Well, things keep coming here.

Well, I've changed my mind now.

I am going to pursue transitioning to female full time.

I've started talking to my therapists and I'm going to talk to some people about getting on hormones, I'm going to have to see if there are options that low income people have access to with those so I can continue on this journey.

I would like to tap the collective experience of the community here.

I'm considering going on hormones.

Now, I'm 42, overweight, diabetic, high blood pressure, and I have a wife and daughter (both of whom are fine with this).

I am totally ignorant on this, so I would like to hear from you all.

EDITED TO ADD:

... have been greatly exaggerated.

I'm sorry I have not been here. I have not been anywhere for some time. My life in short:

1) I got sick.
2) My wife got sick too and had to go to the hospital for it.
3) I got a short term assignment and it was at night
4) I got another short term assignment as (get this) a secretary.
5) I started a process of redoing my entire *other* site, the religious one, into Wordpress from the static site it was.
6) I got sick again.

For those of you here who liked the series, I have moved the "Mindy the Slave" series to my weblog. I also just added another chapter tonight.

Just FYI.

http://i-know-i-know-but.net

Sorry to everyone here who has been waiting for the continuation of one or more of my series.

Sorry to have been missing, but our Internet was shut off on Sunday, and things have been too busy to get it turned back on (plus money concerns). Will post when I have the chance, but I wanted you to know that I'm not dead, just MIA for a while.

It will take me time to get back to you if you PM or email me, but I will answer. That's what I'm going to do most of today.

In my wildest dreams I never thought that one of my series would be so popular.

This is such a wonderful story. I can imagine that we all wish this could be us at one time or another.

Okay, I'm republishing all my stories over on my page at Erin's new site, the TGLibrary. I signed up for an account, added and customized it and now I'm publishing everything I write to there, as well as using it as a personal blog for me as Joy and those kinds of thoughts/feelings.

I'd like to start a discussion of the use of various hormones. I have absolutely no experience with them since I'm not planning on going on hormones and I'd like information on estrogen/oestrogen/progesterone/testosterone blockers/chemical castration/puberty blockers and so on.

The only thing *I* know is that the Over the counter estrogen, Estroven can actually work when combined with an herbal testosterone blocker. I have a friend who has been doing this for the last year or so and she's got nice breasts although she still grows a beard.

So.... GO!

Okay, then given the content and the responses from my last blog post, would it really screw things up if I re-wrote the story and changed Sissy and Mistress' names to something else? I think I can do it without messing the continuity of the stories up at all. Just a name shift.

Note, I'm not changing MY name. I earned the title "Maid" from my wife, and I'm very proud of that.

http://tinyurl.com/ctfgt4

This is a HUGE step forward. If I wasn't committed to be here, I think I would move to New Hampshire.

Anyone a fan of Ru Paul's Drag Race? I've discovered it and am watching it on TV right now. It's a show that I'm not sure I like.

Found some online instructions on how to put a hajib on, and I'm sitting here wearing it.

I have to say, it feels wonderful. Nothing that I dislike about it, just wish the scarf was longer.