Stuck in the Middle -14

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Chapter Fourteen

When I got home from school the next day, the air felt lighter somehow, as though someone had thrown open a window to let out all the tension that used to linger there. The usual weight pressing on my chest when I crossed the threshold was gone, replaced by a warmth I hadn’t felt in a long time. The aroma of something sweet baking in the kitchen wafted through the air, mingling with the faint, joyous sound of Sam’s laughter drifting from the backyard.

Mrs. Blake was the first to greet me at the door, her kind eyes crinkling as she offered her usual smile. “Hi, Emily. How was school today?”

“Not bad,” I replied, setting my bag down carefully by the door. The smell of fresh cinnamon rolls—or was it cookies?—tickled my nose, and my stomach gave an appreciative growl.

“That’s good to hear,” she said, smoothing her apron absently. “Sam’s out in the backyard with a ball. He’s been waiting for you, you know.”

“Waiting for me?” I asked, a little surprised.

“He’s been practicing his soccer moves and said he wanted someone to play with.” She paused, glancing at me in a way that felt both gentle and knowing. “I told him you might need some time to settle in first, but I think he’ll be happy to see you.”

I nodded slowly, my nerves replaced by a flicker of curiosity. The idea of playing with Sam didn’t seem as intimidating as it might have felt before. After changing out of my school shoes, I grabbed a glass of water and wandered outside.

The sun hung low in the sky, painting everything in warm golds and soft shadows. Sam was in the middle of the yard, completely absorbed in the soccer ball at his feet. He was practicing some kind of trick, flicking the ball into the air and catching it deftly on his knee before letting it roll back down. His focus broke when he noticed me, and his face lit up like a firework.

“Emily! Want to play?”

I hesitated, old insecurities rearing their heads, but his excitement was so genuine, so infectious, that I found myself nodding. “Sure.”

Sam’s grin widened as he tapped the ball in my direction. “It’s easy, just give it a kick!”

The ball rolled toward me, its path uncertain over the uneven grass. I stopped it with my foot and gave it a tentative nudge back to him. The look on his face—an exaggerated nod of approval—made me laugh despite myself.

“See? You’re already a natural,” he teased.

For the next few minutes, we passed the ball back and forth. Sam wasn’t just playing; he was teaching. “Try to keep your toes pointed down when you kick,” he said. “That’ll give you more control.”

I tried, and my kick sent the ball flying straight toward him. He stopped it effortlessly and sent it back with a flick of his foot.

“That was way better!” he encouraged. “You’ve got it now!”

The rhythm of the game settled in, and so did I. With every pass, I felt more at ease, the awkwardness falling away like dried leaves. Before long, I found myself smiling, genuinely smiling, as Sam cheered me on with each decent kick.

“You’re getting good at this,” he said after I managed to send the ball between two trees we were using as makeshift goalposts. His voice was full of admiration, like I’d just scored in a real match. “We should totally play a real game sometime. Maybe even get Mrs. Blake to referee.”

“Maybe,” I said, laughing as I wiped a bead of sweat from my forehead. “But only if you go easy on me.”

Sam shook his head dramatically. “No way! You’re too good for that now. Besides, I bet you’d surprise yourself.”

The game continued until the sky turned a deeper shade of orange, the first stars peeking out from their hiding places. Sam eventually flopped onto the grass, breathless and grinning. I joined him, lying back and letting the coolness of the ground seep through my shirt.

“Thanks for playing,” Sam said after a while, his voice softer now. “I mean it. I’ve been practicing alone for so long, and it’s just way more fun with someone else.”

“Yeah,” I admitted, staring up at the sky. “It was fun.”

Mrs. Blake called us in for dinner. The warm glow of the dining room light spilled through the doorway, a beacon against the gathering twilight outside. Inside, the table was already set, each plate and glass arranged with care. The scent of baked casserole—cheesy, hearty, and inviting—filled the room, mingling with the faint aroma of fresh-baked bread. Lily was chattering away about her day at school as Mr. Blake carried over a steaming casserole dish, the edges still bubbling.

Dinner was the same as it had been the past few nights: warm, lively, and filled with the kind of chatter that made me feel included, even when I didn’t say much. Lily recounted a story about her teacher's "hilarious mistake" that made everyone laugh, and Sam added his sarcastic commentary, earning groans from his sister and a chuckle from their dad. Mrs. Blake shared little snippets of her day, asking questions about ours, her tone effortlessly balancing curiosity and care.

I mostly listened, letting their voices wash over me. But when Mr. Blake asked me how my day had gone, I stumbled through a short answer, mentioning the walk I’d taken down the trail by the creek. To my surprise, they seemed genuinely interested, asking if I’d seen any wildlife or heard the birdsong that Mrs. Blake said she always loved. Their attention made me feel both shy and oddly important, like my words mattered.

When dinner ended, chairs scraped softly against the floor as everyone started to get up from the table. Sam and Lily carried their plates to the sink, their conversation turning to a board game they wanted to play later. Mrs. Blake began tidying up, moving with the kind of efficient grace that only comes from years of practice. I sat there for a moment, watching them. It was such a simple scene, but there was something about it—about the ease with which they all moved together, the unspoken rhythm of a family.

Without really thinking, I stood up and grabbed my plate, the motion feeling instinctive even though it wasn’t something I’d done much before.

“Emily, you don’t have to,” Mrs. Blake said gently as I carried it to the sink. Her voice wasn’t chastising, just kind, as if she didn’t want me to feel obligated.

“I want to,” I said, my voice quiet but firm. My hands hovered over the faucet for a moment before I turned on the water, watching the stream cascade over the plates. The sound of it rushing over the dishes was oddly soothing, and I focused on the way the soap bubbled and swirled.

Sam and Lily exchanged surprised looks, but neither said anything. Maybe they thought I didn’t notice, but I did, and for a fleeting second, I worried I’d done something wrong. Mrs. Blake, standing nearby with a dishrag in her hand, smiled warmly.

“Thank you, Emily. That’s very thoughtful of you.”

I nodded, concentrating on the dishes. The task wasn’t as daunting as I’d expected. It felt different here—almost safe—not like it had been before. I could still hear Lily’s chatter in the background and the occasional teasing remark from Sam, but none of it felt sharp or cutting. It was playful, familiar, like they’d learned how to navigate each other’s edges without ever crossing them.

By the time I’d finished, I felt a small sense of accomplishment, my chest lighter than it had been all day. “You did a great job,” Mrs. Blake said as she wiped down the counter. “Thank you for helping.”

“It’s nothing,” I said, shrugging. But deep down, it didn’t feel like nothing. It felt like a step forward.

Later that night, I went to my room, the house quiet now except for the muffled sounds of the TV in the living room. The walls glowed faintly with the soft golden light from my bedside lamp. I pulled the blanket around me, thinking about the day. Playing ball with Sam, listening to Lily’s endless stories, helping with the dishes—it all felt new and a little strange, but in the best way possible.

I sat at my desk with my homework spread out in front of me. Math problems, history notes, and an English assignment stared back at me, each demanding my attention. The clutter of papers and books felt as overwhelming as the thoughts racing through my head. It had been a while since I’d truly focused on schoolwork. The weight of falling behind during my suspension loomed over me like a dark cloud. But then I took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and reminded myself that I didn’t have to finish everything in one go. One thing at a time, I told myself.

A soft knock interrupted my thoughts. Mrs. Blake poked her head into the room, her gentle smile radiating calmness. “How’s it going, Emily?” she asked, stepping inside. She carried with her that quiet, reassuring presence that always made me feel like I wasn’t in this alone.

“It’s okay,” I said, my voice uncertain as I glanced at the mess of assignments. “Just trying to figure out where to start.”

Mrs. Blake entered fully and perched on the edge of my bed, folding her hands in her lap. Her gaze swept across the papers. “Math first?” she suggested. “Sometimes it helps to get the tougher stuff out of the way.”

I hesitated but eventually nodded. She had a point. Math had always been my Achilles’ heel, and leaving it for last usually meant it didn’t get done at all. I picked up my pencil and pulled the math worksheet closer. The first problem was about fractions, one of those topics that had always felt like a foreign language to me. My brow furrowed as I tried to piece together the steps I vaguely remembered from class.

Mrs. Blake didn’t say much as I worked, but she stayed nearby, her presence steady and comforting. I erased and re-wrote the first problem at least three times before I finally got the answer. I glanced at her, unsure if I’d done it right.

She leaned over, her eyes scanning my work. “That looks great,” she said, her voice filled with genuine encouragement. “You’re doing a good job, Emily. Just take your time.”

Her words were simple, but they meant more than she probably realized. I felt a small flicker of confidence—a rare and fragile thing these days. I moved on to the next problem, working through each one with a mix of determination and cautious optimism. By the time I reached the last question, I wasn’t second-guessing myself as much. When I finally set my pencil down, a small but undeniable sense of accomplishment settled in my chest.

“Done with math?” Mrs. Blake asked, her tone light but proud.

I nodded, unable to hide a small smile. “Yeah. That wasn’t as bad as I thought.”

“See? You’ve got this,” she said, giving me a quick pat on the shoulder before heading out of the room. “I’ll bring you a glass of water in a bit. Keep going—you’re on a roll.”

Feeling a bit more confident, I turned to my history notes. The assignment was to summarize a chapter about early civilizations. History wasn’t my favorite subject, but I’d missed several classes recently, and the gaps in my knowledge made me nervous. I opened the textbook, its stiff pages creaking faintly, and began reading.

The chapter turned out to be more interesting than I expected. It talked about the ancient Sumerians and their inventions—writing, irrigation, and laws. As I jotted down notes, I found myself surprisingly absorbed. The idea of a civilization rising from nothing, creating systems and structures that lasted for thousands of years, felt oddly inspiring. It reminded me that even when things felt broken or lost, they could be rebuilt.

Mrs. Blake returned with a glass of water, setting it on the desk beside me. “How’s history treating you?” she asked, peeking at my notes.

“It’s actually kind of cool,” I admitted, a little surprised at my own words. “Did you know they invented writing? Like, the first writing ever?”

Mrs. Blake smiled, clearly pleased to see my enthusiasm. “That’s amazing, isn’t it? They left a mark on the world, just like you will one day.”

I didn’t know how to respond to that, but her words lingered in my mind as I finished the history summary. When it was done, I moved on to the English assignment—writing a paragraph about a favorite book or story. I stared at the blank paper for a long moment, the question stirring memories I hadn’t revisited in a while.

Finally, I began writing about a novel I’d read years ago. It was about a girl who found her strength in unexpected places, despite the challenges she faced. As I wrote, I realized how much that story had meant to me back then—and how much it still did. It wasn’t just a story about strength; it was a story about hope, about finding a way forward even when the odds seemed impossible.

By the time I finished, the sun had dipped below the horizon, casting the room in the soft, warm glow of my desk lamp. I leaned back in my chair and stretched, the tension in my shoulders easing for the first time all day.

Mrs. Blake appeared again, her timing impeccable. “Finished?” she asked, her eyes bright with encouragement.

I nodded, a sense of pride swelling in my chest. “Yeah. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be.”

“I’m glad to hear that,” she said warmly. “You’ve worked hard today. Why don’t you take a break?”

As I tidied up my papers and put them back into my backpack, a realization dawned on me. For the first time in a long time, school didn’t feel like a burden. It felt like a chance—a way to move forward, step by step, in this new chapter of my life.

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Emily Is Thriving

jengrl's picture

Emily is thriving in an environment where there is love and encouragement instead if what she’d grown so use to experiencing, as the Blake’s are teaching her exactly how a family is really supposed to be. Things that were once difficult ,are much easier with positive reinforcement.

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It’s a serious cliche’……..

D. Eden's picture

But one of the tenets of management is that we don’t have problems, we have opportunities.

Emily has finally reached a place where she can begin to think that way. Instead of just surviving, instead of having to duck down and pull her head in like a turtle being threatened, she can hold her head up and meet the challenges she is facing and the opportunities which she is being given.

Her entire attitude is changing without the constant abuse, both physical and verbal.

D. Eden

Dum Vivimus, Vivamus

It's shaping up well

Alice-s's picture

I am enjoying it. It is not that fast a process though. But small steps and little gains add up eventually.