Stuck in the Middle -42


Chapter Forty-Two

The next morning, Mrs. Blake pulled up in front of the school as usual, the soft hum of the heater filling the car as we sat in the parking lot. On my lap was the box of food we'd packed the night before, now decorated even more than it had been. Lily, in her boundless morning energy, had added colorful squiggles and a big "Happy Thanksgiving!" message written in bright orange marker across the top. The cheerful doodles made the box feel lighter somehow, like it carried more than just food—it carried care.

"Need help carrying it in?" Mrs. Blake asked as I unbuckled my seatbelt, her hand already on the door handle.

I adjusted my grip on the box, balancing it carefully as I shook my head. "I think I got it," I said. "Thanks for the ride."

She smiled warmly, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "Have a good day, Emily. And great job with the donations—you're making a difference."

Her words settled over me like a blanket, their weight comforting but profound. I nodded, stepping out into the cold morning air. The chill bit at my cheeks and fingers as I hoisted the box, but the sight of students streaming into the building kept me moving. The box felt heavier than it had the night before, though I couldn't tell if it was because of the weight itself or the responsibility it represented.


~o~O~o~

Inside the school, the usual Monday morning energy buzzed through the halls—students gathered in clusters by their lockers, teachers chatting over steaming mugs of coffee, and the faint crackle of the PA system announcing the day's events. But what caught my attention immediately was the massive donation table set up near the main office.

The table was overflowing with food—cans, boxes, and bags piled so high they looked ready to topple over. A few teachers bustled around it, organizing the donations into neat rows. Their smiles were wide and genuine, their movements brisk but purposeful.

"Wow," I whispered, my steps slowing as I took it all in. The sheer volume of contributions was staggering, and it sent a warmth through my chest.

So many people had come together—students, teachers, families—all working toward something good. It felt hopeful, like a reminder that even in a world that could feel so heavy and overwhelming, there were still moments of light, still people willing to care.

I approached the table and placed my box down carefully. One of the teachers turned to me with a bright smile, her hands clasped together. "Thank you, Emily," she said warmly. "Every little bit helps."

Her gratitude lit a spark of pride in me, and I returned her smile. "You're welcome," I said, stepping back to take in the sight again.


~o~O~o~

"Emily!" Jasmine's voice rang out behind me, and I turned to see her hurrying toward the table, a large bag dangling from her hand. She lifted it proudly as she reached me, grinning. "I brought some stuff too—my mom went a little overboard."

I laughed as she set the bag down, its contents spilling out slightly—cans of soup, boxes of rice, jars of peanut butter. The variety was impressive, and it was clear her mom had taken the task seriously.

"That's awesome," I said, nodding toward the growing mountain of food. "This whole table is amazing."

"I know, right?" Jasmine said, glancing at the piles with a mix of awe and pride. "It's kind of nice to see everyone working together for something good."

Her words hung in the air, and for a moment, they filled me with both gratitude and something deeper—something heavier.

Looking at the table, the rows of food neatly stacked and ready to be shared, my mind drifted back to a time when I hadn't had enough to eat. Back when I lived with my mom, there were days—weeks, even—when the cupboards were bare. The sharp pang of hunger gnawed at my stomach, relentless and unforgiving.

The worst week was the one where she disappeared without a word, leaving me alone in the house with nothing but a jar of nearly empty pickles in the fridge. I could still feel the ache of hunger from those nights, the way it made my head spin and my body feel so weak it was hard to even stand. I remembered curling up in bed, clutching my stomach as tears slid silently down my face, wondering if anyone would notice if I wasn't okay.

The memory hit me like a punch to the gut, and before I could stop myself, tears welled up in my eyes.

"Emily?" Jasmine's voice was soft, concerned. She stepped closer, her head tilting as she studied my face. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," I said quickly, brushing at my cheeks, but the tears refused to stop.

Jasmine placed a hand gently on my shoulder, her touch grounding. "Hey, it's okay. Whatever it is, you don't have to hold it in."

I took a shaky breath, the words tumbling out before I could stop them. "It's just... when I was with my mom, there were times when we didn't have any food. I remember being so hungry I thought I'd pass out. And seeing all this... it just reminds me how different things are now."

Jasmine's expression softened, her hand giving my shoulder a reassuring squeeze. "I'm glad you're not in that place anymore," she said quietly. "You deserve better, Emily. And you're helping other people who might be in that situation now. That's something to be proud of."

Her words felt like a balm, easing the ache in my chest. I nodded, managing a small smile despite the lingering tears. "Thanks, Jasmine."

"Anytime," she said, her grin returning. "Now, come on. Let's get to class before we're tardy."

As we walked to our lockers, the warmth from the donation table stayed with me, mingling with the bittersweet memories of the past. Things weren't perfect now—not by a long shot—but they were better.


~o~O~o~

The morning passed like most mornings did—slowly, with a creeping sense of inevitability. My classes blurred together in a haze of notes, lectures, and the faint hum of chatter from classmates who were only half paying attention. By the time the bell rang for lunch, my stomach growled in protest, and I practically rushed to the cafeteria.

Jasmine and I claimed our usual table near the windows, where the sunlight streaming through made the otherwise drab room feel a little brighter. She dropped her tray with a clatter, immediately launching into a story as I unwrapped my sandwich.

"You'll never believe what my little brother did last night," she said, her voice already tinged with exasperation.

"What now?" I asked, taking a bite.

"He ate an entire pumpkin pie. By himself. Like, the whole thing," Jasmine said, throwing up her hands. "My mom had to make a new one because we were supposed to bring one to my aunt's house for Thanksgiving."

I laughed, shaking my head. "I don't know if I should be impressed or horrified."

"Both," Jasmine said with a grin. "I swear, he's like a garbage disposal. But I guess it's a skill? In some weird way."

"It's definitely something," I said, still laughing.

For a moment, the conversation felt light and easy, but then Jasmine leaned in slightly, her expression shifting. "So, what do you think about the Thanksgiving Drive?"

Her question caught me off guard, and I hesitated, my thoughts drifting back to the donation table and my earlier breakdown. The memory still felt raw, but I didn't want to get into it here, in the middle of the cafeteria.

"It's good," I said finally, nodding. "It's nice to see so many people helping."

Jasmine's face softened, and she gave a small smile. "Yeah, it's kind of cool, isn't it? Makes you feel like people actually care."

I nodded, but I didn't say anything more. Instead, we shifted the conversation to lighter topics—our teachers, our families, and what we were planning to do over the holiday. Jasmine told me about the drama of her extended family Thanksgiving, while I shared stories about Lily and Sam's antics. It was nice to sit and talk, to feel like a normal kid for a little while, without the weight of everything else pressing down on me.


~o~O~o~

After lunch, it was time for gym. As I walked into the locker room, the usual noise of clanging lockers and chatter filled the air, but something felt off. Instead of our regular gym teacher barking orders at us to hurry up, there was a woman standing near the door, clutching a clipboard and offering a nervous smile to everyone who passed.

"Who's that?" Jasmine whispered as we changed into our gym clothes.

"No idea," I said, lacing up my sneakers and glancing toward the door.

When we filed into the gym, the woman introduced herself as Mrs. Parker, a substitute filling in for our gym teacher, who was apparently out sick. Her voice wavered slightly as she explained that today's activity would be "free play."

The announcement was met with mixed reactions—a few cheers from the basketball players, groans from the dodge-ball enthusiasts, and general indifference from everyone else. Free play in gym usually meant chaos.

Half the class immediately took over the basketball court, forming impromptu teams and yelling over missed passes. The rest scattered—some sat on the bleachers, scrolling through their phones or chatting, while others loitered near the equipment racks, half-heartedly tossing balls around.

Jasmine and I stuck to the sidelines, sitting cross-legged on the bleachers as we watched the chaos unfold. Trevor, of all people, had taken center stage on the basketball court, dribbling the ball with exaggerated confidence.

"Think he'll make it?" Jasmine asked, smirking as Trevor lined up for a shot.

"Not a chance," I said, just as the ball hit the rim and bounced away with a loud clang.

Trevor looked around quickly, trying to play it off like he didn't care, but the redness creeping up his neck betrayed him. Jasmine and I exchanged a look, stifling our laughter.

Meanwhile, Mrs. Parker wandered the gym with her clipboard, her eyes darting nervously as she tried to keep some semblance of order. It was clear she was in over her head. At one point, a rogue dodge-ball game broke out on the far side of the gym, even though it wasn't part of the plan. Balls whizzed past her, one narrowly missing her head as she called out, "That's not part of free play!" in a voice that no one listened to.

"Sub days are the best," Jasmine said, shaking her head as we watched the chaos unfold.

"They really are," I agreed, laughing as another ball bounced wildly off the bleachers.


~o~O~o~

The rest of the day passed like a squirrel running around looking for nuts. I tried to focus on the lessons, but my mind kept drifting—to the donation table, to Jasmine's kindness, to the weight of everything I'd been feeling lately.

By the time the final bell rang, I felt both exhausted and relieved. Another day down, and while it hadn't been perfect, it hadn't been terrible either.

I packed up my things slowly, savoring the quiet of the now-empty classroom before heading out to the car where Mrs. Blake was waiting. Her familiar smile greeted me as I climbed into the passenger seat, the warmth of the heater chasing away the chill from outside.

"How was your day?" she asked as we pulled away from the curb.

"Pretty normal," I said, leaning back against the seat. "But sometimes normal is good."

She nodded, her expression thoughtful. "Sometimes it's exactly what we need."

As we drove home, the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting everything in a soft, golden light. The day hadn't been anything extraordinary, but it had been steady and calm. And for someone like me, who had known chaos and uncertainty for so long, steady and calm felt like a blessing.



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