Some Random thoughts:

My brother told me that he feels that I am seeking a "clean slate" by transitioning. But I dont think that would work out too well for me. As far as I can tell, I cant erase my mistakes no matter what I do .....

Does anybody know if its okay to give a man a kiss on the cheek for doing or saying something super nice? I had a man at my church who was being a total dear, and I had the urge to give him a kiss as a reward, but I hesitated, and the moment was lost. This is exactly the stuff that makes me wish for a crash course in social skills .....

I was in a bookstore last week, and noticed that there now are at least a few resources for guys who have suffered a sexual assault. That's great, and its good that there is stuff for girls too. But maybe as a trans person, I need specialized help .....

Managed to spill a little sugar down my top, and found myself giggling at the fact that it went right between my breasts. Having breasts feels so right for me, its hard to even express it, and I am so grateful for being visited by the titty fairy ......

I somehow avoided the major crash I feared, and I figure its all Jaci's fault. Her teasing me about how much a girly girl I am gets me giggling, and maybe laughter is the best medicine for beating back the blues ....