Apocalypse Dawn: First Light - Part 35

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Part 35: Evacuation

When Caleb's sister offers to get him and Jess an opportunity to play-test a new Virtual Reality MMORPG, Caleb's vacation just may change his life and the lives of those close to him forever.

 

The eyes of both my Fae parents widened in surprise and my Mahair asked in a hushed tone, “Taelya, how do you know that name?”

 


 
Author's Note: Here's part 35 of my reluctant princess story. Again I thought that this chapter would be the last, but I promise that the next one will be for sure ;) I hope you all enjoy. ~Amethyst.
 


 
Chapter 35: Evacuation

I had been sitting there thinking for longer than I thought before Mahair’s exclamation snapped me out of it, but then I had a lot to process. The fact that we seemed to be at the start of a very real apocalypse was at the bottom of that list of concerns says a lot about just how fucked up my life was. The clock said 7:08 so that meant that we had just under two hours before it was time to move everyone and everything of value to the sanctuary, wherever that was. From what little attention I had been paying to the outside world I knew that Mahair was on the phone working out the details with the other Queens. Whatever was said in the conference call to prompt her to start cursing, Mahair didn’t look pleased by the news at all.

She hung up the phone with a frown. “The military is moving on the New York Branch. The security measures and defensive spells should hold them off long enough for our Magi to teleport everything away but they’ll have to start moving everything in the next five minutes. The problem is that we believe that two of our evacuation sites have been compromised, including the one in the States. It’s a good thing we sent people ahead of time to check. We’re going to have to move all the Courts to one location to be safe.”

“Which site?” Narek asked in concern. “Are any of them even big enough to hold all four Courts and all of our allies?”

“No, none of them. Well maybe the Japan site, but it would be crowded,” Mahair said with a shake of her head.

~ You must go to Varüus’kiel my child,~ an unfamiliar voice said. The voice was soft, gentle, and soothing, like waves caressing a beach.

I swung my head around looking for the speaker but the only ones in the conference room were my Mahair, Pájar, and myself. “Varüus’kiel?” I wondered aloud. It wasn’t a Fae name or word that I had heard before.

The eyes of both my Fae parents widened in surprise and my Mahair asked in a hushed tone, “Taelya, how do you know that name?”

“I… uhhh… was just repeating it,” I said as I looked around again self-consciously. “I thought that maybe you said it. What does it mean?”

“It’s the name of Danu’s center of power and the place where the Four were first created. It is forbidden to the uninvited and it has been known by many names among humans but the Celts called it Tír na nÓg. Usually, the only time we return there is for Councils, but if Danu has returned along with magick then the island has returned as well. If you heard that name, it means that we’re going home,” Mahair said picking up the phone again.

While I was lost in thought for over an hour before Amoiraishe had snapped out of it I’d done plenty of thinking. With my intimate knowledge of the Fae and how seriously they took their Goddess-given-duties, I could understand why Amoiraishe did what she did. It didn’t mean that I approved of her changing people without their consent, and yes I was a bit angry about it even with my Fae perspective, but I did understand why and the reasoning behind it.

Other people may not understand and many would likely be furious, but I could get it. I also liked being Taelya, and I liked the relationship that I had with Amoiraishe. Sure my Human mom had raised Karin and me on her own, but she had often been working so much to put food on the table and money aside for our education that she hadn’t been there for us as much as she should have, especially during our teens. It was why Karin and I had depended on one another so much. Amoiraishe was different, if we needed her for anything she’d be there and she wanted to be involved in our lives. In fact, she could be damn overprotective sometimes.

Narek I was pissed at though. He had not only conspired to change my gender against my will, but he had gone behind Amoiraishe’s back doing it. Okay, sure I was comfortable being a Fae female now, but that was beside the point. It was the principle of the thing. As Mahair was on the phone he approached me and said without an ounce of remorse, “I did what I felt was right, Taelya. I…”

“Bullshit!” I snapped furiously. “If you just needed a Queen or a stand-in for the Winter Court then you could have used the F.I.T to make your mother young and healthy again or done this to one of those guys playing Yseil'dhraí there. Better yet, you could have changed your own fucking gender!”

“It wasn’t just about a Queen for the Winter Court,” he said with a sad shake of his head as he tried to calmly explain. “Mahair refuses to use the F.I.T, she says that her time is past. And an Autumn Court Yseil'dhraí in the Winter Court would have revealed my plan too early. I needed you. Amoiraishe seemed certain that you would make a good leader, even as a male, and that you were eager to play a Magus. I needed a Yseil'dhraí in the Autumn Server to receive Rhaennan’s gifts. She was, and now you are, one of the most powerful Fae ever born and we are going to need that power in the battles ahead of us.”

“And the memories?! Am I even me anymore, or just some twisted replacement of your daughter?!” I argued, gripping my fists tightly at my sides and using every iota of self-control I had not to turn him into a mouse.

Narek kept speaking calmly. “As I said, the last thing that I wanted was another Rhaennan, I needed you. There were no changes made to your personality, or anyone’s for that matter. We just gave you a few memories to help make sense of your new forms and identities and new skills that you selected yourselves. You are aware that those memories aren’t really yours and we tried to make them pleasant for the most part. Everything else in there is your personality, your own memories are still there and we took none of that from you. You have each incorporated those new skills and memories into your lives based on who you are inside, we only gave you more to work with and tried to make you comfortable in your new forms.”

The Winter Court Yseil'dhraí paused for a moment, letting out a deep sigh. “I’m glad that it was you, Taelya. I like and respect you and I think that you’ll use that power wisely, especially now that you know where Rhaennan went wrong. I want to make this up to you, I think that if maybe we spend some time together and if you get to know your sister Tíana…”

“I’m not your daughter! I’m your fucking science project!” I shouted. Amoiraishe looked up from her phone conversation in concern, but both of us had gone silent as I stormed over to the other side of the room leaving Narek standing there with a pained expression on his face.

~o~O~o~

After Amoiraishe’s hurried conference call was completed, she informed us that the Winter Court was evacuating the New York Branch and we made our way back to the elevator and downstairs to the secured area with the F.I.Ts. I kind of hated myself at the moment for the way that I had lost it with Narek, especially since I had spent those long minutes since my explosion thinking about what he had told me and why he had done what he did. I may not have agreed with his methods but everything that he had done was for the Fae. This was about our survival, being able to do our duty to maintain the balance of nature and magick, and our ability to survive the challenges ahead and possibly a war on two fronts until we could forge a lasting peace with the Humans. And I just totally caught myself thinking of myself as Fae again, but I guess I was one even before I entered the game.

“You know Mahair,” I said conversationally to break the awkward silence as we rode the elevator down. “Certain governments are going to be going after as much of your assets as they can get their grubby little hands on.”

Our assets, my little rose,” she clarified with a smile before shrugging. “You and your sister are family, even should you choose not to stay as you now are. We’re moving everything and everyone important to me. We won’t let them get what they’re after.”

“But your company,” I argued. Then everything that she had just hit me and I stared at her in shock. “Wait, what do you mean by ‘should we choose to stay as we are now’?”

She sighed and I could see the sadness and the worry written all over her face. “If you truly do not like your current forms we can always change you again, you could even go back to being a human male should you wish it. We took blood samples from each of you before you began to change, we reversed what small changes that Dennis and the other members of H3lls-Pwn went through using their samples before pulling them out of their F.I.Ts. I am not without any compassion or morality, dear one. You will all be given that option, even if it means losing you, I swear it.”

She tried to shake off her dismal expression and quickly changed the topic to address my other point. “As for this building and the company; Pegasus Entertainment is just a business, one that has already served its purpose, and Moira Llewellyn was just another in a long line of fictional names. Besides, I’ve been building and hiding fortunes for almost four hundred years and I have money in places and under names that they’ll never be able to find or access. We’ll have enough to get started, but the real work is still ahead of us if we’re going to make peace and restore the balance.”

The doors opened on the secure sub-basement level and I thought about my Mahair’s words as we walked toward the high-security area. If what Mahair was saying was true, and she wouldn’t have sworn to it otherwise, then everyone would have a choice whether they stayed as they were now and could go back to being their old selves. Did I want to stay as Taelya? I liked who I was now and if all of this really was real then I had a duty to my people and to the world as a whole to try to restore the balance. I didn’t like the idea of not having a choice in the matter, but now that that didn’t seem to be the case there was no doubt in my mind. I was going to stay as Taelya.

It was as I came to that momentous decision that we passed through the thick steel security doors and my Pájar secured them behind us. Yes, I was calling him my Pájar, but only because we were blood-related. I was still pissed at him so he would have to earn the title, but I’d give him the chance that my human father should have had.

We entered the large room in the sub-basement where I had climbed into a F.I.T and this whole thing had begun and I looked around at the F.I.Ts uncertainly. We were the last ones to arrive and the room was already filled with F.I.T attendants and other employees milling around the F.I.Ts in the massive room. Each of those tubes had a player inside, many of whom were about to get a very rude awakening. We would be lucky if they didn’t riot after they woke up in the bodies of their game characters.

I now knew though that there was another floor beneath this one with more F.I.Ts, though those contained regular water rather than whatever green transformation sauce that had been used to change us. Those F.I.Ts housed our guests from the other Courts and many of the ‘NPC’s from the Glade such as Naerysse and Brynna waiting to be awakened along with the players. It seemed that there were quite a few of the animals on that lower level as well. Ghost, Theíldhúr, the Wisps, some Cú sídhe, and the familiars of the various Witches were all down there in specialized chambers waiting to join us.

It was that lower level that Mahair planned to revive first. For one thing, we might need the extra bodies to control things if things got of hand while waking the players. Some of those faces would be familiar and comforting to some players too, such as Brynna and Naerysse who had been developing relationships with their new daughters Salem and Daenyss. Also, I didn’t want to think of what it would be like waking Ghost and Theíldhúr in the midst of getting players settled, and since Mahair, Narek, and I were the only ones outside the F.I.Ts who could keep the Vsilja calm we would need to be on hand when they woke.

About a dozen of the F.I.Ts on the lower level were huge, twice as big as the one that I had been in. They were so tall that the attendants and anyone helping had to use a built-on ladder to get to the top to open it up and begin the revival process and there was a vacuum sealed door on the side to make it easier for the occupants to get out once revived. Apparently, they had been built for the Namahage on Spring Server since they could get up to nine feet tall. So they had decided to use some of these larger ones for the NPC Vsilja and Cú sídhe as well. There were smaller ones too that contained the Sprite, Pixie, and small animal NPCs. Mahair led me to two of the larger ones and while F.I.T attendants and employees started on deactivating the other tubes and waking their occupants we concentrated on helping the attendants that were waking the Vsilja.

Ghost was panicking at first from being in a strange place and I could sense her panic and worry for me until Alysse and I managed to get the complex headpiece/oxygen mask off her and the water started to drain from the tube into the attached reserve tank. Then I placed myself right in her field of vision and reached out a hand as I smiled at her. “Easy girl, you’re safe and I’m right here by your side.” As soon as my hand touched her head she calmed right down and began to nuzzle me affectionately in relief. Although she looked a little annoyed with getting all the tubes, medical monitors, and other paraphernalia removed she did remain still for it until the water was fully drained to the reserve tank and Alysse was finished.

It was as she finished and Alysse was opening a vacuum-sealed side panel to let Ghost out that I was assaulted by a tiny, and very wet, pink, and black blur. I was just trying to calm Willow down and assure her that everything was alright when Ghost stepped out of the huge F.I.T and shook all of the excess water from her hide. Great, now my clothes were half soaked, but I forgave them both. I was just too happy to see them both alive and well out here in the real world with me, especially Ghost. I was afraid that I had lost her for good after the battle with Mòrag.

I was going to see if anyone needed my help reviving the other F.I.T occupants from this level, but it looked like it was mostly under control, and those who were comfortable with wearing clothes were getting dressed. As I turned I caught sight of Kinara’s bright pink hair as the Summer Court Yseil'dhraí walked toward me, looking very self-conscious as she gently stroked Kimmie, who was resting on her shoulder and basking in the attention. “Taelya… I’m… I would have told you if…”

I stepped forward to wrap my apprentice up in a hug. “I know, you swore an oath. There’s nothing to forgive. I’ve had some time to cool off and think about it and I can understand why all of you did this. Some people are going to be upset, but they’ll either realize that they’re happier as they are now or they’ll go back to being who they were with a great story to tell their grandkids.”

“And you?” my apprentice asked uncertainly.

“I’ll be staying as is,” I assured her. “Mahair said I have a choice, but I don’t think that I really do. I’m happy and comfortable like this, I probably would have been at least part-Fae anyway, and my people need me. If I went back to being Caleb or something else I’d just be doing it out of spite and that’s not who I am or who I want to be. I think that Lissany and Rei will probably stay the way they are too.”

“Our whole party has decided to stay as they are,” Kinara said with a nod. At my obvious look of confusion, she shrugged. “Right after you were logged out Amoiraishe uploaded an announcement explaining everything and showing various news reports from the outside world so everyone has had a day to think about it. Most people either didn’t believe it yet or were pissed off about being changed against their will, but our group was close to Amoiraishe and all of them already had suspicions like you did. Sheriff Shaw and Tien were the same, they’re both a bit concerned about their families but neither of them changed much physically and they both got magick out of the deal.”

“I know that Tien’s aunt is safe, I talked with her earlier and we’ll do what we can to help people’s families, those of us that have them. Maybe we can bring them with us if they’re open-minded and wish to join us,” I offered hopefully. It didn’t really surprise me that, given time to think it over, my party mates would choose to stay as they were. We were all happier, had a purpose now, and had gained something valuable from the experience.

Lissany and Rei would never have to feel dysphoria again and my sister could be herself and people wouldn’t bat an eye or dare disapprove because she was Tokh'dhraí. Venika had gotten a sort of freedom she hadn’t had since college and she didn’t have to worry about her daughter and her gender issues all of the time. Pete was a respected warrior and not just some middle-of-the-road gamer and he had admitted to Nishalle that he was a little ashamed of his real-world body. Grell loved techie stuff and now he could make cutting edge artificed technology that could do things he’d never even dreamed of before.

Robyn hadn’t changed physically, but she was one hell of a dancer now when she’d had two left feet before and she could reach people with her music in a way that nobody else but a fellow Bard could. Rob was much more capable of protecting her now too and he seemed to revel in that. Salem would never have to go back to a wheelchair and she could make a positive impact on the environment like she always wanted. And then there was Daenyss. My Attendant didn’t know anything else and I thought that she was happy now between our friendship and her growing relationship with Salem. And I think that relationships were maybe one of the most important factors of all, those of us who weren’t already in relationships had formed one in the game that they were worried would vanish once we returned to our real lives.

With everyone in the NPC level awake and as prepared as they were going to be, we headed back to the upper sub-basement level to wake the players. Sahnae had taken charge of a few of the Fae mages and they would remain behind to teleport all the F.I.Ts, the main server, and all of the other equipment to Varüus’kiel and meet up with the other Courts that were evacuating or had already done so. Mahair started a mass logout sequence before we headed up and as soon as we were back on the Players’ level, we started to help the F.I.T attendants to wake everyone.

With most of the employees of Pegasus Entertainment and all of the NPCs that we had just awoken from downstairs, we were able to complete the revival process fairly quickly. We were going to need every Fae mage that knew the Exodus spell or could learn it quickly if we were going to move everything and everyone in one trip. Mahair wanted that done ASAP.

We found Venika’s F.I.T first, or rather we followed Silverheels to it. The F.I.T was considerably smaller than most of the others, almost a dollhouse version. I had seen several of these though and Kinara explained that they had used a similar spell as Mahair had on Rei’s Lindwyrm-hide armor and her sahir kien to change the size of the various equipment as the players shrank down to Sprite size. They had even prepared for shrinking power plugs and the like by equipping the F.I.Ts with internal artificed power supplies. All of the F.I.Ts and the server had them, though they hadn’t been expecting to switch to them from the city power so early. Alysse had said it was a bit hectic activating them all when the power unexpectedly died.

Of course, the second that Venika was out of her F.I.T Silverheels pounced her. The Sprite just sighed and tried to look stern, but I could see the tiny little half-smile as she muttered, “Yeah, yeah, I’m happy to see you too.”

Salem and Daenyss had been extracted by their respective Fae mothers and were amid happy reunions when we found them and Rei was the last that we found from our group. As soon as she was out of the green goop and all of the medical stuff we shared a long passionate kiss. “Mmmmm. I love you, Babe,” he said grinning at me. He was in the real world and he was male, though he had quickly switched to female just to be sure it was possible and the exhilarated look on his face as he changed back was enough to bring tears to my eyes as he asked, “Are you gonna be okay with this?”

“Yeah, this is who I am, maybe who I was meant to be all along. I’m good so long as I have you. We’ll need to re-make our sahir kien when we get the time though.” Sadly we weren’t able to hold onto the moment because there were still plenty of people to wake but we did take a moment to have a happy reunion as a party. I had so much to tell all of them, especially my sister, but now wasn’t the time. We needed to hurry, so we were waking people as fast as was safe.

~o~O~o~

Once we had all of the players out of their F.I.Ts my Mahair called out for attention among the confusion and pockets of hostile players who weren’t too happy to find out that they really did wake in their game bodies like Amoiraishe’s message had claimed. When she had a sort of grudging silence she addressed the crowd of transformed players. “Congratulations! You have all finished a training simulation meant to prepare you for the new reality that our world faces. Yes, you have been changed, but so has the world and you have been trained to survive the dangers of this new world now that the Veil has collapsed and magick has returned.”

There was some whispering at that, panicked for some and angry for others, but Amoiraishe continued her speech. “From now on there are no safe zones and no automatic respawns, we will survive with our wits, our skills, and by working together. For completing your training you have all earned an Apocalypse Dawn prize package. If you go to the locker room to my right, you will find showers to clean up and a locker with your name on it. Inside those lockers, you will find clothes that should fit you, your personal belongings, and suitable equipment. Please hurry though as we will have to evacuate in just over forty minutes.”

“And what if we decide that we don’t want to be part of this freak show,” Hawkin said with a sneer from the front of the crowd, causing Salem’s former party and some of the other malcontents to loudly voice their own protests.

Amoiraishe was undeterred and remained calm. “Then you are free to leave as you are now with my blessing and hopes that you survive. Or we can return you to your former body, or another of your choosing, once we have the F.I.Ts set up in another location.”

“What if I decide that I want to be like her?” Hawkin countered, jabbing a finger toward where I was standing with Ghost and trying to keep her calm.

“Then you would be disappointed,” the Autumn Court Queen responded coolly. “The required skills for Yseil’dhraí characters were limited to keep those focused on power who would abuse such a position from choosing it and we will not be artificially creating any others. Taelya chose to play one of us because she was willing to face challenges to do what she truly wished to do and regardless she and her sister already had the bloodline before entering the game.”

Nishalle gave me a questioning look and I silently mouthed, “Later.”

As I was doing that Hawkin rounded on me again. “See! She gives everything to that red-headed bimbo of hers, but what did she give us? She just changed us against our fucking will!”

Lissany and Nishalle were quick to step between us and to everyone’s surprise, especially Hawkin’s, Lissany’s armor and weapons appeared just as they would have if she consciously summoned them in-game. Nishalle only took a moment to consider that before using her own summoning mark, causing her Lindwyrm-hide armor and weapons to appear as well. Hawkin took a step back now that he was confronted with my two fully equipped protectors who both looked like they would be only too willing to end him.

I was already pissed off with Hawkin. It was all about power, glory, and being the center of attention with that asshole. He wasn’t getting enough for his liking so he was trying to turn the situation to his advantage. “ENOUGH! This isn’t a game anymore!” I shouted, as for the first time in the real world I reached out to gather mana. Keeping one hand firmly on Ghost, so she wouldn’t do anything against the hostile Human, I spoke the sigils and drew them with my free hand. “Kaida nihala ysoldir Hawkin!”

The crowd stepped back from Hawkin as he began to glow and change shape, his large muscular form becoming smaller, more slender, and distinctly feminine. After a moment the transformation was complete and a very attractive redheaded Human girl in her late teens with pale brown eyes stood where Hawkin’s form had been a moment earlier. I stepped between my protectors and leveled a cold glare toward the new girl. “That is what it’s like being changed against your will, and now you look as close to me as a Human can. Is that what you wanted? It’s as close as you’re going to get because I’ll be damned if I’m going to let some hateful and selfish bag of shit like you ever wear the form of a Yseil’dhraí!”

I tried not to wince at the dirty looks that I got from Venika and Mahair for swearing. Now that I seemed to have everyone’s attention I wanted to keep it. I spoke as clearly as possible, using stored mana to project my voice so that everyone in the large chamber could hear my words. “It’s true, none of us were told that we should be changed like this before we joined the game, but would we have believed her if she had told us? She gave you as much choice in the matter as she could. You chose to join the game. You chose your Races, classes, and even what you looked like. You chose the skills that you wanted to take. You even have the choice if you wish to stay this way or go back to who you were before.”

I let all that sink in for a moment before continuing. “We have been given a chance. A far better chance to survive than anyone else out there has right now and you’re all complaining about it? Everything in the game, that was just training for what’s out here in the real world now. It’s your choice whether you want to face that with everything that you have been given and the friends that you have made or to give it up because you can’t appreciate the things you’ve gained because of things you think you’ve lost. News Flash! Our lives would have changed regardless when the veil fell and at least now we’ve had some control over how!”

The crowd was milling around and quite a few of them seemed to be coming around from what I’d said so I decided to give them some direction. “Now everyone should get showered, changed, and geared up, we don’t have much time. We will sort out who wants to be changed back and try to help the families of anyone who is sticking with us once we’re settled in the new location.”

Players began moving toward the locker room and I looked toward Hawkin who looked very uncomfortable and was shaking a little. She had stood there looking stunned throughout my whole speech and now she looked like she might break down crying at any time. I knew all too well what she was probably feeling like, but I had made my point and I didn’t want anyone to have to go through that if they didn’t have to, so I dispelled the transformation spell.

“Dysphoria sucks doesn’t it?” I pointed out. “That’s just a taste of what some of us have had to go through. Remember this, because if you ever cross me or my people again you will have a choice between making that permanent or the Wild Hunt. Stay, or leave now, make a choice. I’d be lying if I didn’t say that we could use you though, you’re a capable warrior when you’re not being a self-centered asshole.”

“Holy shit, I really am an asshole, aren’t I?” he mumbled to himself as he looked down at his hands.

“Yeah, you are, but the first step of getting better is admitting that you have a problem, so congratulations. A lot of people overcompensate online when they think that they’re anonymous, especially in games where they get in character and can be someone other than themselves for a change. You’re not in a game anymore and there are people here who would be your friends if you’d be yourself and let them, most of us were outcasts with little or no real family or friends.”

Hawkin looked thoughtful for a moment and I think that it was the first time that I’d ever really seen him do any really deep thinking. “I’ll stay, but I need to think about whether this is who I want to be long-term.”

“I’ll warn you, people are going to be leery about getting too close to you, especially me,” I cautioned him. Nishalle and Lissany who had remained behind while the others went to shower and change nodded their agreement.

“Why give me the choice at all then?” Hawkin asked, looking genuinely confused.

My sister gave Hawkin a stern look as she said, “Because that’s what Taelya does. She cares about everyone and tries to bring out the best in them. I’m not that foolish. If I ever think that you’re going to do anything to hurt my sister I will kill you before she has a chance to regret giving you this opportunity, and you will never see it coming.”

Hawkin paled and remained quiet and thoughtful as we all headed toward the showers so they could wash off the green goo and get changed. Since I was already clean and dressed I went to my locker to see what might be inside. The clothes that I had worn when I arrived as Caleb were there but I wouldn’t need those, though I did grab my old wallet and shoved it in the black leather purse that had been provided, just in case I needed to try to access my old bank account or something. Other than that there was the make-up kit that Alysse had used on me earlier, a pack of the brand of tampons I had used in-game, and a couple of boxes of ammo for my Colts, all of which I added to the purse as well.

Just to test it, I focused on my summoning mark. As I felt the familiar tingle of magick my dress and slippers were immediately replaced by my Lindwyrm-hide outfit/armor, my guns in their thigh holsters, my ammo pouches, and the swords that Narek had given me hooked onto my belt. Pleased that I wouldn’t have to find new equipment I quickly dismissed them again and waited for the other players to finish getting ready.

Daenyss didn’t have a locker, but a chest with a sigil on it that matched the one in-game that she placed items in to summon with one of her Nasyr taka. A quick check showed that her Attendant supplies and combat gear were inside, including her disassembled Dragon. Her Lindwyrn-hide armor wasn’t there, but she had gotten a separate mark to summon that when the rest of the party had gotten ours as well. Once Daenyss was done showering I helped her to move the chest into the chamber with the F.I.Ts.

Soon everyone was dressed and ready, many of whom had been provided better gear than they had had in the game. It seemed that while we were in the game artificers, magi, and smiths had been very busy preparing for our arrival by creating, replicating, or otherwise ‘acquiring’ gear. There were even some crates of general supplies, military-grade hardware, and various electronics and other useful items that had been retrieved from the aborted sanctuaries.

Since we didn’t want any of our Magi draining themselves to the point of exhaustion by trying to move too much at once, Venika and I went over the Exodus spell with my three apprentices. Once they all seemed to have a good grasp of both it and the name of our destination we all split up with the other Magi and got started. It took longer than I would have liked but all of us were tagging, F.I.Ts, equipment, computers, and everything else that Mahair didn’t want the vultures to get their hands on once we were gone, and we were doing it as quickly as we could.

When everything had been tagged by one Magus or another we prepared our spells. I waited until everyone else was done and then I focused on all of the players and equipment that I had tagged, making sure that nothing else had been left behind. Once I was certain that I had everything, I focused on my destination, drew in all the mana that I could, and then spoke and drew the sigils. “Kaida liantuir tala siashe Varüus’kiel!”

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Yay

More please
Seems Danu has special plans for Taeyla since she was the one she spoke to.
I wonder how big Varüus’kiel and what protections the island has. I think she will make up with Narek I hope he doesn’t have to do something drastic like sacrifice himself. Wait I thought her father was only half fey not human.
Was ghost always a vasilj she seemed to to unused to her surroundings? How is Taeyla touching her when her chamber is vacuum sealed having trouble picturing the scene.
Who killed the lindworm for the armor they have now that wasn’t easy in the game and couldn’t have been easy outside it.
I’m glad they all choose to stay as they are and I was pretty close with reasons. I hope Hawkin’s learns his lesson and stops being a pain in the ass. Also that’s a pretty big purse if she is fitting all that in there, is it a bag of holding
I can’t wait to see the island

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One more

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You'll get one more chapter out of me. It's ready to be edited and posted later today. I didn't want to gloss over some of the personal stuff so it's going to get to one more chapter before one final answer is given and we find out the fate of Taelya's group and the Courts, or at least what direction they're headed in.

Danu has many plans, but we will find out next chapter what many of those plans are and how Taelya fits in. The size and defenses of the island will be mentioned next chapter but it is the domain of the Goddess of magick, the moon, water and earth. She would not leave it defenseless. Hopefully Taelya will make up with Narek in time, until then she'll at least be civil with him. When she thinks of her 'human father' it's because he was her father when she was still Caleb and it's still kind of hard for her to believe that he was half-Fae. Ghost was indeed always a Vsilja and the door was a side panel since the F.I.T she was in was too tall for creatures to just sit up and get out of like the smaller versions but it had to be sealed while in use to keep fluid from getting out. I added a sentence that should make that more clear.

As for the Lindwyrm, the Fae have been hunting monsters for millennia unlike Taelya and co. so a prepared group could handle one and it seems right to be prepared for it if they were going to have a Lindwyrm area boss in-game. Though their armor could have merely appeared because they still had the magick marks and believed that it would. We're talking about magic here and Amoiraishe is pretty damn powerful no matter how she decided to work it so that Taelya's group would still have their equipment out of game.

Taelya's group has decided to stay but there are those who would have liked to try different forms if they knew it was going to be for life and those that want their old bodies back. As For Hawkin, he's been given a lot to think about and we'll see where his thinking is taking him next chapter.

Any medium sized shoulder purse could probably fit all of that. A small makeup kit with just a few of the basics in a set color scheme doesn't take up that much room and really the biggest thing that she puts in it is the box of tampons and a box of two dozen or so isn't that huge. The organic ones that Taelya would likely end up having to use come in boxes of 12, 16, or 18 so it's not a huge amount of space. Two small boxes of 45 caliber bullets together, say 50 per box, would maybe be the same size as that box of tampons even if they are heavier.

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Sigh

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Again Tay is still way too accepting and forgiving I understand it feels normal to her now , but at the same time both Narek and Amoiraishe forced a change of mind and body on people regardless if it is for or has a good outcome it's still a form of rape and violation of a person on one the deepest personal levels Amoriaishe and Narek could reach they effectively killed people when they changed the players to make them who they are now they are not the people they where and it bothers me how quick Tay and her friends are to give in and accept the changes forced on them and move on. Regardless if it helps them with their issues.

Strange voice contacting Tay is Denu isn't it and nice to see Hawkins is still an a hole and what Tay did to him is just as bad as what Amoiraishe did

Acceptance

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This is kind of one of the points I'm making with this story, I want people to think. Fae have vastly different priorities and fundamentally they think differently than humans. Our minds and bodies make up a lot of who we are as a person and changing them without a person's consent is a violation, even if done with the best intentions. Not everyone is going to react the same to that though because when you get down to it we're all individuals and once you get into things like the Fae culture skill that could significantly change a person's perspective, it's more pronounced. Their brain chemistry has also been changed when they changed species and that has an effect as well. Even if they put them back in their old bodies, would they be back to who they were? Likely not since their experiences and the knowledge in the game would have changed them even more.

Taelya is upset about the way the players were changed but she's accepting because she's happy the way she is and her friends are happy. She's the type of person who thinks of others more than herself so since she can't change what was done in the past by throwing a tantrum she's going to try to she's going to make it right in the present and change the future for the better. Anger never makes things better only worse. She was angry when she changed Hawkin and now she feels terrible about it because she gave in to that anger and did something she normally wouldn't, which is why she changed him right back. She realizes that what she did was as bad as what her Fae parents did and that she is going to need to check those kind of impulses in the future and make sure that nobody else is changed by the F.I.Ts without some sort of informed consent.

As for the voice, I'll give you that. There's only one being in existence that could call a Fae 'my child' other than her parents and since neither of them said it, it must be their creator.

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The problem with acceptance is

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The problem with the way it's presented is that there was no moment of shock and horror from Tay or her friends. The fact that they are so willing to just write it off as okay is not acceptable behavior or a sign of sound mental state and screams they are brainwashed on some level. I understand you are trying to show Fae have a different mindset and not here to write for me or anyone else but given what you have wrote bothers my human mindset that it's okay to change people mind,body and spirit because it makes them happy.

I'm bother by the fact Tay seems to think because she is happy and her friends are happy it makes it okay on any level and I'm not saying Tay needs to throw a tantrum but a moment of WTF and anger and outrage at what was done to her friends is seems to be missing and wouldn't be out of place, and ask what the hell gives Amoiraishe and Narek the right to change people that way and to be willing to listen to anything they have to say and after they try to explain why they did what they did and be willing to work with them on anything still comes across as a very suspect choice that just leans more into the thought that on some level she was brainwashed or mentally reprogrammed long with her friends.

And I don't think the Humans are going to take what happened to Tay and friends anywhere near as well or as acceptable as okay to change someone that way once they find out and I hope will look at the Fae and be disturbed and really want little to nothing to do with them because I think to them this looks like a disturbed mindset and that it's okay to change people and mentally alter who they are and effectively kill the person they where

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I don't want to give away too much

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But Tay is bothered by this and will be upset with the one person who is responsible for all of this in the last chapter. As a Fae she knows exactly what, or rather who, Amoiraishe and Narek think gave them the right to do what they did. They were complicit but not the heart of the problem. The Fae definitely need moral compass and humans will never accept them as long as the Queens of the Courts, who all were complicit and active participants in this plan, are the weight by which the Fae as a race are measured and the face they show humanity.

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Hawkin

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It seems like she may have reached him, even though she feels horrible now about how far she went to do it. It seems like he's doing some thinking though so we'll see what happens with him.

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Directed

One good thing about this story is that it is clear that Amethyst knew what the ending was going to be when she started the story, and headed for it. So many stories on BCTS are written on the fly, with no one, including the author, having any idea where they are going.

Of course the story ended on a cliffhanger. I don't think Amethyst even knows what level ground looks like!

Not quite the end

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I always know where I want a story to end, well at least 80% of the time. I haven't quite reached it for this story yet because I didn't want to just gloss over certain things. So you all get one more chapter out of me which I promise will be the final one for this story. There are still a few loose threads that will be tied before a book 2.

What's this ground think you speak of? Lol

Not even I would leave a story on a cliffhanger this bad... okay maybe I've done it once or twice, but this time I have something else in mind which we will seen next week in what will absolutely be the final chapter.

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Please don't tell me

that this is the last chapter, as I was terrified that it was, I thought I had read something a chapter or two ago that this was the end. I'm just not ready to say goodbye to these wonderful characters and this wonderful story.

Not the final chapter, Holly

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I hope that eases your tension somewhat. I thought it would be, but there was just too much that I didn't want to gloss over and I need one more chapter to get to the end I envisioned. There has been a plan at work the whole time (I blame Danu) and it hasn't quite reached fruition yet. I'm glad that you're enjoying it so much and I will at some point start working on a book two.

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So glad you're giving the denouement space and breath

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While I will definitely miss hanging from these particular Amethyst cliffs, it isn't my only reason for appreciating the fact that this chapter exists before the final conclusion of this book. Even with all of the excitement and action, this tale has never seemed rushed, nor shortchanged the reader on the human experience (ironically in a tale of a Fae awakening, lol). So I'm already standing and ready to applaud, but thanks to your muse for insisting this chapter got fully developed. Extra hugs for this one, Ame!

Thanks Nyssa

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I don't want the end to be to abrupt and just skip past what I think are important details or events to get to the end. I hate rushing a story it makes it hard for readers to understand or connect with the characters and circumstances. Forging that kind of connection for the readers and getting them to think is always very important to me and with this story I wanted it to go to the next level, even if I wasn't sure at first that I could pull it off. I guarantee that the end will be worth enduring one more chapter and cliffhanger. ;)

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You know, I think I would be

You know, I think I would be happy with my transformed body, mainly because I'd be a girl, but I can understand people being upset about being transformed without their knowledge, but I think having the option to go back to how they were takes a lot of that being upset out of the equation. I think the only thing I would actually be upset about would be that my choice of skills would have been different had I known it were real. Games for me are an escape from reality, and usually not what I would want to actually do.

I would too

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I was so miserable most of my life that just being happy with who I was would be worth it. But not all people are like that and are right in being angry. They have the option of going back to what they were, but their experience will have changed them, maybe for the better in some cases, It's all in how the person chooses to view it. They will give people who truly aren't comfortable with themselves as they are the option of changing back or going back into the F.I.T to choose another Race and class that they would be more comfortable spending the rest of their lives as. That would probably include going through another shorter training sim and getting new skills. Some might very well take that choice.

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Daenyss

It occurred to me last night that Daenyss had no way of knowing, when she bound herself to Taelya, that it was going to carry over to the real world and what could be a very long lifetime, unless she ends up dying in Taelya's defense.

In effect, Amoiraishe had to allow Dennis to do that to him/herself or else expose the real situation. But I think she could at least have warned Dennis that there'd be a real-world effect if s/he went to that extreme; I think she could have implied that the science that turned Daenyss's mind into a blank slate would make a binding oath have a lasting effect after their return to the real world, even though Taelya would presumably be a very different person outside the game.

And the option to go back doesn't apply to Daenyss, since she has nothing to go back to. Of course, last night when I was thinking about this I had no idea that the players were going to be given the option to create new characters for themselves to become in the real world. But even if Daenyss could do that, it doesn't seem to me that it would affect the binding.

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Re: Daenyss

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It's been mentioned that Amoiraishe told Daenyss exactly what such an oath would entail and in fact explained all of the various oaths and gave her the choice. It wasn't something that Amoiraishe pushed on her either she only explained those options after Daenyss said that she wanted to make sure she could never hurt Taelya again. Daenyss still gladly did it and she chose the most binding oath and chose the wording. The oaths are more than just words they magically bind the person to a promise that they are making not just from the words themselves but also how the person in the vow perceives the oath. She however had no knowledge that Taelya was Caleb before, so she fully expected to serve 'Taelya' for the rest of her long life and beyond when she gave her oath, whether in the game or out, alive or dead. The reason it is the only oath that goes beyond even death is that it is focused on the souls of the parties involved and not mere bodies. This was not something that she was unprepared for and she considered it her penance.

She was ready to serve an unknown person who might have reason to hate her and treat her cruelly until death and beyond. She's perfectly happy with the deal now that she has discovered Taelya is kind to her and they have formed a friendship. And Taelya gives her as much freedom as she possibly can within the bounds of the oath. And as you've said she really had nothing to go back to anyway. Changing bodies would probably not effect the oath at this point either because the vow affects souls and not just bodies and she would still see herself as the one who made the oath and Taelya as the focus of it no matter which bodies either of them wore.

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The story thus far

So far I have really been enjoying this story and I see that we are sadly coming up on the end of it. I know all good things must come to an end. I hope there is more to this story once this one does end. I do not think that an Epilogue would do this story justice. Thank you for sharing this with us.

Thanks Night Wolf

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Yes we are coming into the final chapter but fear not there will be a second book. I may take a few weeks to a month to plan it out and finish some short stories and other projects but I will do a sequel. I know that I have at least one more story about Taelya and the crew in me and everyone seems to want more. So I'll do my best to please my loyal readers.

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Apocalypse Dawn

One of the best series I have read in a very long time. The biggest problem with this story is you can't stop reading it once you start.
Amethyst has stated she'll give us one more chapter, and I do appreciate that but how can I say this mildly and calmly.

"Unless that chapter is 300 pages long it's not enough". So much more to tell. Getting established and their home/(nation?) set up and fortified, how the world reacts to them, how they react to the world and attempt to set up relationships with other nations. What nations agree to be friends and which ones have to go the hard route. How does our princess deal with the demands/hopes placed on her with from the Winter Court.

Amethyst there's no doubt in my mind you're one of the most talented writers out there that I have found in a long, long time - but I'm begging you (I have no pride here..lol) take this story to it s rightful ending. It's a wonderful story that you can be proud of. Thank you for writing it - thank you for sharing it.

Willow

There will be a book 2

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I'm glad that everyone has been enjoying this so much, the response to this story has been frankly astounding. I have had so much positive feedback on this story and requests for more. When I came into writing this one I wanted to challenge myself and step up my game and I think that I may have succeeded in doing that. This is the longest story I've done to date and the it has been one of the most rewarding and educational ones from a writer's perspective.

There's more stories in me for this world and these characters and I fully plan on writing them. I'm just glad that people have enjoyed reading it as much as I have writing it.

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Thank you,

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Thank you, Thank you. This is pure bonus for me. When I thought the story was finished, I felt as if something very special had ended. Words fail in me being proved wrong.