So, no really, No Cops banging on my door or any of that BS, OK?
I just started reading (re-reading actually, but I didn't know it) a story by one of my favorite authors. The big issue is that I agree with one of the Characters that I'm not supposed to. Not going into detail here.
Lots, or most of us know what it is to be profoundly lonely. Along with that, lots of us know what it is to be in lots and lots of pain. My very rigid beliefs still hang on in spite of the fact that those who still believe like I do, seem to do nothing but hurt those who don't measure up to their exacting specifications.
In the Book I follow, there are no promises of a happy, pain free life.
Nothing actionable here. But given the choice, I think I'd choose OFF. That doesn't seem acceptable because there might be something who silently watches and admires my life...
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Hi Gwen!
There's nothing worse than posting a blog about some
personal pain and receiving no feedback whatsoever.
It can make one feel invisible. Like a ghost...
So, even though I might be the least qualified
person here at BCTS to offer advice or comfort I'll say:
HI! I both admire + care about you and hope you feel more optimistic tomorrow, or next week.
And I'd put money on the fact that even if nothing major changes in your life,
you will. At least I've found that to be the case when I feel despair + gloom.
Angels intervening, the vagaries of brain chemistry, or whatever...
And now I hope someone who actually has something
wise and/or useful to say will chime in...
~hugs, Veronica
What borders on pure insanity?
Canada and Mexico.
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What she said
Just remember: This, too, shall pass.
Penny