Well, I had a better day at work last night, and now I'm off for a couple, so I'm going to try and get a few things accomplished. But its not all rosy, as you can guess by the title of this entry, and that's because there are things in my head that kinda scare me, and I have a number of almost-mental-illness like conditions that are less than fun.

They include having some OCD-like traits -I'm not a neat freak, or a germ freak, but I have a number of "magic" little routines that seem to serve no purpose other than keep me calm. ...

I have some ADHD like traits - I have trouble focusing, concentrating, and I need constant stimulation or I'll get bored and start making some of my own ....

I'm not sure I'm medically dissociative, but I do have a tendency to "turtle" under stress, and retreat into my own little world ...

And that's just the stuff I can think of off the top of my head.

Ah, well.