I just learned that the couple that I think wanted to abuse me around 2005 to 2008 has been arrested. At least I think this might be them. He was at least 350 lbs and wanted to pee on me and lock me in a box under his bed. He wanted me to eat his fecal matter. He wanted to chain me up. She was skinny but went along with him. They have apparently abused perhaps a dozen children, and imprisoned them. I hope they haven't murdered anyone.

I hadn't been out too long and had not had surgery yet. I was on lots of heavy prescription drugs that really dulled me. I said that I needed to get my things, and left and never went back. This was perhaps a very narrow escape. The Police left a contact number but as a now post op trans person, I know that they would not take me seriously.

No talk or thoughts of suicide here but feeling absolutely shattered with emotion. I can't call the Veterans Administration because they would want to give me drugs and I am not sure that they are safe to lose it and have a good cry with. Years ago, at the height of my breakdown, such an emotive session had me strapped down in a padded room there.

I wish I had someone to talk to. I have a daughter but would never share this with her.

Gwen