I had dozed off talking to her .

I got up and sat on the bed.Long strands of straight black hair fell all over my face and body . I had forgotten about it . I was still dolled up. I got up and stood infront of the mirror.
"What have I done to myself !!"
The worst part was that I didn't look ugly like I expected. I switched off Shreya's phone and changed back. I felt disgusted looking at myself. I don't know what made me do something like this. "I have to stop this nonsense. I am a man and this doesn't suit me". I felt embarassed looking at myself.

I didn't have much to do throughout the day . I wasn't working. I tried hard to resist but eventually switched on Shreya's phone in the evening. There were lots of messages and missed call from her as well as Ravi.
Ravi had sent me another package today along with 10000 rupees.
The easy money had made me weak. It was hard to resist. I kept saying no to him . But he kept sending me more and more. I was getting addicted to it. I had shaved my body the day before so didn't want to let it go to waste. He had told me he will call me sharp at 8 pm . I opened my wardrobe . There were lots of Ankita's clothes . I chose a white floral skirt and pink panties.It took me an hour to get ready. He called me sharp at 8 pm . I received his video call , my phone's camera on my legs. I had painted my nails pink for him . I was still wearing my boy tee as there were no plans of showing my face . I could hear him moan . I was used to it now. I knew what he was doing . I just didn't want to see it . The phone got disconnected and immediately rang again . I quickly received it focusing on my legs with my fingers caressing it .

"Nice legs ... Hottie" , I heard Ankita's voice.

I disconnected the call immediately. My heart was beating fast. I screwed up. She might have recognised me somehow. I was panicking. I started sweating badly in anxiety.Few mins later I received a image.
It was Ankita showing her legs wearing just a panty. I got turned on badly .
I waited few mins and voice called her.
There was lots of awkward silences which quickly turned sensual. Things escalated soon and before I realised we were both moaning . At that moment I didn't care.I was enjoying it. I kept looking at her pics and pleasuring myself.

We started talking a lot more after this and talks were often sensual. Ankita was basically treating me like her girlfriend. I had to pretend to be Shreya , pretend to be a girl .
She sent a lots of pics but never asked much in return. I never showed her my face.
Our chats were very feminine. She made me feel like a woman. It was very uncomfortable initially, but her pics were worth it.
Weeks passed and one day she told me she is coming back to India for vacation and she wants to meet me. My excitement turned to anxiety soon.I decided I will confront her. I got it all planned in my head.

Few weeks later ,the day finally came . I had booked a suite for us both . I reached there early and waited for her. I was rehearsing what to tell her, how to corner her for ghosting me. I didn't dress up though I brought it all with me. I wasn't able to decide whether I should dress up or not. I still had time. I decided to get dressed and see her reaction. I went into the shower and quickly ran the razor over my body again and then used a very fruity body shampoo . She used to use it . I had brought with me a dress I gifted her which she claimed was one of her favourites . It was a sleeveless red dress reaching my thighs. I put on her undies then the dress . I did my makeup the best I could and put on the wig. I sprayed her perfume and waited for her .It always shocked me how much of her things she left behind.

She told me she is reaching in five minutes and that five minutes felt like eternity. The anxiety,the nervousness was killing me . I thought I will have a heart attack. I had started sweating even though the air conditioning was on . The moment she told me she reached the hotel I left the door open . I sat with my back towards the door. I was nervous, panicking. I wanted to chew my nails but I had painted it . I kept imagining different scenarios in my head . How its going to happen!!

I heard the door open ....

"Heyy baby girl ! I am here ",she said.
I got up and turned and she was infront of me .I felt embarassed. I couldn't figure what to say. I couldn't lift my head up and look her in the eye . She was very close to me . I could feel the warmth of her breath on my face and soon her lipstick stained lips were on mine . We didn't say anything . We were on the bed madly in love with each other not in our senses. We made out for a long time . I was shocked to see she wasn't surprised on seeing me."She knew !!! She always knew about it". Thats why she didn't tell me she was leaving. Because she knew she had informed Shreya and I was also Shreya.
"I love you ", she told me
" I love you more ", I replied in a feminine voice.
" I love the woman you have become",she said.
It was embarassing to hear. I didn't reply.
She told me to get ready as we were going out. I had never been outside before . I was scared. But she told me it will be okay as I can wear a mask as it was post covid times and a lot of people still did . I requested her to lend me some fuller clothes as I am not used to going out in public . She gave me a sleeveless top and jacket and a jeans to wear . She did my makeup . It was a lot more things than lipstick and eyeliner which I used. She made my fake boobs , nails and hair. I was scared my wig will fall off. I kept telling her that. I was still scared to go out . So i rolled a joint and smoked up .

She looked gorgeous in her dress . I looked decent. My mask gave me confidence and she had made my eyes look beautiful.
She intentionally made my panty line and bra strap visible and we both smelled heavenly. She had tied my hair in a pony tail because I was scared it will fall off .

I had lots of questions for her about how did she knew about me, why didn't she tell me, why did she kept talking to me like I was a girl. But i decided to enjoy the moment for now . We went to a pub and sat in a dark corner. I removed my mask and jacket. She pulled my hair band to let it fall loose on my shoulders. She kept looking at me and smiling. Her fingers running through my hair.
"You are a beautiful woman" , she told me.
I didn't reply.
We started ordering drinks . I was already high . She didn't smoke the joint so she was okay . When the drinks started coming the weed and alcohol high combined . I kept drinking with her untill I couldn't anymore. I was loosing my senses .Things have become blurry . I rested my head on her shoulder and started crying.
She knew it was time to leave . I visited the women's washroom for the first time and there were a lot of drunk girls in there .

We got into a cab and I lost my senses.
I woke up the next morning in our room. She was naked under the sheets . I was just wearing that top and panty from last night . I knew we had sex . I could feel it . My face hurt a bit . I still had the wig on ,my hair tied in a messy bun . I went into the washroom and looked at myself. I had a nose ring on ! My nose was pierced. So were my ears . I was wearing long earrings. My wig looked different as well. I let my hair loose. It wasn't my wig. I had permanent extensions with my real hair reaching my waist. I freaked out in shock. She heard me and woke up. She came in and saw me crying. She hugged me . I was looking at the mirror in disbelief.
She picked up the hair brush and started brushing my dense long straight black hair .
" You are gorgeous,hun ". She told me as she braided my hair.

My eyes were fixated on my reflection in the mirror,too shocked to say anything.

***********To be continued************

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