There is an elephant in my room. A big, smelly elephant leaving droppings all over the place, but I dont want to see it.
I would rather talk about my rather bizzare attempt to become president of my student council in high school, or something, rather than face the elephant.
But if I want to be whole, if I even want to be close to being whole, I have to deal with the elephant.
So I'm taking a big breath, and letting the truth out.
I .... like guys.
I am attracted to guys as well as girls.
There. That wasnt so bad, was it?
So why do I feel like crying ?
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wow...
our little girl is growing up! Next thing you know, she'll want to stay up past 10pm.... (giggles) Taarpa
Awww, Dot.!
What's so bad about liking boys? Yeah, so many of them can be pretty mean and most are kind of nasty, and all of them only want two things out of life: food and sex... But... Wait. Just what is there to redeem them anyways? LOL.
But no, really. Some guys can be kinda sweet.
Now if only I could ever find one who can love me... sigh...
Abigail Drew.
Because nobody told you
how awesome it is to be BiSexual! = )
And always remember, there ARE good men out there. To find your prince, however, you may have to kiss a few frogs.
Congrats!
You go, girl. Do you realized you just doubled your chances of getting a date?
Hugs,
Janet
Mistress of the Guild of Evil [Strawberry] Blonde Proofreaders
To be or not to be... ask Schrodinger's cat.
Dear Dottie,
Don't panic yet!
One good thing; guys don't look at details. Once you have them attracted, you can lead them around (for a while, anyway) as long as they think they're going to get what they want.
It could just be an effect of the estrogen; you know it can twist the mind. hee hee hee...
Anyway, if they're half way good, they can at least help you dilate!
Did you find out anything about Canada health care paying for facial fem surgery? You might have to appeal so your therapist could start finding out what kind of documentation, etc. you might need. That would probably help attract guys......
Have you looked a Lynn Conway's TS help pages? She has a section on FFS with quite a few before and after pictures; sometimes the results are amazing!
Hugs and Bright Blessings,
Renee
Perhaps...
...still important if not the main reason? It sets what you believed about yourself on its ear. Changes perspectives in a world of yours already filled with change and doubt and insecurity. But maybe it's because you were abused by males, which would skew anyone's perception of males in general.
Plus you've still got a lifelong connection with your ex since you're eternally connected by that beautiful daughter of yours. So many other things might come into play. And then here's one that might not have crossed your mind: You're relieved because somewhere inside you've realized that you just are who you are, and whatever you believe is quite alright if not just wonderful? Praying for you, dear.
P.S. Is it truly a Loxodonta cyclotis? Or maybe it's a bit of your blurry tears, and you're really staring at a very studly Equus ferus caballus? Just a thought...
Love, Andrea Lena
oh that
You said elephant in the room and I was going to tell you I was doing my best on my diet. Thank goodness.
Katie Leone (Katie-Leone.com)
Writing is what you do when you put pen to paper, being an author is what you do when you bring words to life
Truth
Truth can, and will set you free. Knowing this about your self will open a far greater vista on life. You now know not just believe who you are. The next step is to be careful about who you allow close to your sacred self. Always chose a person of quality.
Huggles
Misha
With those with open eyes the world reads like a book
I will also add:
"Men are like carpets. Lay them right first time, and you can walk all over them for the rest of your life."
I'm grazing the top of my foot with a bullet by reciting that, but we MegaTomboys are very durable. = )
You may have been abused by men, but once you've gotten your SRS and maybe some FFS, you'll be able to wrap them around your little finger. ;)
PS: Is the elephant still there? Go and succeed where Hannibal failed; march toward Rome, and right through the gates (be they open or closed) and up to the imperial palace and claim your prince! :D ...But take into account the possibility of having to kiss a few frogs first.
PPS: Does the carpet principle apply to lesbians as well? After I've transitioned, I shall have to turn on the feminine charm and see what I can do... :)
There is an elephant in my room
Dorothy, by sharing your revelation, you have freed yourself from a burden.
May Your Light Forever Shine
Um, yeah, so,
i think the eliphant is hear two leaving massif dropz. Or it culd be a reely fat baboon? I dont no butt i hope U sqush urZ flAt and shovel it owt cuz everythingZ too short for anything big and fat enuf to take up ur living space.
Spacingly,
Tiny terror
Um, yeah, so,
i think the eliphant is hear two leaving massif dropz. Or it culd be a reely fat baboon? I dont no butt i hope U sqush urZ flAt and shovel it owt cuz everythingZ too short for anything big and fat enuf to take up ur living space.
Spacingly,
Tiny terror
Well...excuse me!!!
Who says you need a reason to cry? Certainly I don't and most of the women I know don't either. It's a prerogative that comes as standard equipment with the gender. So go ahead...enjoy yourself with a good old fashioned cry!
And what's wrong with being attracted to guys? I am...for sure and totally!!! However, I'm not in any way, shape, or form attracted to women (other than friends). That gives you twice the opportunity for extreme bio-physical interaction!!! Celebrate!!!
Nothing is perfect and nobody is whole. I would think it strange if you, or anyone else, wasn't, at one time or another, attracted to an item from column X and column Y.
Keep on Keeping...
Kelly
Sexuality and gender...
Everybody knows sexuality and gender are not connected so the odds of you being, 'gay, straight or bi' are the same as everybody else's. So what else is new?
XXX
Bev.