Born this Way – Chapter 2

By Julie D Cole

‘It’s nice to be skin to skin isn’t it. Are you comfortable? ‘

‘Yes it’s really comfortable like mum and I used to do. ‘

‘oops sorry. You never get used to the size of your bust you know. But I’m glad I was blessed this way. But then whatever the size the bust is something to be treasured and looked after with great care. You should look after your breasts too even though they are compact. I recommend that you check them regularly and use creams to keep them nice and soft. I think you should consider showing them a bit more rather than hiding them.

‘ But Aunty I don’t feel right. I get stares in the supermarket check out sometimes. It’s not always the girls who look but recently boys have started paying a lot more attention to me. ‘

‘well if you wore the right type of top and a bust enhancer you’d attract a lot more stares I can tell you.

‘ Is this film recent?’

‘No it’s been around for a while. Look this is the part where his wife comes home with the children and finds all the womens clothes strewn about. She thinks he’s had a girlfriend round. Imagine his embarrassment and his dilemma. He’s being kicked out for misbehaving but she doesn’t realise these are his clothes and he’d been wearing them whilst his family were away. That’s the trouble with secret closet transvestites they risk getting caught and sometimes they almost want to get caught. ‘

‘Why didn’t he just admit it and face the music? She might have let him dress and be a girl sometimes. When I was young mum persuaded me to have some girls things. But it was getting too regular so I insisted to stop.’

‘So whose idea was the long hair? ‘

‘ Mums. She said I had beautiful hair and she liked to brush it too. I often hid it under a baseball cap or wore it in a pony tail to look less like a girl and I insisted to keep it well tied back at school especially during games lessons. It didn’t always work though and if my hair dropped loose I got into trouble. I was made to play with the girls during one games lesson as punishment. ‘

‘Oh did you feel it was punishment or did it excite you a bit?

‘I felt OK about it but mainly because they didn’t tease me and accepted me. Also the games were more gentle so I didn’t always get beat. ‘

‘ This bit here is where his landlady thinks he has a girlfriend sneaking in to his flat. She sees this beautiful woman going up the stairs. See it’s him. Isn’t he beautiful? ‘

‘Yes. He’s gorgeous. You can’t tell it’s a man at all. Does he play a woman all the time?’

‘Only in this film. I never saw much of him in other films but then he’s more recognizable as a woman to me. I could fancy her myself. ‘

‘ His landlady seems to accept him dressed as a woman. Yes she does and something inside her is obviously stirred because they end up in bed together. She quite fancies him as a woman. Look this is a funny bit with another lodger. ‘

‘ well he’s dressed much more maturely than I’d dress if I were him. He could look a lot younger if he tried. The make up is a bit heavy.’

‘Oh you’re an expert are you? ‘

‘Mum taught me about how to use make-up in moderation. Even going to school as a boy she encouraged me to do my face before I left home. Some girls noticed but the boys never did. ‘

‘How do you know?’

‘They’d have really given me grief if they caught me in make up. It was bad enough as it was.’

‘ I could apply some make up if you like. ‘

‘No please. Since mum died I gave it up. I felt she was taken away as my punishment for gradually wearing more make up and sometimes going out as a girl. ‘

‘There’s nothing wrong with that if you mind your own business. It’s not like you use it as a disguise to be a peepng Tom in the changing rooms or bathrooms is it?

‘No I always went with mum. ‘

‘So you had days out together like that. What was your name?’

‘ I don’t like to say. It’s all history now. ‘

‘Oh well never mind for now. Look this is a great part of the film where his landlady is introduced to his friends and their wives. ‘

‘Are they men dressed as women.?’

‘Yes of course they are. Can’t you see the shadow on her and the adams apple. Look closely. ‘

‘Oh now I can tell.’

You see in this part of the film the transvestites wives are more accepting. Their husbands are just being women and enjoying themselves.’

‘Would you fancy a man dressed like that if you are a lesbian?’

‘Who knows. I didn’t find one yet but that’s not to say I wouldn’t be attracted if he was beautiful or really feminine. I like my girls to be passive and I don’t mind teaching them a few tricks. Selfish really but I know what I like and I like what I know. ‘

‘Did you ever have sex with a man?’

‘HaHa where did that come from you cheeky little monkey. Come on and focus back on the film. Wouldn’t you like to know.’

‘Yes I would really. ‘

‘ well it’s yes but back to the film please. We are paying for this.’

‘ Her friend is a boy. He’s helping her. Do you think he fancies her? In the film I mean. ’

‘I think so. He’s been surprised at how the woman inside her takes over when she’s dressed. See she has all the mannerisms and takes to it like a duck to water. ‘

Aunt Marie seemed to snuggle more closely as the film wore on. She seemed to react a bit. I could feel her nipples in my back and she cupped my breasts. I didn’t stop her and she pressed her tummy into me. I almost froze so she stopped. But then after I relaxed she would start again.

‘Do you like it?’

‘You mean the film It’s good.’

‘No I mean being snuggled and kept warm. It’s nice for me. I haven’t been with friends like this for quite a while. I must be getting old.’

‘No you’re not old. And you’re very attractive. Don’t give up please. ‘

‘ I’m not giving up see. ‘

‘ I meant with your friends. ‘

‘HaHa no I still see them sometimes. What do you think of the film? Do you think he could fall in love with an older woman who treats him more as he sees himself?’

‘Yes they seem to do OK together. Maybe she always preferred women and that’s why she never married. ‘

‘Maybe. Do you mind if I squirt you with a little of my perfume to wear whilst we cuddle and fall to sleep and maybe I could apply a little eyeshadow to set off your eyes. I like your hair colour and your cute freckles. I have just the colors in my bag. ‘

‘OK if you like.. ‘

‘yes I like.’

‘It’s getting cold can we get back into bed? ‘

‘OK there that’s done. See what I mean. You are the image of your mother as I remember her. She was beautiful too. I hope you don’t mind my indulgence.’

‘You mean the perfume. ‘

‘No silly girl I mean holding you in my arms and bringing out all your feminine features. You are a very very lucky person to be born this way. Come on whilst the bed is still warm. ‘

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