I think at this point in my girlhood experiences mom was accepting it and enjoying it, seeing how I was really enjoying it too mom probably realize that I didn’t have a need to be a girl but just loved girl things and the fact that my sister was a tomboy jock mom was just happy to have a new daughter to have some girl fun with.

Inheriting my sister’s Mary Janes I would have never believed it until mom referred to them as my little girl shoes or something like that, i do remember mom saying that my sister wouldn’t miss them and I really never seen her wear them too, she diffidently didn’t care for anything girly but I did lol.

So when I came walking into the kitchen wearing my Mary Janes with my night slip I felt like a girl inside and out, it was wonderful and I had moms loving approval I felt so good inside but still I was lacking proper etiquette for a girl just doing simple things.

As mom would point them out, as I sat down in my boyish usual way mom looked over at me and said, sissy now that you’ll be wearing your pretty little girl shoes a lot from now on it just doesn’t look right the way you’re sitting, try putting your knees and ankles together and let’s see, mom really liked that look and it did look and feel very girly but I just couldn’t hold that position very long unless I just concentrated on sitting like that.

To be continued…