Jacqui and Me - Chapter 3
By Julie D Cole

In truth I did wear lip protector in the cold weather so it wasn’t exactly difficult.
As I stepped out of the car Jacqui introduced me to some of the gang. ‘This is my close friend Sammy. I hope you don’t mind me bringing her along.’
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She turned and looked at my face that must have been dumb struck. She was laughing.

‘Well actually gang she goes by the name of Sam and she’s been living as a boy all through school and college. Sorry Sam but I thought I’d better explain because Em knows you as Sam don’t you Em?’

‘Yes Jacs, you’ve shocked me a bit. How did you find out so quickly when Sam and I have been friends and next door neighbours for so long?’
‘Well Sammy has been a late developer as you know so she didn’t like to admit it to herself.’

Em’s friend the shook my hand and welcomed me. “ I guess a lot of our group would have liked the chance to try out being a boy. How interesting so I hope we can have a chat later.’

I turned to Jacqui and I wasn’t happy at all as she could tell. “what did you tell them that for? Now it will be all round college and I’ll never live it down. What’s mum going to say. My life is going to be a misery. Please can you drive me back home.’

‘Come on Sam it’s not that bad. This is a girls only gang and nobody here is going to split on you. None of us are into boys and I decided this was the best way to get you accepted. What’s wrong if they can’t tell the difference. It’s their problem not yours.’
‘But I’m not a girl I’m a boy and surely it’s not difficult to tell. Or isn’t it?’

‘Well I know because last night we were a bit intimate and I touched you. But I wasn’t sure either way until then so come on enjoy yourself. You can just be one of our gang as a girl for a bit. This is a great bunch and we have lots of laughs together.’

‘How can I be in a girls group I’m a boy?’

‘Don’t be so sensitive and go with the flow. Just act normally. You dressed like that this morning and it wasn’t me influencing you so I just had the idea as we left your house. If you play along you won’t have to be so self-conscious about your bust and on the other hand if you want to behave like a boy so what. The gang will just assume you are a bit butch like a lot of us here.’

‘But I don’t want to be seen as a lesbian. I’m straight. I didn’t try to look like a girl this morning it was just that I was feeling so strange. It was like I woke up a different person.’

‘Ha Ha yes but then if you are straight then why did you get so excited last night when I tongued you and kissed your breasts?’
‘Please Jacqui that was just us kissing as guy to girl.’

‘Ha Ha really. Who was the guy then? From where I was sitting in the car you enjoyed being on the receiving end. Was that your first time? Normally boys will take the initiative and then take the lead in the kissing game.’

‘But we just kissed each other and it was so natural. You enjoyed it too didn’t you?’

‘Of course I did because I realised you were a novice. Almost a virgin in fact. I was teaching you and it was great how you responded. You’re my first boy/girl conquest. Normally I prefer the girly girls rather than the butch girls and that’s how you come over to me. My girly girl Sammy.’

‘Jacqui did you do it on purpose then? Did you deliberately follow me to the bus stop to give me a lift?’

‘Well put it this way I’d decided I was going to find out for myself about you rather than pussy foot around and when I saw the opportunity I took it. You have to take your chances when they come your way that is why I’m one of the best players on our team. So are you going to give it a go or not? You don’t really want me to miss training and lose my place in the team tomorrow do you?’

‘No I don’t so I’m OK to hang around and wait for you.’

‘Well that’s a start at least. Here’s Em and Flo. Be careful not to call her Florence since she hates it.’

Em smiled and just said that she was glad she’d put the pair of us together and hoped we were hitting it off. She told me that Jacqui had persuaded her to sacrifice a lift home last night so she could follow me. She’d ended up getting drenched so that Jacs owed her big time.

‘Really?’ I looked at Jacqui who was smirking again.’

‘Look Sammy it was innocent I just happened to be passing and I could have splashed you with a puddle or give you a lift. Which would you have preferred?’
‘Mm’was all I could say in response and then Jacqui grabbed my hand and said ‘Come on let’s eat I’m starving.’

She walked ahead with Em and headed towards the dining area in the pavilion. I followed with Flo who was smiling at the comment from Jacqui. ‘She’s so funny. Don’t you just love her to bits?’

I smiled and said I didn’t know yet as we’d only known each other for a few hours.

Flo linked arms with me and asked if we could sit together to watch training so we could chat rather than be bored for 2 hours. She wasn’t a great fan even though she liked to see Em and Jacs competing against each other. She asked if I’d played soft ball at college or at school but I said I couldn’t throw for toffee and I was frightened of being hit by the ball.

We joined Em and Jacqui in the queue and I picked out a few salad things since I wasn’t very hungry. Flo did the same.

Jacs and Em tucked into a large plate of Ceasar salad each topped with chicken breasts and both shared a jug of ice tea. The whole lot soon disappeared even though it would have lasted mum and I for a week.

It wasn’t long before Em and Jacs left us along with the other players and they disappeared into the changing rooms to get changed. Soon they were out on the practice pitch loosening up and I had a walk around the edge of the field with Flo and another girl called Patsy who was a friend of hers. They said the girls usually had a sauna or a swim towards the end of the afternoon and asked if I’d brought any gear. I hadn’t but Flo said she had some spare things if I wanted to fit in so I wasn’t excluded.

‘But why didn’t Jacs tell me? Really I can’t borrow your things it’s not very hygienic surely.’

‘Well it’s up to you. I don’t mind if you don’t mind. You haven’t got any disease have you?’

As we walked they started to quiz me a little bit about Jacs comment that I’d lived as a boy and asked why.

I was a bit embarrassed again and was searching for a response that might be believable.

‘Well dad always wanted a boy and when he saw my sister born he said to my mum that it wasn’t fair. So he decided that I should dress as a boy and with the help of a friend of his they changed my documents. I suppose as I grew up I didn’t really notice. I just went along with it although mum and dad kept cautioning me to take care. That was right until recently when I thought my body started changing.’

Flo piped up first ‘What was life like living as a boy? Was it fun or what? How simply fantastic to have the opportunity.You are so lucky.’
It didn’t seem right to mislead them both so I just answered honestly. Well almost

‘Well life as a boy might seem fun to you but to me it was hell. It’s not all that it’s cut out to be. I had to avoid trouble and school bullies who picked on me because I was small. I guess the best time was when I was young and boys and girls just mixed together naturally.’

Patsy then chipped in to make her observation. ‘Sam you were a nice kind boy and that’s how boys should be. I’m sure I can remember you in your early teens. You were very kind to me at school especially as I was having problems at home because my parents didn’t like me mixing with boys in our street. They said that they trusted you because you didn’t show off all the time and make rude remarks. I don’t know what your family thought but to me you were a normal sweet boy.’
‘Well in truth my mum and dad argued a lot about me because I didn’t come to the standard that dad expected and eventually he met a woman from work and left us.’
‘But what did your sister think about you dressing as a boy?’

‘She only ever knew me as a boy so she didn’t think anything.’

‘Does that mean she doesn’t know that you are really a girl. Surely she must suspect now. You are more developed than me nowadays. Where did they come from? Were you hiding them or strapping them up?’

‘No I didn’t need to since I had no bust until about 2 years ago and it expanded a bit but not so much until this last 12 months. Of course sis knew but she was sworn to secrecy and she still is.’

‘Well I’ve heard of late bloomers but never so late. Have you been on medication or something? I wish I was your size.’

‘Well mum did buy some medication to try to slow down my development that she said would reverse the growth but after a while I realised it wasn’t working so I gave up looking for solutions. I suppose I found myself getting used to them.’

‘Does that mean you have decided to switch back to being a girl?’

‘No not exactly. To be honest I haven’t thought much about it. I have lived as a boy for so long that I guess I’m used to it.’

Then Flo said she’d be delighted to help me with some shopping or advice if I wanted to be friends. She hoped that Jacqui would understand but felt she had no real taste for modern styles. She was a sportswear girl.

Patsy then asked another series of questions. ‘How did you manage in the bathrooms and changing rooms at school. Did you stand up to pee or sit down?’
Flo just cut in to say ‘Patsy don’t be so personal. Come on tell us please.’

‘Well in the boys room I used to stand at the urinal and pretend to use them. It was tough because boys do try to peak to see who has the biggest and who can pee the highest.’ That bit was true as well.

That made them both laugh and I found myself enjoying the walk and the chat even though I’d been nervous. Pretending to be a girl seemed to give me a chance to talk from another viewpoint. Even though what I was saying was tinged with some untruths. Well it was true but I actually was a boy with a small weenie. My little soldier didn’t really develop much and in the showers I was the butt of a lot of jokes from older boys. I’d get changed in a toilet cubicle whenever I could.

‘So what happened when you reached puberty? How did you andle period pains or change tampons in the boys bathroom. There’s no facilities is there?’
‘No there isn’t. Well in some respects the tampons I wore enhanced my bulge so it looked like I was bigger down there than I was.’ Mmm now I was starting to make it up.

Flo asked if I had any photos from my schooldays so they could see what I looked like as a boy. That was my chance to take out my identity card and so that was it. They believed I was a girl dressing as a boy who now had become more feminine and taken a liking to one of their friends.

Flo again. ‘Right now you don’t look like you could convince anybody. Have you changed and become more feminine as you’ve got older?’
‘Well I wasn’t aware of the changes until last night when Jacqui kissed me.’

‘Whoa ho!! I knew she had the hots for you. What happened? Come on tell all.’

‘I shouldn’t and really nothing much happened.’

‘ Come on Sammy dish the dirt girl. Jacs doesn’t just choose anybody. She must have tried it on. I know what she’s like. She’s even tried it on with me in our younger days. We slept together on a school trip but I resisted and she apologised.’

‘Oh she didn’t seem to aggressive towards me. She didn’t try it on. We just kissed and then she caressed me and eventually after we had I was relaxed with a girl kissing me and using her tongue around my nipples and in my mouth like she was making love to me I finally got excited in my pants.’
‘Ho Ho how many times did she make you get excited?’

‘Just the once why?’

‘Ha Ha just the once. She’s losing her touch. Did it leave you wanting more and just a little bit frustrated. She is supposed to be top drawer in bed you know. You only got excited the once. Wait while I see her.’

‘No no please for goodness sake don’t tell her I told you or she’ll be angry and humiliated.’

‘Don’t worry I’ll save it for another day.Let’s go watch them since they seem to be looking for us in the stand.’

As I sat down I could see that Jacs had decided to wear her NY Yankees hat. I supposed it was a complement. She waived and steadied herself to receive the first pitch. She hit is first time and just cried out ‘Yessss.’ Em was pitching and Flo just said she’s sent down an easy one to make her feel good.

I suppose we sat there for about an hour before Patsy complained that she was cold and that we ought to go inside for a sauna.

‘Coming Sammy?’
To be continued ………………………………………….