Ben was sitting on the sofa in his small apartment, he was supposed to be in class, he didn’t care. What would it matter if he didn't show up. No way could he concentrate on school after having just been fired from his job. He had never been fired from a job before, not that he had many before his previous one.
He was,had been, a store clerk at Stop N' Go, a family owned and operated 24 hour convenience store, he was the only employee not related to the owner, Philip Atwood. The Atwoods had only hired him part time and were constantly coming to check up on him but, after about 5 months he was moved up to full time and even ate dinner with them about once a week. Everything was going well for about 6 months, He was always cheerful, worked hard, and was never late. Till a day in the middle of may where things started slowly rolling downhill.
Ben woke with his hair in a terrible mess he had gone to bed with wet hair again last night, he showered and took his meds, 2 little blue pills and 2 pastel orange ones that tasted like really disgusting mints, then he set to work on his hair. He had shoulder length brown hair that he all too often got into horrible tangles, he couldn't help but think 'what is it going to be like when its longer' . He threw on a pair of jeans and a red collar tee that was a few sizes too large, the dress code for his work. He jogged the three blocks to his college, Angelo State University, because he was running late.
It was his English final today which was also his last final, then 2 weeks of freedom till the summer semester started. He took his test and was the first one to finish, working overnight shifts in a town with no night life had its advantages. Having a few hours to kill before his shift he walked over to the campus cafeteria. Thankfully, his scholarship covered 2 meals a day at the cafeteria or he would be living on ramen noodles.
Even with a full time job, he was spending every penny he earned. His first priority was his meds, he was buying them from an online pharmacy without a prescription, which he wasn't even sure was legal but he didn't live in the friendliest community for people like him so seeing a doctor didn't feel like an option. His second priority was making sure his bills were paid, it wasn't worth getting late fees. Third, setting aside 35 dollars a week for laser hair removal. The rest was supermarket money which often times it wasn't even have enough to cover the essentials.
He finished his over=sized meal, the cafeteria was all you can eat and he wouldn't be having dinner tonight, It was only late afternoon. Even though it was 100 degrees out, he had the time and decided to walk to work rather then spend the dollar on bus fare.
Ben arrived at the store about 15 minutes before his shift, David was at the register.
“Ben, we have a new employee starting today, my daughter, Emily.”
'Emily is only 15, how was she going to work in a place that sold beer and cigs' Ben thought but wasn't going to say anything, it wouldn't be the first time he noticed the Atwoods ignoring the law.
“She isn't going to be running the register, the last thing we need is our liquor license taken away. She will be doing all of the side work though, if she misses anything don't say anything to her, tell me and her pay will be docked, she an adult now and cant be babied anymore.” David said with anger clear in his voice.
“Is that starting right away or do I have a few days to train her first?” Ben asked timidly, sensing family drama.
Ben waited for about a minute, getting no response. He washed his face in the restroom and clocked in.
“You can train her tonight, but after that if she misses anything I want to know about it.” David agreed about 5 minutes later.
“Alright, I can handle everything if you want to go home.”
“Yea, I'm going, she will be here in about 20 minutes and I don't even want to look at her right now.”
Ben didn't mind running the store alone and actually preferred it to working with David who constantly made nasty comments about customers as soon as they were out the door.
“Can I see your ID?” Ben asked. The man looked about 35 but Phillip wanted him to check the ID of everyone who looked younger than 41. He had been glad of that policy many times because people rarely look their age.
“2 16 74”
“I am sorry sir but I need to see an ID”
“Your telling me, that as a 38 years old man losing my hair, I am going to be carded?” He said venomously
“Yes sir, anyone who looks under the age of 41 must show an ID to purchase alcohol” Ben pointed at the sign posted right on the register.
“That is the stupidest shit!”
“I don't make the policies sir, I just follow them.”
“You fucking bitch!” The man stormed off.
Ben put the beer back on the shelf and got back behind the register. Emily came in followed by the same man.
“I got my ID now where the fuck is my beer?”
“Its back on the shelf.”
“Well if you were stupid enough to put it back, you can just go get it for me then can't you?”
“Sorry sir, I have to stay behind the register with a customer in the store. If your not going to get anything I am going to have to ask you to leave.” Ben said firmly
The man left, after buying his beer.
“Are they all like that?” Emily asked pressing right up against his back.
Sidestepping quickly. “OK, not so much of that, I need at least 1 foot of personal space at all times, as for your question, we get his type in here about once every 2 or 3 weeks, the sad part is he spent more time ranting then it took to get the ID from his car.”
Emily was looking down at him with an unreadable look. She was 6'0 and big boned, like so many Texas girls. He was 5'6 and fine boned, which didn't make him feel like an authority figure.
“What did you do to piss your dad off anyway?” Ben asked uncomfortable.
“Oh that.” She rolled her eyes. “First off, He told me I needed to find a summer job on my own because I wasn't old enough to work here, but I knew Uncle Phil would give me a job and pay me better than working elsewhere. So I didn't bother looking and it pissed him off.”
“I am ashamed of you, too lazy to find a job and leeching off your uncle instead” She mocked.
“And what else is he mad about?”
“Nothing, why?” she said defensively
“well you said first off, which kinda implies more than one reason is all.” Ben said shrugging.
“I don't really want to talk about it, lets just say I wont see much of my friends this summer.” she sighed “I am glad he's getting sick.”
a teenage boy walked into the store and came right to the counter.
“Hello, what can I get for you” Ben said. The boy was staring at his chest which disturbed him, it had been happening often recently and didn’t bode well for his job. 'Maybe if he just cut his hair one last time. Never cutting it short again. It would be so helpful to his male appearance though. No he wasn't going to!' He thought momentarily forgetting the customer.
“I'm sorry sir, what did you want again?” Ben asked
“No problem, three white grape cigarillos” He said
“Can I see your ID please”
“Sure thing Ma'am” he pulled his wallet out and showed his ID smiling 5/16/94, it was his birthday.
“Is that all for you?”
“Yes Ma'am”
“Your total is 1.94$, first time buying cigs?” 'and would you please stop saying ma'am with Emily here!' He added silently
“Yes Ma'am”
He handed Ben 2 dollars.
“6 cents is your change and have a happy birthday!”
“thanks Ma'am” He said practically running out the door.
Damn, that couldn't have gone worse, he really liked being called Ma'am but not with any Atwood around. Between his hair, his gender neutral voice, and apparently, not hiding his breasts well enough it happened often but, that hadn't been a problem because he mostly worked alone.
Oh crap! She was giving him that look again, he didn't know what it was but he could tell it wasn't good. “You know what they use those cigarillos for right?” trying to distract her.
“No, you know-” She was still looking at him! Bah!
“To smoke weed” He interrupted. oh hell, why did he just tell a 15 year old that, next thing he would be telling her its really easy to buy alcohol online.
“That boy in here was nerv-”
“How long are you here for? I only have tonight to train you then I'm supposed to start tattling on you for every little thing you miss.” Operation distract in progress!
“Go ahead, whats he going to do. Ground me for not cleaning the coffee machine? oh wait! I am already grounded!”
“He may have said something about docking your pay.” success!
“Uncle Phil would never do that” She said a little less sure.
“How long are you here for?”
“Till 7 AM, same as you.”
“13 hour shift your first day, is that even legal at your age?”
“Well I am not officially working here. Uncle Phil is just giving me allowance and I am just hanging out here” she said, air quoting hanging out.
Everything seemed to go well for most of the night. She made him a little uneasy and felt she may have been a little too touchy, rubbing against him when there seemed to be plenty of room to pass, touching his shoulder and wrist when he was showing her stuff but he figured it was just he hadn't worked closely with someone for a long time.
Then at about 3am, they had finished everything and he was just leaning against the register waiting for someone to come in. Graveyard shift on Monday, you could go without a customer for 3 or 4 hours...
Then it happened, she came and pressed up behind him like when she first came in but this time she quickly put her arms around him and grabbed his breasts.
“I knew it! Thank god, this is going to be so much easier. I'm so glad your a girl.” she exclaimed
// It took me way to long to write this, writing is harder for me then I would like it to be. Hopefully, I will get better in the future :)
// Please comment even if you think its the worst thing you ever read I would like to know!
Comments
Benjamin Sophia Murdock Part 1
It's definitely not the worst thing I ever read. Looks like it's off to a good start. Looking forward to reading further chapters.
Lisa
Some nice ideas there
I have sent you a PM.
Thank you Kayla P,
Good start,nothing to apologize for in my book,
just hope that you go on with your story.
ALISON
Good start
Some tweaking and refining could help but all-in-all a good start to your tale. Without a story you can have all the technique in the World but still not be of any interest. You have my interest.
Curous to see where you take this. For a moment I thought the 15 year old was also TG.
As our hero-ine said she was tall and big boned. But then backed off some in saying a lot of girls in Texas were like that.
Hum, is she happy she is working with *a girl*? Or was she implying blackmail. As it is we *think* we know he has fired from his job ... unless they will offer Her the job? Our heroine that is. At the moment she is sad and depressed so they have not made an offer. Poor kid.
See, you snuck in a cliff hanger as well.
John in Wauwatosa
John in Wauwatosa
Good
So far so good, keep it coming.
-Elsbeth
Is fearr Gaeilge briste, ná Béarla clíste.
Broken Irish is better than clever English.
Actually
I think our large sized 15yr old might have accidentally outed herself as lesbian and pissed off her family.
Definatly not the worse
Actually, I like it, you are off to a good start. Please keep writing.
Joani
nice begining
this looks really interesting. I look forward to more.
no no
youre off to a good start. keep up the good work.
robert
The HTR
Described sounds like estradiol (I have blue, 2mg tabs, here) and Prometrium (name brand) progesterone, or maybe a generic progesterone. I've had that in 100mg pills.
Thanks for the cool story!
Hugs and Bright Blessings,
Renee
Ben to Sophie
Did we just hear why Ben got fired?
Emily seems just brash enough as a 15 year old to do what she did
A,B,C,or D for her reasons.
Kayla, relax you jumped in and swam fine.
Enjoy what you are writing and let us read to enjoy.
Ben was working without a net, binding or other wise.
4 stars for the courage to walk the walk
JessieC
Jessica E. Connors
Jessica Connors
Ben to Sophia
He was fired at an unspecified future date. It goes back to the middle of may when the ball started rolling in that direction.
Not wearing any type of binder was actually based on something that happened to me about 3 years ago. I Had already started HRT but was working as a guy in a convenience store. I wore big shirts mostly and never felt I had a problem hiding my breast growth but, when it was getting to be winter time, I pulled out my winter wardrobe, I was in a hurry to get to work and just threw on one of the sweaters and went to work. It was a medium tight fitting sweater that made my breasts extremely obvious. The girl I worked with never said a thing but did keep looking at my chest, probably the longest shift I ever worked. I bought a binder that night and paid quite a bit extra for next day shipping.
Benjamin Sophia Murdock Part 1
Does that mean that she needs a B.F.F.? Or does she prefer snogging a girl? Whichever, wait until she knows who he/she is.
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