A Change in my Life.
Chapter 2
By
Sally Crewe
Julie D Cole

My relationship with Chrissy has developed a lot because he/she has helped me since I had a big argument with Jessica.
As we’ve spent time together I’ve been able to get to know her and I’ve realised she is definitely more girl than boy and I’ve been amazed how she has grown in confidence since she started working for Kate.

It’s just like she’s been a girl all her life and whereas she was quiet as Chris she is very assured as Chrissy.

I’ve noticed that she’s now able to deal with Jessica and control her and in fact Jessica is treating her with a lot of respect.

At first I thought this was because Kate was supporting Chrissy but it’s not. She is a different person and now she knows what she wants and she’s learning how to handle herself.

I’ve found myself relying on her for advice and when I had an argument about the apartment with Jessica she offered me chance to stay with her so I welcomed the chance because Jessica was so mean.

I met her mum and Julie who is her sister and I’ve been welcomed like I’m part of the family.

Chrissy’s mum was amazed to see her dressed as a woman and she was shocked to see that Chrissy looked exactly like her sister who’d died many years ago as a result of a car accident.

Chrissy was also surprised at the resemblance when they looked at some albums together with Chrissys Gran.

When Chrissy visited her Gran it was like her Aunt had come back to life and it seemed this shock had a very positive effect since her Gran had been really devastated by the loss of her favourite daughter.

Suddenly Chrissy was finding out a lot about her childhood and her family.

The biggest shock of all was that she learned that her mum had adopted her and her real mum was the sister who had been killed and Chrissy was born as her real mum died on the operating table.

There was a feeling inside me because then I was thinking that Judith, who was Chrissys real mum, had perhaps taken over her own sons body and that was why Chrissy was now more feminine as he/she grew up.

So I did some research at work but I daren’t say anything to Chrissy because she had enough to contend with. I found some websites and also consulted a local Mystic.

I was surprised at what I read and I even researched about other non Christian faiths. I came to the conclusion that nothing is impossible and that perhaps Chrissy really was partly Judith and partly her son Chris and maybe she was starting to dominate as he grew up.

In any case he/she was so beautiful and I helped her to soften her appearance and to be more herself without resisting.

I’m not sure if any of this was true but it certainly made me feel more comfortable to share a relationship with Chrissy rather than her other self who I’d met but hardly noticed.

The biggest influence on Chrissys new life seems to be her sister Julie. She has been fantastic and I’ve also had the benefit as well as Chrissy. She really protects and looks out for Chrissy even though she is younger and they are so wonderful together.

They are always joking and teasing each other that has been good for their mum.

She’d divorced Chrissys dad and hadn’t gotten over it properly. Something had obviously happened that seemed to be related to Chrissy.

Some of the girls we went to Birmingham with work for the same Company as Jessica and Chrissy so I expected them to give Chrissy a hard time and to spread rumours but nothing happened.

I think this is because they all like her so much. So I’m lucky to be her friend and I think we are really best friends.

I didn’t consider myself to have any desire for lesbian relationships as I grew up and I don’t really know whether I’m falling in love with a woman or a man or a wonderful combination.

All I know at the moment is that we like each other and I can make love again having lost the confidence after my relationships with men.

I seem to have found the answer and whilst I’d like her to be more dominant sometimes I quite like her to be the passive partner.

I think that I’m winning her over. I think James, the boy she met in Birmingham has melted into the background because he has a very aggressive girlfriend and also because he is probably now more openly gay.

But the one I’m not sure about is Kate because Chrissy is still smitten by her.

Anyway I just have to find out more about her and luckily Julie has the same opinion as I do that there is more to her than we see at first glance.

To be continued ……………..