the bad news, and the worse news

Well, finished dealing with the insurance company for the moment, and I got both the bad news and the worse news. The bad news is that due to the non-payment I was cut off as of April 1, and to re-start a policy I'm going to have to pay the yearly cost up front. So somehow over the next little bit I'm going to have to come up with 18,000 $ up front to have coverage for the upcoming year.

The worse news is that because I had no coverage at the time of the accident, I will be on the hook for all of the damage, and will have to get a hold of the other party and make some kind of payment arrangements, which will probably mean I will have to try and get a loan from my bank, which wont be easy with my credit history, if its possible at all.

My brother says I should't punish myself for my mistakes, but in this case I'm not going to need to - I'm going to be paying for this lapse in judgment for a very long time.

And yet he has a point that me calling myself names wont help me any, so somehow, I'm going to have to keep fighting the impulse to do so, which will be anything but easy for me.

Ah, well.

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