He's weird.

I mean, weirder than most. I first saw him in my French class. He's not weird-looking or anything, he's just... freaky. Augh. He stares. But not normal kind of staring. Like he's looking through you. Or like he can't see your clothes, just your underwear and finds it... interesting.

Anyway.

Today is also apparently "Patriot Day" and we learned about why in History 5th period. The new freaky-weird kid was there. I think his name is Matthew. He actually knew a lot about it, and it seems to me, it's like Memorial Day, but just for people who died on a certain day because they were in the World Trade Towers or on the planes that hit them, or the plane that hit the Pentagon, or the plane that "fought back" and crashed in Pennsylvania. We did a whole "moment of silence" thing at the start of every period today.

So at lunch Jennifer asked me what the deal with yesterday was. I told her I couldn't talk about it because it was family stuff. She looked like she wanted to ask more, but then nodded and ate her cupcake. I know I didn't, but it felt like lying to her and she's really my only friend right now and it totally didn't feel good at all! I did give a couple of notes to Principal Soames to give to 'Nessa and Hayleigh. Hopefully their moms will bring them over Saturday afternoon for movies and talking. They know what's going on with me, and their moms know but not their dads or anyone else having to do anything with them.