller, the walls inching closer with every passing moment. My doodles grew more frantic, the lines sharper and darker. Vines turned into jagged patterns, spirals clashed with edges, and the once-blank page became a chaotic tangle of ink. I wasn't sure if it was boredom or anger driving my hand, but the tension in my chest found its way onto the paper.

"You're quiet today," Mr. Harris said suddenly, his voice cutting through the oppressive stillness.

I flinched slightly, startled by the sound. When I looked up, his gaze was on me, calm but curious.

I shrugged, my fingers tightening around my pen. "Nothing to say, I guess."

He nodded, like that was enough of an explanation, and turned back to his work. The interruption left a ripple in the room, but it quickly faded, swallowed by the ticking clock and the quiet shuffle of papers.

My eyes drifted toward the window. The sky outside was a muted gray, heavy with clouds that hadn't quite decided if they wanted to snow again. A few students lingered in the courtyard, their faint laughter muffled by the glass. They kicked at patches of snow or leaned against the bike racks, their movements carefree and easy. I envied their freedom, even if they were just killing time before heading home.

The bell finally rang, its sharp tone slicing through the stillness like a blade. I packed up quickly, stuffing my notebook into my bag with a little more force than necessary. Mr. Harris gave me another brief nod as I passed his desk, and I muttered a quiet "Thanks," though I wasn't sure why. He didn't respond, already focused on whatever he was grading, the sound of his pen scratching the paper following me out the door.

The hallway outside felt emptier than usual, the faint echoes of voices and footsteps fading into the distance. Most of the students had already left, and the silence here was different—not as heavy, but still unsettling in its own way. The fluorescent lights buzzed softly overhead, casting a pale glow on the lockers and the scuffed floor.

As I walked toward the exit, my bag felt heavier than it should have, like it carried more than just books and notebooks. The weight of the day clung to me, and I couldn't shake the feeling that I'd left something behind in that room. Something I couldn't name but felt all the same, lingering like a shadow just out of sight.


~o~O~o~

Mrs. Blake was waiting in the car outside, parked in her usual spot near the curb. The faint rumble of the engine was a comforting sound as I approached, the windows slightly fogged from the warmth inside. I climbed into the passenger seat, the rush of warm air from the heater immediately soothing the chill that had seeped into my skin during the walk through the school parking lot.

"How was your day?" she asked as she checked the mirrors, easing the car away from the curb and into the light traffic. Her voice was calm and familiar, a constant in the chaos of my week.

"Long," I replied, letting out a sigh as I leaned my head against the cool glass of the window. The smooth vibrations of the car beneath me were oddly soothing. "Detention was boring."

"Boring's not the worst thing," she said with a small smile, her eyes flicking toward me briefly before returning to the road. "You're almost through it."

I nodded, though the thought of sitting through one more day in that quiet, suffocating room didn't exactly fill me with excitement. "Almost," I muttered, my voice barely above a whisper.

The streets outside blurred as I stared out the window, the houses and trees dusted with snow, their outlines softened in the dim light of late afternoon. A few kids were playing in a yard, their laughter faintly audible as they tossed snowballs back and forth. I envied their freedom, their ability to lose themselves in the moment while I carried the weight of the day home with me.

Mrs. Blake didn't push for more conversation, and I appreciated her for it. The silence in the car wasn't heavy or awkward—it was the kind of quiet that felt safe, like I didn't have to explain myself or pretend to be fine.

As we rounded the corner onto our street, the sight of home brought a faint sense of relief. The porch light was already on, casting a warm glow against the early evening shadows. Smoke curled lazily from the chimney, promising a cozy fire inside.

"Do you have much homework tonight?" Mrs. Blake asked, her voice breaking through my thoughts.

"A little," I said, shrugging. "I'll get it done."

She nodded, her hands steady on the wheel. "Good. We'll have dinner ready soon, so take a little time to relax first."

The promise of warmth and safety—the smell of dinner cooking, the hum of the heater, the familiar creak of the floorboards—made the weight of the day feel a little lighter. As Mrs. Blake pulled into the driveway, I let out a small sigh, the kind that comes when you know you've finally made it through the worst of the day.

Home wasn't perfect, but it was enough.



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