"Welcome to the other side", she said smiling at me . She has just finished doing my makeup. "I am done and now you can turn towards the mirror and have a look at the new you . I am proud of the woman you turned out to be".

I smiled embarassingly.
" You know I was waiting for this day for years. When we first started talking . You pretended to be a woman. It was long before you approached me as a boy and we started dating. Before I met you as a man , I knew you as a woman .The fake ID you created and became friends with me . You were too convincing as a woman. You had me fooled for 6 months I thought you were a woman and I loved talking to you . You made me realise I like women more than men . A lot of times our conversation turned sensual and I ended up thinking about you all night. I had not seen your face or heard your voice but I still loved you. I didn't have the courage to tell anyone I am into girls . I didn't have courage to tell you I love you because I was afraid I will lose you forever. When you finally approached me as a boy we became friends. I think it was because you have a beautiful soul that I love , that I love in any face or any body irrespective of gender. I was instantly atracted to you. I loved the time we spent together . But gradually I realised that you and Shreya were the same person. The way you texted ,the punctuations, spacing were all same . You knew things I had only told Shreya . Those were very small things but enough for me to connect the dots . I didn't know how to tell you that I know. I was in love with Shreya more than I loved you. I was in love with your feminine side. I decided I will try to get the woman in you out . I am really sorry for that. It was selfish but I was in love . Thats why I started talking to Shreya more than I talked to you as a boy. I started to talk feminine things with you , started indirectly telling you how to wear things . I intentionally left my entire wardrobe with you , hoping you tried it one day . The day you sent me the first pic of you was the best day of my life. It was just your legs in a skirt but I touched myself thinking about you in it. I was dying to see your face. I was dying to dress you up , to dress up together. I paid a guy to pose as Ravi to make sure you become Shreya. I knew it will never happen probably but I prayed every day for it. I was in love with someone that didn't existed. I was delusional. I wanted you badly . I craved for you . I wanted my Shreya . I wanted you badly . I wanted to make the impossible happen .That day when I finally met you here . I felt complete. Walking with you , holding your hand made me the happiest. I was surprised at how convincing you looked as a woman . I was in love with you all over again . That night while returning you kept complaining about your wig getting loose and falling off , so I took you to the salon and got you permanent extensions. They did the piercing for free . I am really sorry about it . I should have taken your permission for it . But we were both drunk and I couldn't control my selfish urges", she said with tears rolling down her cheeks.

There was a long awkward silence. She had fucked me up completely. I thought I did it all of this on my own accord . But she manipulated me the entire time .All of this was too much for me to hear. I rushed out of the room . I saw my reflection in the lift mirror . I stood there wearing a sleeveless black dress. It didn't even reach my knees. My eyes looked beautiful with the eyeliner and shadow . My lips were bright red, so were my nails . My hair was loose covered my back and shoulders . My legs looked long and smooth and I was wearing earrings and nose ring. She has really fucked me up. I couldn't hold it in. I started crying. I entered the washroom in the lobby and locked myself. I removed my dress and threw it at the corner. I was wearing a lacy bra and panties . I removed and threw those as well . I removed the nose ring and earrings . I stood naked in front of the mirror.I still looked like a woman with a male body. My body reeked of her perfume. The woman I love the most in the world has fucked me up completely. She robbed me of my masculinity . My whole world came crashing down. The beautiful life I was leaving is over . I couldn't bear it. I wanted her badly. But what she did to me , I wasn't sure how to react . I didn't know if I can live without her anymore

I picked up the bra and put it on followed by the panties .I picked up the dress, put it on . Brushed my hair with my fingers, I put on my nose ring got into the lift again. I entered the room . She had her head down on the bed. I went to the mirror picked up the lipstick and started applying it . She raised her head to look at me , I blew a kiss to her. She rushed at me .... Into my arms.

"Anything for you ma'm ", I whispered

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